Don't just sit there in life and dwell on the things that you cannot change because all it's going to do is consume you destroy you I made a lot of mistakes in my life I made a choice that landed me in a place I wasn't meant to be I was given a second chance and that's not very common but I sit here and see on this app a whole bunch of people saying how life is bad how eBay want to end their lives let me ask you something is that truly worth it because in the end it's not solving anything ending your own life just bring pain upon other people alleviate your pain now but the pain of others I can't just like your parents watching you fall apart they know something's wrong but she don't know how to tell him say squid where I was at and to be honest life sucks the life is what you make it it's what you choose to do in life that truly matters you can either sit around and do nothing or you can stand up and become a better person that's what I want to do I'm saying sorry to all those I've hurt sorry to all those I've done wrong to I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me I want to change I want to make a difference I want you all to see the light that shines so bright in me set everyone can see I sat there I pray that the god and I said God let this light that shines and me shine so bright that everyone can see and I'll tell you what the light shines I know it may not look like I show it I'm trying to get my wife back and to be honest I met an amazing person she is what's in my life and to be honest I know a lot of people probably hate her I'll give her a chance she's changing to I'm slowly helping her I love all of you and I thank you all for all the support you get it to me thank you for everything you've done and you know what you guys make this app do you ever feel like you want to kill yourself or feel like you're down just talk to me don't do it please that's all I ask if you don't feel comfortable talking to me that's fine but just know I'm always here love you peace out WolfKingRyuu.