Its funny how easily you find out who your true friends are when you hit the bottom and you feel like there's nothing left and you see all those people you tell him how you feel they basically tell you in their own way fuck you I don't care for the past two years of my life it's been a living fucking hell from me ever since I left High School I've never been the same I'm broken I'm destroyed in so many ways yet none of you seem to give a fuck none of you seem to care at least not who I thought were my true friends I don't know who is my friend who isn't anymore you think this is self pity go fuc yourself all right because it's not it's what I feel it's a pain ISO in my heart it hurts I've hurt so many people because of this I've hurt ones I've Loved I've shut out my own family getting to the point or I don't know I want to live I don't even know anymore who I am I've changed but I don't know if I like who I am anymore and I don't know how to fix it seems like the only way out is Death