Two appeared separately in my bathroom in the span of five days. It's exceedingly difficult for me to stand them because they make me feel nervous and have a highly irrational fear involving them.

As in they'll crawl up some part of my body and enter the internal part of it, mainly because they can crawl and squeeze through countless things. The more you know about cockroaches, the scarier they become. Especially the ones with wings, they're probably worse than scorpions.

Usually it's rare that cockroaches
appear in my house, but considering that two appeared (one with wings and one plain) with such a short gap in between, I'm kind of nervous that there's the chance of cockroach infestation. There are worse things of course (like a fire ant infestation), but they're just so skin-crawling disturbing that I can't handle it. Trying to kill one just won't work for me because fear and anxiety always suddenly wells up in my chest that I can't move or think rationally. Hopefully I'll gain the courage to kill them by myself.

Usually I hate killing any type of animal, but cockroaches are the only exception. The one, only exception~.

I wish for the end of cockroaches in this era before the new generation pops up, however that's practically impossible considering how they adapt and evolve and that some scientists would want to use them in new tests or something like that. But if we do cause the extinction of cockroaches, wouldn't it be hilarious to tell stories to our children about cockroaches? Looking at their amazed and/or terrified expressions on their faces as you tell them of the wonderful horrors of cockroaches. Then if they ever ask, "Did they really exist?" You could cry and tell them of traumatic experiences with cockroaches. Then your children will be traumatized as well, or become very fascinated.

On a separate note, the tardigrade, also known as the water bear, is a lot cuter and need to be bigger so I can hug them because they're micro-animals. They're quite minuscule, but they can survive through very extreme environmental conditions.

Look at that cutie.
But the more well-known picture of a tardigrade is nightmare fuel.

Still cute, but absolutely terrifying. ;7;

Anyway, I hope you all have a great day/night and no cockroach encounters~!