The real me, no one knows.
It's hideous and ugly
I try to keep it at bay.
But deep inside, it's screaming
Screaming in agony
In pain
In tears
Begging to be free, yet I lock it away
Trying to be someone who isn't me.

Alone I feel
Fear in my heart
Knives in my soul
Pain in my guts
Wishing for scars on my wrist
Yet praying for it to disappear