Right so..... I'm in 9th grade, laugh at me -.-" I haven't gone to high school yet because I've only been online... Yesterday, my therapist, mom, and I decided I should go to Public High School. This is kinda panic inducing, the thought of having to be around all those people, but at the same time I feel I can do it!

I hate school, I think it's dumb as fuck, but my therapist told me I should think of it as getting my high school diploma and not having to learn Math or English. That really helps me ease the thought of school.

I want to go to Lancaster because my best friend goes there, she can introduce me to new friends and stuff since I'm too shy to do any of that on my own :S

I don't know what to do in school anymore, though. I really need some help with that... Also having to build up my walls again. I don't want to get hurt by some stupid ass bullies again... This is gonna be really hard, isn't it ;-;