I feel like I did something wrong for telling someone how I felt. Not only that but I feel like I presented myself wrong because of it... I tried to word myself as wanting an open conversation but since I've been left on read for a couple of days now I feel like I presented myself as... petty? Self-centered maybe? I don't wanna sound that way... I'm not that way at all... I'm just... scared really...
I can't help but feel so... so pushed away. I mean... I'm left on read for hours, days, even whole weeks on end with no explanation other than talking to people. It's not bad and I know it's not for having a life and enjoying others, in fact I'm quite jealous since I freak and panic over talking to someone I've never seen in person before. I've always been told to never trust someone behind a screen, it's hard to forget it. I just feel, hurt, like I've done something bad enough that someone would rather spend time talking to others then five minutes with you...
I'm scared that our relationship has somehow been crumbling and I could never see it. I feel like I'm being annoying and lying to myself when trying to talk about things...