I've been so insanely bored and unmotivated these past two weeks and now thoughts are rushing into my head again... I feel so lonely yet not deserving to talk to anyone, cause they're probably asleep and I feel like I just bother people like always... not like I'd have anything to say, an I hate nothing more than making a dry comment or conversation... I hate this... why am I always like this?... I don't even know how but these thoughts still manage to make me cry...