I'm going in a lot of detail as to the current state of my dog...

Anastasia's leg was too bad to recover, she lost so much skin, her muscles were damaged, her paw wasn't getting blood... we had to get it removed. I don't think the poor baby knew... she was just starting to get used to the cast and now she's miserable again... I think she even knows her leg is gone and it's half the reason she's crying... I can't imagine how uncomfortable the stitches must be, she can't even stand the blanket being on them... her little cries and the dry blood on her skin are making me sick to my stomach...
I honestly expected her to look different then how she looks now and it's weirding me out as well. I was thinking there would be a little bump at least but there's nothing, just a flat spot. And her shoulder, I guess it's her shoulder? I don't know how much they took- moves as if her leg is still attached...
And she's so uncomfortable having to stay in one sleeping position, she can't even lay on her stomach, just her side. I wish she stayed still... but I'd fidget too if I lost my arm... I just hate hearing her cry like that... so sad and helpless...