Of all the times why does my brain work the hardest when I'm about to go to bed... it's fuckin 3 am an I'm sobbing my heart out over something so stupid...
Out of all the things I had to think of emotional drama scenes between fictional characters, because that's just the drama I'm good at and disturbingly do decently well at. But because it's my character, about his awful past (and drug abuse...), an I'm so unreasonably attached to him the most. I honestly don't know why, and I don't wanna end up thinking too much about the why and cry for another two hours cause it fucking hurts so much.
I'm so tired, I wanna sleep, it's been such a rough week of a sleep schedule an this one had to be the one I had to write about to get through... I'm actually not gonna show the writing I did for once, for the chance this spicy argument may occur, which I hope to be sooner than later but I'll never know.