Time goes by
Minutes disappeared
Somthing happened before
Something happened after
Now the clock ticks
And it ticks the time away
Right now
Time is the only thing living

I'm tried of waiting
I'm sick of slowly dying
Anxiety hurting my heart
Painic attacks hurting my lungs
Sucide killing my head
I'm tired of waiting
I'm tired of wanting
I wish this nightmare would end

A friend is stuck
Nether living
Nor dying
His love was mad
She didn't know
It was a joke
Now he made himself lay
Nether living
Nor dying

I don't want to lose a friend
Please not again!
Cause if I lose one
I'll lose the other
I don't want to lose a friend

He doesn't know
How much pain he's causing
It hurts too much
I'm tired of this feeling
I'm tired of this wanting
I'm tired of this wishing
I'm tired of dying
I'm tried of losing
I'm tired of missing
This is the only feeling
That I've had enough of
But I always get more of

I feel so used and worn
I'm used for crying
I'm used for hating
I'm used for abusing
I'm never used for loving
Never used for talking
And when I am
It's never much
It's always so little
I'm just being "loved"
Cause I'm there
I'm sick of this madness
I'm sick of this hell
I want it to end
I wish it would end
I've been waiting for it to end.