Geuss this really ain't the end of using this book since I'm stuck at home all day... I hate it so much... I wanna cry all the time, eat all the ice cream and just curl up on my bed and die...
I can't see anyone and can't talk to anyone... I hate it so much... school was my only way to be social...
Now I'm stuck in my house, nothing to do, my mom's laid off and she does nothing but bitch, snap, and complain at me over everything...
I have one friend I can text but I bug her all the time and I feel so bad about it... I keep thinking I'm keeping her from all her friends on here for too long, or that I annoy her...
I don't know why I keep going on here but I do... I'm just a dead account thinking to myself and can't keep a hold of anything...