Why are the majority of my one-shots depressing XD next one is gonna be fluffy X3
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Ty's POV

I've had a crush on this dude named Adam for a long time now. I've known him for about 4 years and we went out a couple times but they didn't work out. None of my relationships work but that's beside the point. I felt like he was special, but apparently not. 

When I look at him now, I see someone who's broken my heart and is in love with my best friend. (A/N; let's just pretend Ty's best friend is Jason) The saddest thing is the fact of I'm the one who brought the happy couple together. He broke my heart and yet I still decided to help him. Yet I act as if everything's fine with them, like I wasn't crying inside every time I saw them together. I care for them both so much, that no matter how much I hated their relationship I wouldn't be able to lay a hand on it. After all it made them both so happy..... They've been dating for about half a year and nothing has changed, other than my growing depression.

I've made up many situations in which it had me and Sky had confessed our love for each other, but every time I just break my self by giving it a bad end. I would confess to Sky, he would turn me down. He would confess to me, he would take it back and laugh at me. 

I can't take it, every time I see them together I just feel so hopeless. It was my idea to bring them together, it was me who didn't ask why when he dumped me, it is me who continues to put this fake smile on every time I see them together. I brought this upon myself and I'm fully aware of it, but maybe that's why I feel so confused, and I feel so much hate toward myself. Because of the fact that I was fully aware of what I was doing and yet I still did it. I did this to myself.

I'm such an idiot!!!

And I'll never learn...... He will never feel the same way....... I will never learn..........

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YEYYYYYY DEPRESION XDDDD god damit bryan XD why ya be all depressing and shit XD Yep 

KC ARE YOU FUCKEN HAPPY XD I UPDATED NOW WHERE'S YOURS?!??!?!?!?!?! UPDATE YOU LOSER XD

and I'm Kami and I'm gone X33 GOOBAIIIII FRRAAANNNNDDDDDSSSSS X33