READ!!! this is gonna be a kinda sad one if you don't like sad stories (not like feels sad like psychological sad) then you can skip :P
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I've been thinking a lot, and I know people develop crushes a lot, but I have a lot. There's Kyle, Adam, Chelsee, Ty, and Jason. Though, I don't know if I actually like any of them, they're all great and stuff, but.... Yea I don't know.

Maybe I just like them as close friends, I don't really know I've never really had a lot of friends that I consider friends. I've had people that I see and they ask that stupid question, "Hey, Tyler! We're friends right?" Even though I don't even know your name, I say yes, it's dishonest I know. Though I say yes for my own reasons, even though I don't feel the same way. So perhaps I do want them all to be just close friends, but still, the possibility of them being more to me is there. 

I've been so caught up if things like this that I don't even want to talk to people, well I don't want to talk to more than I usually don't want to talk to people.

I sigh quietly starring up at my bleak ceiling. I glance at my window seeing bits of morning light peer through the shades and huddle under the blankets in my bed blocking any signs of light coming in my room. "This is such an exciting spring break..." I whisper in a bland sarcastic tone. Groaning quietly as I hear my phone go off,  I look over and see it's Jason. Hey, it's been a while, what's up? And don't go ignoring this one too! I just sat there for a second before going back under the covers and mumbling quietly to myself, "to much effort...."

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That wasn't as sad as I thought it was gonna be, but it was kinda not lazy as in the work but it has that lazy or depressed feeling on it idk. Well till the next one