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NAME
Adira Mae Corban

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AGE
22

GENDER
Female

SEXUALITY
Straight

To be completely honest, Adira is just looking for a boy that will love her for who she is, no matter her past, or her quirks, just someone she can be happy to come home to. She's had nothing but bad experiences with her past relationships. If she can just find a guy that'll treat her like she's an actual person, she'd be happy. Oh, and someone who didn't mind her scars, that would be pretty nice too

SPECIES
Human

PERSONALITY
Soft on on outside, a fireball on the inside

✅Creative
✅Understanding
✅Honest

➖Goofy
➖Happy (she uses her happiness to hide anything else she's feeling)
➖Protective

❌Insecure
❌Kind of explosive (she'll bottle up all her emotions, so when she gets angry, she'll be angry for everything that's happened for the past week)
❌Lack of self preservation (she doesn't care what happens to her, just as long as everyone else is happy)

LOOKS
Sage Tullis

"smile, baby, you make the world a better place when you smile"

"why do you look so upset? sit down, put on a movie, i am going to go make some hot chocolate and popcorn and we're going to cuddle and watch bad sci-fi movies until you're okay again, okay?"

"i have no way of being confident in myself. sure, people tell me I'm pretty, but when i get beaten down everyday, i tend to believe that a little more"

"i wish i could be as happy on the inside as i pretend to be on the outside"

"if i tell you i love you, would you care?"

HER SCARS
Self harm

From the accident (it goes like that down the rest of her body)

LIKES
🌻dying her hair
🌻soft, pastel colors
🌻cuddling
🌻staying up late
🌻the stars
🌻big, oversized shirts/hoodies
🌻cooking
🌻art
🌻soft, acoustic music
🌻making people feel loved

DISLIKES
🌻racist people
🌻homophobic people
🌻animal abusers
🌻dark colors
🌻rainy days
🌻fighting (whether it's physical or verbal, doesn't matter, she doesn't like violence)
🌻being sad
🌻worrying people
🌻peanuts
🌻sad music

FEARS
🌻never being loved
🌻always getting into bad relationships
🌻turning into a horrible person
🌻losing her dog
🌻cars

HOBBIES
🌻making drinks (anything from coffee to tea to smoothies to milkshakes)
🌻being a goofy, clumsy dork
🌻catering to her boyfriend

TALENTS
🌻singing (though only one person knows that and it's not her boyfriend)
🌻helping people
🌻making everyone around her feel loved

OCCUPATION
🌻She works at a local café, making drinks
🌻she's in college, studying to become a nurse

FAMILY
🌻Mother| Rylie | deceased

🌻Father| Simon | deceased

🌻Boyfriend| Erik | lawyer | highly abusive, mostly verbally, but occasionally physically | alive

FRIENDS
🌻Quincey| best friend | literally knows just about everything about Adira

🌻Franklin| her friend from college | gay | studying to become a nurse

🌻Asaline| her friend from the café | Mexican | a photographer

ENEMIES
🌻Her boyfriend. Sorta. Her feelings are complicated

HISTORY
When Adira was 18, she was on a road trip with her and her parents. It was supposed to be the last big thing they did together before she moved out. And it was. In the beginning. It was so much fun.
Unlike most kids, Adira adored her parents. She had family game nights and movie nights and they still used to sit around the table for every meal and talk about their day.
Adira thought her life was perfect.

And then the accident.

Adira was driving. She had her license so it wasn't anything illegal. But it was late. Like, 3 in the morning late. Her father was asleep in the back and her mother was doing everything to stay awake in the passenger seat, talking with her about everything under the sun. They had both been laughing when a car swerved from the other lane and into their car.

Her father died on impact, since he wasn't wearing a seatbelt. Her mother fought like hēll, but passed away in the end.

And then Adira was alone.

She moved away and started college, determined to not let herself fall away in depression like she was. And that's when she met Steven.
She was 18, still grieving over her parents, and was admittedly vulnerable so when he started to sweep her off her feet, she didn't put up a fight. Because she didn't want to hurt anymore.

But that turned out to be just as big of a mistake as getting behind the wheel that night because all he did was hurt her. He was the one who ended the relationship a year later, when he got bored and found another girl to prey on.

Self harm was a very real thing for her back then, but she's been clean from it for months

PETS
Her extremely lazy, extremely cuddly Golden Retriever, Bucky

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