Yep. I know this ain't an OC but I was tagged and I don't know where else to put it 😂😂

So, I was tagged by zgirl123 thanks fam, this is going to take forever to answer 😂

1.) Ex: I don't have one yet, but I'll write this as if I did.
I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough. I'm sorry for not giving you want you needed to love me enough to stay. I could never say sorry enough. But I hope your happy. I hope you move on to someone who treats you right. Someone who can give you want you need.

2.) Self:
You're worth something. Just because people can't see your value, doesn't mean it decreased your worth.

3.) Mom: I'm only saying this because I know she will never be able to see this.
I love you. You know that. But there are times... When I get so mad at you. So mad for staying with who you are. So mad for not doing more. So mad for being so focused on yourself you didn't see what was going on with me or your son. But that doesn't make me love you any less. I just... Wish you would have tried more.

4.) Dad: I will write two parts to this. One two my real dad and one to my step-dad.
Dad: Where were you? Why did you go? What did I do wrong? Did you know how much that fücked me up? Everyone would say how much your son looked like my mother and how much my half sisters looked like their father. Where do I fall in that? I look like you. But I don't know you. And it hurts because you've never reached out. I feel disconnected in my own family because I don't know the other half of me. Where are you?
Step-dad: I love you. Even if I don't say it often, I do. But your so... Mean. The things you say, even after you apologize, still fück with my mind. It's bad enough not to have a dad. But to know your step-dad would walk away at any point is really messed up. Like, is it my fault? Did I do something wrong? Because if not, then what did I do to you? You get mad when I don't act all daughterly towards you when you haven't acted fatherly towards me since I was 8. It hurts.

5.) Crush: I ain't got one 😂 I move too much to have one.

6.) School:
I'm sorry I keep leaving. I'm sorry I draw on your desks. I'm sorry I though my garbage on your floors.
I still hate being in your however.

7.) Siblings:
Ah, y'all know I adore you. You three have been everything to me since the moment you guys were born. Even though you're annoying, you know I would do anything for you.

8.) Past me:
What went wrong? You let too many things get to you. You let too many people fück with your mind. It broke you. You should have stayed the same. You shouldn't have let people get to you.

9.) First love:
Never had one. Love is too dangerous to be in. It messes with your mind and clouds your judgement. Although I long for it, it'll never happen to someone like me.

10.) Future me:
Stay strong, fam.

11.) Best friend:
Ain't got one. Not in real life. I move too much to keep one.

12.) Future child:
Don't hate me. I didn't have the best parents growing up. But I won't be like them. I'll try. I'll love you with everything I have. No matter what gender you are you will be my little angel and nothing will ever change that. Momma will always love you.

13.) Person I hate:
You broke me. You took my already fragile heart and stomped on it. And you continue to stomp on it. You continue to kill me slowly, unable to see the damage you are placing on my soul. What did I do to you? What will make you stop? I'm sorry for whatever I did to you. Just please... Stop. Because it hurts.

14.) Person I love:
I don't love anyone besides my family. Sad, yes, but true.

15.) Ex. Best Friend:
I'm sorry I moved. I'm sorry we lost touch. I really hope you're doing okay. I hope you finally got your grade up in ASL. I hope our biology finally stopped hating you. I hope you finally learned how to spell semen correctly. I hope you finally got over your stage fright because you have a beautiful voice.
I hope your happy. And I hope you find a girl who can put up with your annoying laugh and stupid jokes. I want you to be happy.

16.) People who hate me:
I'm sorry for whatever I did to make you feel so poorly of me.

17.) Boyfriend: Again, I ain't got one. But, I will write something to my future one (if I ever get one 😂)
Thank you. Thank you for taking a chance on someone like me. Thank you for not taking one look at me and dismissing me. Thank you for getting over my initial shyness and awkwardness. Thank you for being yourself. I don't know where I would have ended up without you because since the moment I first laid eyes on you, my life was forever changed.
I may not be the best girlfriend, but I will try to make you happy.

Dämn, I just got real deep 😂😂
Sorry guys

I'M TAGGING Y'ALL
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