Would anybody's life be any different if I had never existed? Anybody's at all? Because I feel like they wouldn't be. I feel like all I do is just drag people down until they've finally had enough and try to abandon me slowly, in the politest yet most agonizing way possible...by gradually ignoring me more and more until I've forgotten we'd ever been friends. I feel like I've been nothing but a burden to my "friends" and all the people around me...that I'll never have anything to contribute because I'm just so useless at everything.
I really don't want to blame myself for it...but everybody always complains about my excuses. So, yes, it's my fault I'm totally useless. It's my fault for never getting interested in profitable things like math and stuff. It's my fault I don't listen and am absent minded all the time. And it's my fault I'm all alone.
I'm gonna go silently wallow in my self pity now.
Bye bye.