They told me when I entered this room two people in it would do anything to save me, one wants to end my life.I took a deep breath as I entered but there weren't three people only two.

Quinn my best friend since diapers. She couldn't be the one she is the only person who listens to me. She is always there to comfort me or help me through a hard time. But lately she been more irritable maybe she finally got sick of my bull shit.

The other was Xavier my other best friend and crush. He knew everything about me and we've only know each other for a year. It made since he never wanted to hang out with the group. Maybe he was trying to get me alone so I would be easier too kill.

"Austin it's just us we'd never hurt you." Quinn reached out to me and I shyed away.

"Yea dude I- we really care about you." Xavier smiled that damn gorgeous smile and was conflicted killers wouldn't smile like that. But maybe he's luring me into a false sense of security.

"Can you both please go to the other side of the room?" I asked I need to think who wants me dead.

Well a lot of people want me dead my little sister, some kids at school, and that weird teacher.

Mom cares more about Richard's achievements and Zoey being cute. She cared about there needs and wants more. Dad was the same and Richard wasn't even his kid.

Richard was a horrible older brother. He didn't care about how he harmed me. He really didn't care when he picked me up in a choke and slammed me on my bed the night I said I couldn't sleep. I was seven. He loved having Zoey around and hated me when we were small.

Zoey was the worst sister someone could ask for. She's tried to kill me, choke me, and break my bones since she came into the world. She attacked everything I couldn't change about myself. My hearing and sight loss. My weight. Most importantly my feeling of being unloved. But she was the house baby everything she did was fine but every misdeed against her was a punishable crime.

The two people in this room with me both looked worried and scared. I didn't want to risk choosing the one that wanted to kill me.

I stood and walked to the good table on a wall and picked up a knife. One of them wants me dead and other people do too. I lifted my knife to plunge it into my stomach when arms gripped my waist and arms.

The blade was taken from me and I was pulled to the ground. When I could finally process what happened I realized I was in Xaiver's lap and his head was pressed into my shoulder tears running down his face. Quinn was hugging us both rubbing my back whispering sweet things into my air.

That's when the final realization set in they were the two who wanted to save me I want me dead.

"Don't do it." Xavier spoke quietly.

"I won't Xavier ." I made an empty promise and I knew it.

"Please don't Austin."My weeping best friend whimpered into my ear.

"Quinn, Xavier. Save me. Save me from myself."