A/N: Trigger warnings ahead!! So please ready with caution.

Third person p.o.v.

A small she-cat stood over the body of a much bigger she-cat, blood falling off her mouth. The cat under her has huge gashes in its throat, back, belly and paws. It's paws were bent wierdly, like they had been broken. One ear in on the ground while the other is still attached but severely shredded.

The she-cat smiled wickedly while licking the blood off her mouth, then swallowing it. She was proud of what she's done to this poor soul, in a sick way. She wasn't always like this, but due to life she turned insane. So insane she would go and kill another cat, a family member. But she didn't care, in her eyes her victim deserved it.

Oh how she longed for this exact moment! She almost can't believe it's actually happening, a part of her thinks it's just a dream. Well in her mind, if it is a dream, it's a damm good one! She thought of digging a hole for the cat then thought againts it.

She walked away, a sick smile on her yellow face still. She blinked her dark green eyes then smelled the air, the crows will soon make quick work of the cat she clawed to death. For some reason she seems almost pleased with what she's done, at peace even.

No one can explain how she's feeling or what's going through her head right now, but all I can say is that this cat is truly gone. There is no going back, no redeeming herself, nothing. Nothing is left for ever, nothing good anyway. All that lies ahead is a life of hiding and lying.

But she hasn't thought of what would happen after. But if she did, it seems like she couldn't give more of a damm. She dosn't care, all she cares about is what she did to that Poor cat. Will she stop here? Who knows. Mabey this is just the beginning of her story, her trail of blood.

I'm shadowwhisper, the cat she killed. I did nothing wrong! All I did was love another cat. For whatever reason, I can't enter starclan, so I have to watch all the things she does, even if it kills me.... again.