Where have I been?

I've been hiding and lying. I've also been staying up all night and crying. Then there's the occasional fight with parents and friends who wish they never met me. Let's just say that I wasn't ready for my dad to yell at me for telling the truth. I didn't expect my 'friends' to choose a knife over me. I didn't expect someone to spread rumors around to the whole school about my sexuality. I didn't expect anything.

It's because I'm stupid,ugly, worthless, depressed, a freak, and a sorry excuse for a friend. I'm sorry for lashing out and making you look bad. I'm sorry for being a bad daughter. I'm sorry for bothering everyone.

I think I'll just start up a vent book. You guys should at least know what's going on