I know I'm probably the last person you want to hear from, but please hear me out. I don't know where to start so I'll start with this; I'm really upset that our friendship is gone.

Every time we fought it hurt me more, and now we're not even talking anymore, let alone friends. I'm really struggling alone, we used to be best friends and you mean a lot to me, more than you know.

I hate fighting, especially with you. My mistake ruined our friendship and I don't know how to make things right between us. Knowing that I did this to my best friend kills me. I don't know what I was thinking and I hate myself for it.

Our friendship is too valuable to me to end over this. To find another friend like you would be impossible, you're caring, patient, funny... I can go on and on, and it doesn't feel right without you anymore.