I'm sorry I couldn't stop you hurting yourself, I'm sorry I wasn't a good girlfriend, I could never do enough. I could never do enough to help you, I could never help you.

You were always grateful when I tried but I wanted to do, I wanted to help you.

This is a message to you all.

Please don't make dirty jokes about me and/or Alec, it's a touchy subject for him and I'd like it if you avoided it, please...