Two weeks have passed since this guy drove me crazy. Gosh, every time I think about it I get all queasy and have to pinch my thighs together.

I couldn't concentrate on anything anymore.

"Nika!" Chris sat down at my table in the canteen. I rolled my eyes and grabbed my food tray and just wanted to leave.

"Wait! Please!" he grabbed my wrist and pulled me back into my seat.

"What?" Since the evening with Yoongi, I was sure that Chris should no longer play a role in my life.

I broke up with him a few days later and he just wouldn't let go.

"Let's talk! I miss you."

"I told you I'm not....!"

Chris scooted his chair closer to me and put his hand around the back of my neck.

"Stop it!" I turned my head away from him but he pulled me back and rested his forehead against mine.

His breath smelled awful...

"I'm sorry!" he whispered and I struggled not to vomit.

"Give me one more chance. Please Daisy!"

I pushed away from him and stood up.

"Chris... I don't love you anymore."

He stood up too ... "Is it because of that guy? Your...your stepbrother? Because of him? Huh?"

" What?" I furrowed my brow " I haven't felt anything for you for a long time!"

I turned around and left, but Chris caught up with me and pulled me back to him by my arm.

"I'm not letting you go that easily. Come on baby..." he pulled me tighter and tried to kiss me.

"Are you stupid?" I pulled away from his grip and looked at him in disgust.

"What the fuck else am I supposed to do? Do you have a crush on him?"

I heaved a deep sigh, turned and left.

"Are you fucking him? You do, don't you? Slut? You're fucking your stepbrother!" Chris shouted after me and all the eyes of the people in this shitty canteen were on me.

I just wanted to get out .

Later, when I started my job in the library, I thought about what Chris was saying to me.

Do I feel something for Yoongi?

No, it was just an evening I had fun getting involved in something that intrigued me.

I sat behind that counter and reached for my phone and saw that I had a text.

YG ' So thoughtful Kitten? Do you want me to distract you?'

I noticed my slight grin as the next text came through.

YG ' Round two ?

Forgotten was Chris , forgotten was actually everything , gosh I was so ready for round two .

I lifted my head and then I looked at him. At the back of the table next to the entrance and my heart skipped a beat when he looked at me.

I gulped, pressed my thighs together...

....and I nodded.

It was already late when I got home. I met up with a few friends and we spent the evening together.

I took a shower, slipped into my pyjamas and found myself staring at my phone again and again.

Would he text me again? What could I expect in round two?

The thought alone made me feel all kinds of things.

"Okay Nika!" I whispered quietly and admonished myself.

I took a few books out of my bag to study and crawled into my bed.

I opened the first pages of the business book and tried to read the first few lines.

Yoongi...Yoongi...round two...

I sighed and leaned my head against the headboard of my bed.

"Get out of my head! " I mumbled and closed my eyes.

And I saw him in front of me, sitting at the bar grinning as I could barely breathe. Recovering from what he was doing to me.

"He has power over you. Enjoy it Nika!" I heard Kyra in my thoughts.

I felt my breath quicken, my heart start to beat a little harder, my hands disappear under the covers.

"Gosh!" I opened my eyes, threw the covers aside and sat on the edge of my bed.

I reached for the water bottle on my bedside cabinet.

"Empty!" I rolled my eyes, got up and made my way barefoot downstairs to the kitchen.

And then I heard him. His voice came straight from the room I was heading to.

"Don't worry little... I know... Don't cry. We'll get through this. You know I'm always by your side. We are one..... okay... okay..... I love you too... No , I won't....Fine... Bye."

Ouch... Why does it hurt to hear him say 'I love you too'? Who is this person? The girl from the student club?

I had to swallow and went into the kitchen, pretending I hadn't just heard his conversation.

A quick glance at him as I walked in and I went to the fridge.

I opened the fridge door and searched for what I wanted.

My mind emptied as I heard him get up from his seat and his footsteps approached.

Suddenly I felt his body heat flowing through mine.

His hand moved under my pyjama shirt, around my hip bone and I closed my eyes. Just like a few minutes before, my heart began to beat faster.

Yoongi pulled me towards him. And the back of my body pressed against his front.

"Hey!" he whispered as his fingers gently dug into my skin. "Hey," I stammered, my voice shaking.

"So, you want to keep playing?" his fingers reached the waistband of my pyjamas. I nodded " Yes!"

He had me. From the moment I walked into the kitchen. He could get me around so easily.

"Okay, then listen carefully Kitten. Because if you don't follow the rules, I'll have to punish you."

His fingers gently stroked the top of my V zone.

"You will not lock the door to your room, or the door to my room in the bathroom. "

I nodded.

"You will go to bed without pajamas from now on and when I send you a text that just says 'Kitten' you will come to my room. Without anything around your body."

I nodded again and Yoongi turned me to face him.

The same fingers that had just almost brought me to my knees slowly ran over my lips.

"You'll come into my room, you'll kneel on the black carpet in front of my bed and you will lower your eyes. Do you understand?"

I nodded again, not knowing what to expect from then on.

♡

Yoongi saw her smile from afar as he got out of his car.

He was excited. He sat behind the steering wheel for an hour , thinking about how he should behave.

Ten years had passed when he saw his sister coming down the stairs crying. In her hand was a small suitcase packed with the essentials.

This little 14-year-old girl who didn't understand why she had to leave so suddenly. Why she was separated from her brother.

Yoongi went to this little house where Lilly was already waiting for him and he bet she was just as excited as he was.

Lilly had grown up. That was for sure.

"Hey!" Yoongi said and Lilly ran into his arms.

The siblings hugged each other tightly and Yoongi enjoyed every second he could hold his sister.

"I missed you so much!" whispered Lilly and her hug tightened.

"I feel the same way!" he replied.

They both sighed, but it was a sigh of relief.

Yoongi looked at Lilly... " You've grown!"

"And you look like a bum ... what's with that long hair? Isn't there any good hair stylist in Seoul? " Lilly grinned, pulling gently on a strand of his hair.

"Take that back! I'm still older than you!" Yoongi pushed her gently and pulled her back towards him at the same time.

"Let's go inside!" said Lilly and Yoongi nodded " Okay!"

Yoongi sat down on the sofa and took off his jacket. He looked around. Her luggage were unopened in a corner of the room and the bed was unused.

"When did you arrive?" Yoongi asked his little sister, who was getting glasses from one of the cupboards.

"A few hours ago!" she replied.

"Aren't you tired? I mean, Australia isn't just around the corner!"

Lilly came over to him and put the glasses and the bottle of water in her hand on the table.

She shrugged her shoulders..." After our phone call, I really wanted to see you. "

Yoongi looked at her and recited every little detail about her.

Her eyes that she had from his mother, the little snub nose that he loved about her, the little mole above her brow.

"I'm sorry Lilly!" he said.

"Don't!" she said, sitting down next to him and looking at him. "It wasn't your fault. "

" In a way, it was!"

Lilly took his hands in hers. " He poisoned her with drugs for years. It's not your fault."

"I was busy partying and hanging out with friends the whole time and didn't notice!"

"We were both young and didn't know he was running on two tracks. How is she? I want to see her!"

Yoongi looked at his little sister and saw her eyes fill with tears.

For years, the siblings believed that their mother had run away, abandoned her children and started a new life with another man.

"She's not the same. " he replied to Lilly.

"I want to see her Yoongi."

Yoongi took a deep breath ... " He doesn't know I found her and I had trouble even getting into the sanatorium. It wouldn't have been possible without a bribe. "

"How could he do this to us?" Lilly sobbed quietly.

Yoongi took his sister in his arms. " I hate him just as much."

"Do you remember this playground?" Yoongi pulled Lilly behind him and went to one of the swings.

"There was this one woman who kept insulting you, pulling your clothes," Lilly replied and sat down on the swing.

"Eomma was beating the soul out of her." Yoongi smiled.

Lilly sighed ... " She defended us with her life."

Yoongi sat down on the swing next to his sister. "It was a good time here in Daejeon!"

"Yeah. And then we went to Seoul and Kyra showed up in our lives."

Yoongi gulped at Lilly's words. She didn't know that Kyra was still one of Yoongi's friends and played an important role in his life, in fact that his heart belonged to her. "You're not blaming her for Appa fucked up, are you?"

Lilly looked at Yoongi. " Who else then? She knew he was married and had children. "

"He went to her. He paid for sex. With our mother's money. "

Lilly didn't know everything by a long shot and he sincerely hoped it stayed that way. Because if she knew what else her father had done and that Yoongi was still a client of Kyra's...it would destroy everything.

Yoongi sighed. " Okay change of subject... So... Mark? Was that his name?"

Lilly smiled and Yoongi was glad he hit the spot.

"Yes!" she replied, almost embarrassed.

Lilly talked about Mark, how they met, that he's Australian, has a good job and Yoongi saw that sparkle in her eyes, saw how in love she is.

And then he thought about Nika. For whatever reason she crossed his mind.

"Yoongi I... you told me that Appa has someone?"

Yoongi cleared his throat and nodded.
" Um..yeah...!"

"So?" asked Lilly.

Yoongi shrugged his shoulders. "I want to get rid of them. The house belongs to Eomma. The two of them are spreading out. This girl, Nika, lives in your room."

"I think you should warn them about Appa. Who knows, he might do the same to her as he did to Eomma."

"What?"

"Does this woman know that Eomma is still alive and he's still married to her?"

"Honestly, I've never shown any interest in his women, she's the first one he's been with for more than two weeks. "

Lilly sighed... "I have to go to Seoul. I have to see Eomma and I want to make him pay for it. I caught him in bed with another woman when Eomma was in the clinic. The next day I was on the plane . He pushed me out of the way."

Yoongi spent the rest of the day with his sister. They talked about the past and what they both wanted for the future.

They both agreed that their mother needed to be repaid.

And Yoongi was already in the middle of it.

On the way from Daejeon to Seoul, however, he thought about Lilly's words.

Should he tell Yvon and Nika what a rotten liar his father was?

He sighed as he drove up the driveway to the house.

And as he went inside he heard giggling from the kitchen.

Yoongi didn't want to know who was there. He wanted to get to his room as quickly as possible.

But then he stopped at the entrance to the kitchen and then everything changed.

He saw her, her smile, the way her hair fell to one side as she tilted her head. How her full lips formed into words.

He heard his heart all at once. How it beat faster. That he always felt when he saw Kyra.

Yoongi went into the kitchen, sat down at the counter and reached for the bottle of water.

"Oh...we have a guest!" the girl she was with said grinning, elbowing Nika lightly in her side and a slight nod in Yoongi's direction.

Nika turned to him and they both looked at each other.

He saw her swallow. He noticed that every time he faced her.

She always swallowed... He noticed how she had bonded with him in this short time.

"Hi!" she said sheepishly and looked at her friend.

"Hey, I'm Mina, Nika's bestie!" Mina came around to him and held out her hand.

Yoongi opened the water bottle and took a long swig.

He ignored Mina, instead standing up and walking over to Nika .

He slid his left hand around her waist while his right hand gripped her neck.

Yoongi's breathing quickened, his heart raced and he was about to press his lips to hers.

"Don't fall in love!" he whispered and pulled her close to him. "Do you understand? No love! Just fun!"

Nika nodded slightly.

"I will never fall for you, so don't you dare fall for me. " Yoongi pulled her tighter against him and Nika let out a small moan.

He could feel her heart racing. Just like his was racing. He leaned towards her ear.

"Get ready kitten."