Nandu Note :

It's just a passing thought..

Please don't blame me,
if you find it kiddish....

"Aakhir Dil Toh Bachcha he Jii"

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Few white molecules of light were glowing in some restricted area, mainly focusing on the game of punching bag and hands of a person...
who seemed to be lost in the fight between his heart and mind....

His eyes were stuck on the various nook of the innocent punching bag who became the victim of confused thoughts of Capt. Rajveer Singh Shekhawat....

His hands were beating mercilessly, as his mind was playing various balls thrown at him by his life....

" kyunki main aapse pyaar karti hu Captain...." ( Ritu )
Her words were speaking exactly what was there in her heart....

" Aapse phehle Captain, koyi aur bhi mere kareeb Tha..." ( Ritu )
A honest confession which cleared his non raised questions....

" Agar Ritu mam jaanti thi ki main Capt. Naveen Singh Ahluwaliya ki behan hu, toh unhone is such ko kyu mujhse chupaya???..." ( Naina )
A sister's instinct which may be proving his all faith on Ritu wrong....

" Yeh wahi ladki he....joh Naveen ki mauth ki zimmedar he..." ( Era )
A truth in mother's cries which were shaking his believe in his years of studies on Naveen's case....

" Capt. Rajveer mera saath denge..." ( Naina )
Again her voice dragging him to her...

" Aur usi ladki ke wajah se mere bete ka court marshal hua...." ( Shekhar )
A Father's helplessness which was hidden from this world, making him further restless....

" Capt. Rajveer mera saath denge..." ( Naina )
A trust which he always craved to have for himself in her eyes....

" So young man behtar yahi hoga ki tum Doc. Ritu Mishra se apne engagement karlo.." (BC )
A order which he can't deny to follow..

" Capt. Rajveer mera saath denge..." ( Naina )
Again her voice coming in between all the thoughts fucking his mind further....

" Warna agara aisi naubat aayi...toh academy ke gaurav bachane ke liye, main tumhari posting rok nii paunga...." ( BC )
A fear of going away from his sole motive of life to clear Naveen's name....

" Capt. Rajveer mera saath denge..."

" Capt. Rajveer mera saath denge..."

His hand movement got a speedy tsunamic energy from her words and he started showering all his irritated feelings and frustration on that bag....

Giving a hard shot on the bad,
Rajveer - " Naina..."

He closed his eyes, taking a long breath....again replaying all the scenes, going on around him....

He was stuck between his love, friendship, duty and a unasked debt....
He was hanging in between Naina, Naveen, the triggers and Ritu....

His heart and brain were pointing several valid doubts at Ritu which were cleverly solved by her.... making him getting drowned in the mud pool of confusion.....

The door got opened displaying his heart's life time wish.... standing at it's entrace...

Naina barging inside the room,
" Aap Doc. Mishra se engage nii ho sakte sir...."
She uttered in a Stern tone as if ordering him.... only to earn a sharp questioning gaze from him....

Naina " I mean....
apko nii hona chahiye sir..."
She corrected her words trying to be, in her limits....to be polite.. lowering her eyes....

Ignoring her words,
Rajveer - " kyaa tum yahi kehne aayi ho Naina????..."

Naina - " nii ...." coming in front of him,
" Main yeh bhi kehne aayi hu sir...ki joh bhi Doc. Mishra ne bhaiyya ki trail ke baarein mein kaha woh sub jhoot he..."
She said in one breath... trying to reveal all the new found things about Naveen, her brother...

Rajveer - " aur main wouh sub baatein. Sun chuka hu...." saying this he saw her surprised face....

Naina - " fir bhi aap....
Doc Ritu Mishra se...."
She caught his arms asking for the explanation of the sin he was trying to commit....

Rajveer - " Doc. Mishra ne mere izzat bachayiye Naina...
Aur main..."

Naina - " main kuch nii jaanti ....
Aap unse engagement nii karenge..."

Rajveer - " wahi kyu ???
Shayad yeh bhi ho sakta he ki woh burkhe wali aurat koyi aur...."

Naina - " I love you..."
She said stopping his heart beat for a moment....
Making his world pause for a second...

Naina - " aur Maine yeh baath aapke Ritu ji see bhi keh Diya he..." said looking into his eyes...

Rajveer - " Naina...."
He called her name as it was the only thing running in his veins...

Naina - " main gusse mein thi aur woh apke Ritu ji ko Maine corridor mein dekha toh main...."
She stopped seeing a shadow trying to peep inside....

Tilting her head a little, she saw a saaree's pallu conveying the person's name standing there....

Rajveer - " matlb tumne..." shutting his eyes tightly,
" Gusse mein..."

Naina held Rajveer's arms,
" Niii...
Maine isiliye kaha kyunki,
I love you....
I really do..."
This time her eyes were fixed on his... meeting the intensity his were possessing...

Rajveer shrugged off her hands and in the process collided with a glass medal kept at the corner of games room....
And it broke into pieces along with his heart as it knew she doesn't....
She can't...

How can she when her heart was always pasted to Naveen's case instead of paying attention to his pain???

Naina moved towards the door and locked it checking twice....that they are alone now...

Rajveer was standing like a statue unable to fix the pieces of glass castle which she didn't built but shattered with her kiddish acts....

Was it really acceptable to gulp the pain his heart was going through when it was frequently played by her words and actions???

She was the same one who claimed not loving him on that night and promised to burry it if she ever fell in love with him...
snatching away the little hope left in him....

Now how can she suddenly hop on him saying that she loves him??
Did she changed her decision...????

As far he knows her being her mentor...
As far he understands her being her best friend...
As far he observes her, loves her being her????

He knew that she never gonna fall in love with him as the thing only mattered to her was " Naveen " , who was now a days becoming the reason for turning his foot steps on the path of jealousy...

Before he could analyze her words further.... along with his destiny.....
He felt something soft touching his right hand....and saw downwards only to find Naina murmuring something tieing her white hand kerchief on his thumb....

Rajveer taking back his hand from her grip,
" Yeh kyaa he Naina..."

Naina holding his hand tightly,
" Chot lagi he...aur khoon beh raha he...
Aap kaha khoye huye ho..."

She said as if not knowing anything...
being innocent....

Rajveer - " wahi joh tumne kuch der phehle kaha Tha..."
He said softly looking at her...

Hearing it the cloth fell from her hand and she raised her head...

Naina - " woh Doc. Mishra waha khadi thi toh maine..." said feeling guilty about her own words.

Rajveer - " Pyar tumhare liye ek mazak ho sakta he...
Mere liye nii he...
So please tum..."

He said with a holding heavy broken pieces of heart...

Naina - " I'm sorry sir...
Main bus yeh chahti hu ki aap yeh engagement..."
She again returned to the same spot which caught the nerve of Rajveer...

Rajveer - "Cadet . Singh just leave..."
He tried to calm down the boiling lava getting ready to explode inside his heart...

Naina - " but sir...aap mujhse wada kijiyee ki...."

Rajveer - " Shut up...." holding her by shoulder,
" Kyaa lagta he tumhe...ki yeh engagement, Shaadi yeh sub ek khel he...
Ek mazak he...

She saved my carrier...apne aapko usne badnam karne pe bhi majboor hogayi thi woh....
Mere naam ko bachane...

Mera faayda nii utaya usne...
Mujhse sirf matlb ke liye yeh sub nii Kiya usne...
Woh mere pass sirf apne kaam nikalvane ke liye nii aati....

She loves me...madly,
and I will..." pausing a second,

" I will get engaged to her..." pointing his index finger at her,

" And Shaadi bhi usase hi karunga...." and tried to move... leaving her in a shock....

But felt something happened in this nano second...

Something which changed the life of both...

Something which tried to solve his messed up puzzles....

Something he prayed for with every inhaling breath of his....

Something which tied her to himself....
Or may say trapped him with her...

His blood drops dancing on her hair partition....

His blood claiming her to be his for lifetime...

Naina touched her mang and unknowingly wrapped with a fragrance of being someone else's from the very next second...

That Someone who may be in future will be turned into her "everything" replacing her every priority.....

Rajveer stood there rooted unable to digest the fact.... not knowing whether to accept it or....

No no....
there is no other option...
There can't be....

She is his wife.....
Yupp.... She is...
Mrs. Rajveer Singh Shekhawat....
His heart said shutting down the path towards the brain....

And he is her ?????
Her mind started working..... slowly....
sinking in with the accident happened with them.....

May be a beautiful one or a.....

Can there be a other option running in Naina's mind????

What will happen when Rajveer's mind and Naina's heart will start to work...?????

Next ud mein shayad batadu,
agar aapne votes and comments daale .....

Aapki,
Nandu.....