I'm literally going to cry I'm reading this really sad MelloxMatt fanfic and oh god..

So Mello's depressed and stuff and suicidal and he tried to kill himself by overdosing on antidepressants. The attempt fails and than he has to go to an institution and they won't let Matt stay over night but Mello also has monophobia and he can't fall asleep at night without Matt and he just screams and cries and oh god Matt feels so fucking bad he can't do anything...