*Author's note*

Again this was also meant to be published on here. This was a warm up of my first ever BoRhap romantic oneshots before I started the request from the last part. Now on tumblr I have seen a lot of Brian fics revolving around his song '39 which is a GREAT song but what about "Who Wants to Live Forever?" as I was listening to that song over and over a couple weeks ago, this fic just came to mind and I just HAD TO DO IT. Again it was a hit on tumblr so I hope u all love it too :) Also if you haven't heard of the song PLEASE listen to it above, and if you've never seen the movie Highlander then spoilers ahead but go and watch it it's a great movie plus Queen Music HELLO!!

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Most people always think about what it would be like to live forever. Never dying, never growing old, always remaining the same. Like a living, breathing photograph walking around as time changes. My cousins and I were having that usual conversation as usual since they were always fearing what would happen in the future or fearing death itself. As we sat around our usual favorite pub having a girls day out, I was away in my thoughts unaware that my cousin Lucy was trying to talk to me.

"(Y/n). (y/n)? Earth to (Y/n)!" I snapped out of my dazed state and said.

"Hmm wha? What did you say?"

"Jesus (n/n), you were so deep in your head you were almost drooling." Lucy teased.

"Probably dreaming and thinking about that husband of hers." My other cousin Hanna said.

"Fuck you both." I said as I downed down my whiskey shot.

"Wow what a mouth. You kiss Brian with that?" asked Hanna in mock shock.

"In all honesty, how are things going between the two of you?"

"Things are great, the kids are good. Queen has been doing good, right now they've just got accepted into recording for a movie. But I'm not allowed to talk about it."

"Aww come on (n/n) we promise not to tell."

"Yeah right Luce. For all the years I've known you, you've got the biggest niche for gossip. If I told you then half of London will know what's going on." I sassed her.

"Wow harsh. You wound me so much (n/n)." she said as she placed her hand over her heart while I stuck my tongue at her chuckling at her.

"Back to our conversation before, you never gave us an answer. In fact you barely give us an answer at all when we talk about this. What do you think about living forever?" Hanna said. I looked at her and said.

"I don't know guys I mean....."

"Oh come on (y/n). Haven't you ever thought about it? Not even once? Never getting any older, remaining as beautiful as you are today. Seeing how the world changes each generation. You and Brian staying together forever." Hanna stated the last phrase slyly.

At that statement my ears perked up.

"What are you saying?"

"I'm saying that you and Brian could remain together forever. Never once having to see the other die and remain alone suffering until it's your time to kick the bucket. You and Brian would remain eternal forever."

Okay well that may have persuaded me to side on the wishing to live forever. The rest of the day my cousins and I continued to chat, eat and drink until it was time to call it a day and get back before the husbands did.

I was in the kitchen making dinner while Jimmy and Louisa were watching TV. As I was cutting up the vegetables for the salsa and as I put them into the pot, I felt two arms wrap around me which startled me before I relaxed and knew who it was.

"Jesus, you know how I feel about you sneaking up like a tom cat while I'm cooking. Don't you remember the last time when I nearly chopped off my finger because of you?"

"Which I why I timed it better. I thought you'd be happy to see me?" I turned towards my husband of 10 years and boyfriend of 18 years. Brian and I had met each other during University back when he and Roger were still with Tim as Smile. He and I were both the same majors so we both had the same physics professor, he was so shy so I actually approached him and asked him out on a date.

One coffee date turned to another and soon we shared our first kiss with each other. And at that moment the two of us kissed, I knew he was the one. Because it felt like I was kissing myself, meaning that I had found my soulmate. I was there supporting Brian all throughout the Smile career and then when Freddie came along and changed Smile to Queen and their careers as rock stars skyrocketed, I remained loyal to Brian's side.

But of course like every relationship there's arguments especially when I had fallen pregnant with our son Jimmy a few years ago. There have been some fights so bad that I felt like we'd ended up divorced but like a family, we tried to make it work and we just fit so well together that we ended up staying together. Because that's what we are.

Two stars forming the same constellation.

I turned back around towards Brian and said.

"You know I always am." He leaned downward and captured my lips with his in a genuine kiss. I let out a soft moan as I wrapped my arm around his neck burying my hand into his mess of curls. I turned around so that his arms wrapped around my waist bringing me closer, deepening our kiss when we heard.

"EWWWW!!!" Brian and I separated from each other to see Jimmy at the kitchen entrance and I buried my face embarrassed into Brian's chest and that's when Jimmy said again. "Why must you two kiss? That's gross"

"Because your mother is beautiful and you always kiss a beautiful girl. One day you will understand Jimmy."

"Girls are nasty!" he groaned out.

"Oh so does that make me disgusting? Huh?" I chased after my son who raced off before finally catching him and tickling me and pretending to gobble him up.

After having supper and putting the kids to bed, I was in the bathroom getting ready for bed myself after having a long day at the lab while Brian was on the bed and I could hear him humming and mumbling to himself.

Whenever he's inspired or trying out new guitar riffs, he's always mumbling to himself just so he could test it out. Sometimes he uses a tape recorder just so he could go back to it, sometimes he doesn't it just really depends. But I know that when he's mumbling to himself to not disturb him so that he wouldn't lose it.

So I just listened to his humming and babbling. It sounded more like a ballad than the usual rock and roll that he would do. And I thought it was only just one song that the boys agreed to do with the movie they're working on. Once I was done getting around, I got into bed and just listened to Brian as he kept writing down on pieces of paper lyrics and guitar notes. When he finally took a break, I finally spoke up.

"That's beautiful. Is it for the movie?"

"Yeah, we actually got to see the first footage of it. And after seeing it, we had to write more. This is my song for it."

"So you and the boys got to see the movie? Remind me what's it called again?"

"Highlander."

"Ahh. So what happens in it?" Brian turned to me and he said.

"Ohh no love, we were sworn to not give away any plot points. You'll find out when we go see it at the premiere."

"Come on Brian you know I can keep a secret." I said as I crawled up towards him and wrapped my arms around his shoulders and burying my face into his neck.

"Why must you always seduce me to get something out of me?" he asked. I kissed his jawline and whispered in his ear.

"Because I know it works." He turned towards me and his eyes turned to pure lust as he said.

"You Dr. May are a siren of the seas."

"And just what are you going to do about that Dr. May? You gonna show me the stars?" He crawled over me so that I was now lying on the bed, his face barely inches away from mine as he whispered.

"I'll show you more than just the stars my love." He captured my lips in a passionate and heated kiss and our tongues dancing together in a heated dance.

It's unbelievable that after all this time together, Brian can still make sparks fly off my sky with either a single graze of his long, calloused but delicate guitar fingers, a kiss onto my skin, or whispers in my ear. Our bodies intertwined with each other in a sensual yet love making dance. All the while staring deeply into each other's eyes not once breaking contact with each other as every now and then our lips would graze against each other's before joining together in a passionate meld once again.

By the end of it all, Brian and I were cuddled together my head resting on his chest hearing his heartbeat his right arm was wrapped securely around my waist tracing patterns and shapes along my back while his left hand was stroking down my hair. I stroked through his chest hair softly while feeling a kiss being placed at the crown of my head.

"Do you ever wonder what it would be like to live forever?" I asked out of the blue. I felt Brian's head move away from mine and I looked up at him and he asked.

"What brought this up?"

"Just a common topic my cousins like to talk about. This time they really wanted my opinion on it. Tried to make me side with the idea."

"And do you?"

"If it meant you and I would be together forever.....maybe. Is that bad?" I asked genuinely wondering if I had answered the question right. Even for a female astrophysicist like myself who knows pretty much everything about the cosmos and the galaxy, this was one answer I had doubts about. Brian leaned his forehead against mine, our noses gently grazing one another's and he said.

"I think there might be a trial to that question that will make you rethink it. But it will have to wait a few more months." He gingerly brushed away some strands of my hair away before cupping my cheek lovingly. "Sleep now my darling, you look exhausted."

"You have no idea. Discovering new planets and stars really drains you. You're lucky you don't have to deal with that."

"One day I will though. That way I can be around you more." He brought me closer to him before kissing my nose delicately making me scrunch it up which made him chuckle softly. "You always make the cutest face when you scrunch your nose love."

"Yeah right."

"No, no I mean it. But then you're cute all the time." I shook my head at his cheesiness and said to him.

"Goodnight my bright moon."

"Sleep well, my shining star." He whispered lovingly as he pressed his forehead against mine. We kissed each other one last time before cuddling with each other and falling asleep in each other's arms.

Then on March 7th, 1986 we went to America for the premiere of "Highlander". Queen was invited to walk the red carpet since they were in charge of the music so they had immediate invites. After walking the red carpet and the press getting the pictures they wanted from the actors, film crew and even of Queen, we all piled in the Chinese theater and soon the film began.

Highlander told the story of a man named Connor Macleod who had been chosen to become an immortal and each immortal is chosen to battle each other until one can remain and claim the ultimate prize. If used for good the prize would bring about goodness, but in the hands of evil it would be nothing but chaos.

Along with the action, there was a tragedy to it. Connor had to outlive everyone he ever came in contact with. His first wife sided with his village and drove him out because they thought he had made a pact with the devil to remain alive after being slain in battle. It wasn't until he met his true love Heather.

After a tragic scene that happened I heard the sound of an organ starting up and soon my husband's soft angelic voice began to sing as the scene went to a flashback of Heather and Connor together after Juan was killed by the Kurgan. As the scene went on, I felt this ache in my heart as Freddie's voice soon came up and as Connor rode back to their house calling out for Heather that's when the tears really spilled out.

Because Heather was now an old woman greying and wrinkled while Connor remained unphased and young. But he still held the same love as he had when she was younger.

As Heather and Connor had their last moments together as the song now played its instrumental track, tears were spilling down my face as Heather made Connor promise to light a candle for her on her birthday. As she now lay in Connor's lap and Connor was describing the Highlands to her, I felt Brian take my hand and as I turned to him, he leaned his forehead against mine and kissed away my tears as we turned back to the screen as Heather now died and Connor burned his home and had to move on.

Heartbroken and alone.

By the end of the movie, people clapped and I wiped away my tears and clapped along with them. Now seeing the movie began to change my perspective on eternal life, and now I know exactly what to tell my cousins next time the three of us are together.

Getting back to the hotel room, I immediately grabbed Brian by the collar of his suit and kissed him passionately. His arms wrapped around me and when air became a burden, I separated from him and he said.

"I take it you loved the song?"

"Brian Harold May, you are a musical angel. Why must you always write the most beautiful yet sad songs for Queen?" He smiled down at me and kissed me softly before holding me close.

That night we were both cuddled into the bed, our limbs entangled with one another's as I had my face buried into the crook of my husband's neck.

"I couldn't bear to outlive any of the boys, our kids. Grandkids. People always look at eternal life as this positive thing. But they don't understand that it's not all that happy. It must be so lonely. I hope folks get that out of this movie."

"I hope so too. I also know this," he gently hooked his index finger underneath my chin and had me look up at him as he continued, "If I were offered whether to live forever or dying at your side. I would choose the latter. Because I would rather share one lifetime on this earth with you, than face all the ages to come alone. And I know that in the end, we will meet each other again. For we are two parts of the same atom, two stars of the same constellation stream," he spoke softly as our hands slowly came together and we both either turned them either clockwise or counterclockwise until finally our hands were palm to palm, fingertip to fingertip.

"Two souls intertwined throughout the cosmos. Destined to be together forever, even after death do us part." I finished our wedding vows. Brian leaned closer and captured my lips with his in a gentle kiss. As we separated from the kiss but kept nose to nose Brian stared deeply into my eyes as he softly smiled at me lovingly.

"Sleep now, my bonny (y/n)." I smiled tiredly at him as his index and tall finger lightly came over my brows and softly slid down to close my eyelids as I felt him very lightly peck my forehead, the tip of my nose, cheeks and finally my lips. I nuzzled into his chest, burying my hand underneath his nightshirt and the two of us fell into a blissful sleep.

*Extended ending*

A few months later after getting the chance to go see my cousins again after a busy day at the office these past few months, I told my cousins about the movie Highlander since it was now out in the UK and I gave them my real answer when it comes to immortality.

"Never would I wish to be immortal."

"And why's that? I thought you and Brian would want to be together forever?" Lucy said.

"But in the end we'd have to suffer as we watch everyone we love die. Freddie, Deacy, Roger, our kids, our future grandkids, you ladies. I wouldn't know how to continue on without all my friends and family in my life. Plus as a mother I never want to bury my child before me. That's not how life is supposed to work." At that statement, my two cousins were crying and they too began to rethink their perspective of eternal life.

Immortality. Some people long for it because they fear of death, or just don't want to grow old and wish to remain young forever. But immortality isn't just a blessing, it's also a curse in disguise. For those we love have to die before us while the immortal continues on in life, lost, heartbroken and alone.

So answer me this, who wants to live forever?