there come times

when the whole of me

leaves drastically

i don't know where i am

and i hide away

(am i above

am i below)

and i'm shy of me

but no one can see

that

and i wonder

what happens

when i diminish so

where do i go

and where is me

(am i above

am i below)

will i ever come out

of where i am in

then

it's less scary than before

but if i dwell on it some more

there i'll go...

so tell me honestly....

do you know where i am

when i go away

and will you look out for

me until i

stay?

seasofme180313moot

it would be nice if we could choose where and when we go when we leave