Part 2 out of 2
TW: physical abuse marks, deep talks, suicide attempt

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(Recap of part 1)

"Here (y/n)!" She said and gave me a cup full of some tokens in there. "Fuck am I supposed to do with this?" I asked confused as to why were they giving out money. "You use those to play the games" kirishima said smiling at me and I pulled out a disgusted face. "Ugh this is so boring! Why did I even agree to come!" I said again and went to look around at a game I can entertain myself.

I was never brought into an arcade since my mother never had time for me so I don't recognize the games at all.
(End of recap)

I walked around for some time until mina pulled me to a game of spraying to a center. There were six seats and they all sat down and stared at me.

"What?" I snarled and Denki patted the seat next to him for me to sit. I sat down since they were all staring right at me. "Fine damn" and I placed a quarter in a slot since I saw them do the same thing.

The game flashed a little jet signaling your point in the race and the bell rang and water shot out of my gun thing.

"(Y/n)! Shoot the hole!" Kirishima told me smiling and laughing at how mina couldn't keep a steady hand. I moved the gun joystick and tried my best to aim. I saw my little jet go past the others and the bell rang again meaning I won.

"Woah I didn't know you were this good!" Sero complimented me while patting my back. They all got off their seats and handed me the tickets I earned.

My ears turned bright pink and my cheeks as well. "I- uH- thanks I guess" I said looking at the floor while I clenched the tickets in my fist.

"Woah are you blushing (y/n)!?" Mina yelled getting closer to see my face and neck. I shot up and pulled away. "Get away you idiot!" I yelled and turned around to go look for another game and so they'll stop pestering me.

I heard them laugh at me as I left but I stomped my way to another game. As I was gonna turn around to see where they went I heard someone yell my name.

I turned and saw bakugo leaning against a killing game with stationed guns. "Let's play this game" He said avoiding eye contact with me. I smiled and headed towards it. "I'm not playing if I don't get a reward in the end" I said smirking and leaning on it as well. "If you win, I'll let you go on your own and if I win, you have to live in my house until the time being" He said not sparring a blink to me.

"Hell to the fuck no!" I yelled getting angry. "I swear if I don't win I'm going to beat your ass once again!" I said snarling at him. "Fine then play the game!" He said clenching his fists. "Fine then I will!" I remarked as I got the gun out of its place.

"Hey so are they going to be fine playing together?" Sero asked as they sat on a bench a few feet away from the game. "Pshh you know bakugo is just looking out for him" kirishima said sipping on his cherry ICEE. mina agreed with him and pulled the cup to her lips. "pass me it" Denki said and sipped as well. Most of their lips turned to the cherry color.

Bakugo also got the gun out and we placed in the quarters. The game was zombie themed and in order to win was to kill as many zombies as you can. Denki explained it since he came up to me.

The game said if you were ready then press the trigger and I pressed it fast and bakugo as well. The game started and i aimlessly shot around to get some zombie kills. "Slow down (y/n)! You're running out of bullets!" Denki shouted from his seat on the bench.

"Huh?!" I yelled back and bakugo started to laugh at me and saw in his screen that he was being cautious of his shots. I turned back to my screen and saw I was running out of ammo.

"Fuck!" I yelled and stopped shooting them at their stomachs and started to shoot them at their heads. I got even more kills by doing that and saw my number of kills increase.

The game abruptly ended and I placed the gun back mad knowing I didn't get that many kills. The scores blinked on screen and it read that player 2 got 210 kills and player 1 got 280. I stared at the screen in disbelief. All I wanted to do was kill myself in the damn dumpster next to my backpack and stuff.

"Oh for fucks sake!" I yelled and kicked the rusted carpet letting my anger go out in public. It's not like that's new though. "You okay (y/n)? It's not like you lost anything right?" Kirishima said resting a hand on my shoulder.

"I lost my chance of dying tonight! That's what I lost!" I angrily shouted with my voice very stern. I shoved my shoulder to push off kirishimas hand and headed to the bathroom. I pushed the door open roughly and went straight to the sinks. I turned the water really cold and splashed my face.

It's okay (y/n), you can kill yourself tonight either way. You still have your knife in your bag it's not like bakugo is going to take it away right? You sighed mad and splashed your face once again and heard the bathroom door open.

You looked up and saw bakugo at the door. "You okay (y/n)?" He said in the softest voice that he could muster. "Get the fuck out of my sight" I said and continued to calm down but it was hard if he was here. He sighed and sat at the floor as if he was waiting for something.

"What?" I yelled at him looking at him confused. "You said you were going to kill yourself tonight, right?" He asked picking at his shoelaces. "Yeah and so what?" I said now picking at my uneven hair.

"You know I'm not going to let you. I don't care how hard your life is at your house but that's no reason to die" he said looking at your eyes this time. You met eyes with him but quickly looked away.

"If you give me a reason tonight, then I won't " I simply said and exited the bathroom. I don't care about the reason either way. I'm going to end it tonight since I don't have anything doing here.

My mom hates my guts, school sucks ass, I seem to never stop yelling and I distant myself instead of reaching out. I really hate myself but I can't really fix myself without help but I refuse.

I sighed and threw my hands around to air dry them and saw kirishima and the others sitting down about to eat a pizza and my bag was being guarded by Sero. Mina saw me walk out and waved her hand to signal me to go at their table. I frowned and walked over there quickly grabbing my bag.

"You want some (y/n)?" Denki said trying to hand me a pizza but I declined and took out an apple from my bag. "I'm not trying to put that nasty grease inside my body" I said disgusted how they can even eat that mess.

Some time has passed while they kept commenting on my personal life and I refused to let out and the doors to the arcade closed. I held my bag as we stood outside just talking, well among themselves not me.

"We're headed out! See you soon (y/n)! We really had fun today!" Kirishima said as him, Mina, Sero and Denki walked off to the direction of their home. "see ya" Bakugo said as he waved them off. "tch" I said looking to my feet as I blushed at that I actually had fun for a little while.

"Let's go (y/n)" Bakugo said as he started to walk to the direction of his house. I was going to complain but I didn't want to fight him again at this time of night.

We reached his house and headed right to his room. It was a first time I've seen a bedroom with so many stuff in there. "Holy shit you have a lot of junk in here" I said as I placed my bag down and started to look around.

"Fuck you say?" He said quite offended and I looked at super heroes marvel comic panels plastered around. "I said what I said" I told him and continued to observe. "Did you not have a room?" He said playfully but he didn't know much about me either way so I don't blame him.

"Actually I never had posters, a bed, furniture or even little figurines" I said pointing to the certain objects I recently said.

"Oh shit my bad I didn't know-" he said but I shushed him. "It's alright I won't be here long either way" I said as I sat against the wall and wrapped myself with my arms. I saw bakugo searching for clothes or something and he turned on his tv and some sort of black box as well.

"Here" he handed me a T-shirt and shorts and I took them and placed them on his bed. "I'm good with my current clothes" I snarled at him and went to sit back on the wall and he sighed and left the room, presumably to the bathroom.

I got up angry and changed into the clothes since he wants me to do everything he tells me to do. "Stupid idiot i don't want to be here. Why can't he leave me alone?!" I hissed at myself angrily. I sat back down but tried to cover my body with my arms.

My bruises and marks my mother has left some time ago are present among my legs and arms. I don't want to bring attention to them at all. I heard a click on the door and he came back with some shorts and a shirt as well. "Let's play" He said with a soft voice and handed me a blue controller.

"I don't know how to play" I told him declining his offer but he didn't retract his arm from me. I took it without saying anything and he started up a game. It was a fighting game and it was multiplayer.

"We can play this game so you can leave out your anger towards your past" he said scratching his neck trying to sympathize with me. I give him props to trying to help me. Maybe I should open up a bit.

I turned on the controller and looked at the screen. It showed player 1 and player 2 and to select a character. I chose a random one that had explosions and bakugo chose a girl. The game started and I quickly went to fight him.

I started mashing random buttons since I didn't his moves and stuff. "This is kinda fun" I said smiling as I kept cornering bakugo towards a wall and not let his character get up. "Look at you, you little bitch!" I yelled at him amusingly. "Shut up you stupid!" He yelled back finally getting his character to get up.

We spent some time playing and he later put on a movie. He let me sit on his bed and he sat on the floor, his back against the bed. He also let me borrow a blanket. Even though I declined it many times. "(Y/n), wanna year my reason?" Bakugo said and I stared at the back of his head.

"Fuck is it?" I said trying to sound boring. "Call me a wuss or whatever but the reason I don't want you dying tonight is because.." he said now scratching his neck and turning to look at me with a hint of pink in his ears.

"Spit it out idiot" I said trying to understand what he was trying to say. He started to fiddle with his fingers and said "..because I think you're kinda neat and even my friends like you. I want you to stay alive with me for a little longer" he said then he turned around and looked at the movie out of embarrassment.

I sat there confused as to what he said. I was never told that I was fun to be around with since I told them to fuck off and to leave me alone. I wasn't told that someone liked me as a person. I started to think about this and didn't realize my temperature has risen a whole lot.

"damn that sounded hella sappy" I said trying to cover my ears from getting even warmer than they were. Bakugo was going to say something, most likely to take it back but I beat him to it. "What you said really hit me differently since I was never told that, and" I said, more like trying since I was avoiding eye contact.

"If it means me meeting more people like you guys, then I'll reconsider trying to die this night" I said looking at my fingers as my hands started to become very clammy.

"Thank you (y/n)" Bakugo said as he flashed me a quick smile. The movie ended and we were ready to go to sleep. I got off the bed and was planning to sleep against the wall but Bakugo stopped me.

"You don't have to sleep there, sleep here" He said and signaled to his bed. I shook my head no since it's his bed and I can't just sleep there. "Huh? Why not?" He asked confused as to why I wasn't taking the offer.

"I'm going to sleep in the couch so sleep here" He said trying to push me to sleep in his room. But I'm too afraid to sleep here alone, especially in his room.

"I can't dumbass I'm trying to tell you!" I said stomping my foot on the ground mad. He stood there waiting for an answer. "I can't cause uH- I cant sleep alone In your room " I said shyly looking at his poster out of embarrassment.

He sighed and he made me get inside his bed. Then he got in as well. "What the hell?!" I said as I sat up and tried to get away as much as I can starting to blush.

"What?! You said you couldn't sleep alone so im going to sleep here dAmn" Bakugo said angrily and pulled the blanket leaving me a little on my legs. "Man fuck you give me some!" I angrily pulled the blanket so my side.

"Man go to sleep" he said and I finally calmed down. The bed was really good for my back and his blanket and pillows smelt like Bakugo. Damn it. Why does it smell so good. I went to sleep very quickly since the comfort of his smell and bed made me go sleep.

-next morning (btw sorry it's long)-

I woke up by an alarm blaring through the whole room. I slowly opened my eyes and felt a cushion against my face. I lifted up my face and was met with an asleep bakugo. I slept on his chest and his arm was on my back. I started to blush and I was about to yell angrily so he can pull away but I wanted to savor this moment for a while.

Then I shot up and quickly went to the bathroom. I splashed my face and something hArd was poking out from the shorts I was wearing. "Oh cmon now" I yelled frustrated now. I got the water running cold and got a rag and damped it in cold water and engulfed my thinG with the rag.

A few minutes passed and I was finally out of the bathroom. Bakugo was still in the same position so I went over to him and poked him until he woke up. "What the hell do you want?" He asked and his voice was raspy as hell. I already got my thing all wet and bothered and now he wants to make it come back?!

I blushed and looked away. "I'm hungry" I simply said and got up and waited by the wall. Bakugo got up and went to the bathroom and came back and we went to the kitchen. "Moms not here until tomorrow so we'll just eat cereal" he said scratching his head and I got a bowl and barely filled up by bowl with milk. "You pour milk first?" He said laughing as he poured cereal first.

"So what about it ?" I said remarking him and poured my cereal next. We sat there eating in silence. Not knowing what to say. "How long are you planning to live beside that dumpster?" Bakugo asked looking at me for answers.

"Until my mom calls the cops or until I die" I simply said eating my cereal taking notes of how his kitchen looked between how mine looked.

He had more appliances than I ever had. He even has more dishes than I had. I was more jealous but it's all my moms fault.

"Do you like it here?" He asked next and I nodded with a mouthful. "It looks homey but I can't just come in here without permission " I said and shrugged my shoulders.

"Well you can stay here with me" Bakugo said looking away and I nodded. I hope I don't bother them too much. "Thank you Bakugo" I said smiling to him and he blushed lightly. "Yeah whatever ".

After we finished eating, we headed upstairs to play some more games to pass some time. I'm glad I didn't have to spend time along with the dumpster. I think accepting the invitation was the good thing I did so far and I hope I get better.

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It's done! I'm sorry it's super long and all over the place úwù but I thank you all who read this.