I'm almost sobbing. I don't know who to call here at the moment. I feel helpless,I hate it. Shouting and crying coming from down the stairs and I hear all of it. The walls are thin enough to understand a few things from the conversation my mother has with her new man. My stepfather,they are talking with each other on the phone. This is the second time it happens. I'm terrified of her,my traumas are getting back to me. I tried so hard not to think about it. It been years since I got flashbacks. I successfully almost forgotten about them but of course in situations like this,I will always getting flashbacks. It hurts,the memories. I want it to stop,make it stop. I can't do this anymore. She's toxic af. God damn it,someone fucking help me,please. I can't do it alone. I got finelly an idea who I could call and dialed the nummer immediately. I remembered Dabi said something about they need to keep a low profile because of the recent circumstances,boss orders,which means they are almost all the time at there Hideout. You dialed Shigiraki number since he's the only one with a phone.

Please pick up the phone. Please just pick up the phone.

"This better be important y/n" Shigirakis voice came through the phone and I sighed in relief.

Thank god he picked up

"It kind of is. I need to talk to dabi so could you please give it to him." I said trying so hard to keep my cool but I almost snitched on myself to him. He didn't say anything and I just heard some noises until I heard finelly dabis voice.

"Hey there little inferno." His voice being music and comfort to my ears.

"Hey can you pick me up please" I tried to sound normal but my voice did crack a little. I snitched on myself but honestly,it's hard not to.

"What's wrong ?" He immediately reacted to the voice crack getting serious.

"I don't know if I ever told you about this but fuck-" I started but lost my composure for a moment. I needed to calm myself down and Dabi gave me the time for it and I'm so grateful for it.

"My mom used to drink before. I wouldn't nessecessary say she was an alcoholic because she never search for it but still she used to drink a lot and it was always enough to scare the living shit out of me." I started to ramble but every once a while sniffed and tried to clear my throat because it feel like someone squeezing it then let go of it,so I can breathe again.

"Go on take your time." He encouraged me and I could hear in the background noises,knowing it's the league probably along side dabi too,moving around.

"One time it escalated she drank and let's just say she tried to break into my room,I barricaded myself. It happened when i was around maybe 15 years old. She was totally wasted. She stopped drinking after a while,I was so glad but like i said was. She's fighting with him right now on the phone again. Two days ago,I went downstairs to get my usually drink before going to bed. You know which one I'm talking about." I continued but needed to take a break.

"Yeah the hot chocolate thing,even tho I don't understand why. Anyway go ahead." Dabi commented and you had to smile a little on that but it didn't last long.

"Anyways I opened the fridge. Dabi I found a bottle of vodka it was almost fucking empty. I'm scared she'll start drinking again,was my first thought and it triggerd my fucking trauma,that day. I was hoping so god damn much,it's a one time thing, a slip up and that it never happens again. I knew/know why she did it,I mean the walls are thin enough to over hear some stuff but fuck." I broke down right then and there for a few moments and took a few deep breath. Once I was calm enough,I tried to tell him the rest but it was so hard.

"It happened again. Dabi today I found in the fridge another bottle of vodka. More then the half of that shit is empty and the other one I found under the sink cabinet,it's empty. I can't do it all over again. I think she slipped into the habits again and I didn't wanted to risk it. I'm scared shitless and Idon't want to risk it to go through all of that again. Screw it of you being a villian and worrying about my safety. I get it,that you don't want to pull me into this mess,to put me into danger and all. I really do understand that but please I can't do it all over again. I maybe will never be all the time safe when you pull me into this mess but I'm always gonna be safer with you then without you. I just know it. Please just,fuck pick me up. I'm so much weaker then her,i can'tfight here." You whimpered and started crying,sobbing trying however to be quite enough for her not to hear you. You just broke down,you wanted your boyfriend to safe you. It was silent on the other line for a long minute.

"Dabi" at this point were begging and you don't care. You never begged but this time,you just had to.

Dabi

I'm going to kill this little excuse of a mother.

"I'm still here. Listening to you. Where are you right now  ?" I asked,while the league getting ready to head out with me,to get my inferno. While you talked to him the others overheard the conversation and started to get ready,which lead to this moment. The villians are ready to get you.

"Home if you can even call it that." They said chocking on their tears,not able at this point to talk properly and yet trying so hard to keep going. You also at the same time tried not to be noisy to much.

"Give us 5 min. We will be there." I said straight to the point.

"We ?" They said between the sobs,you  calmed down a little but not enough for you to stop crying. Your sobs quiet down enough tho. I could tell by their voice,it's however the exhaustion that took over.

"Yeah we,as in the league. Get your stuff ready as much as you can. We help you with the rest. Okay ?" I could hear them taking a deep breath and then exhaling slowly for a few times. Trying to futher calm down.

"Okay but dabi. Please don't hang up." Their voice cracked once again. It was not a request or an order,it was begging. You never begged,not really. It's rare to not existing at all,so the fact you are begging to him like this,it just breaks him. If you are like this,it always means it's way to fucked up.

"Relax,just keep goimg trying to calm yourself down like you are doing it,right now. I'm not gonna hang up because I know it helps you to stay steady by talking to me." I reassured them.

"Thank you." The relief and exhaustion,being just done with everything was clearly to hear in their voice.

"There is nothing to thank me. My shit is your bullshit and your shit is my bullshit. Remember that ? You told me that before. We're almost there. I'm about to enter the portal,you know what that means." I let them know.

"Okay." They almost whispered,I can tell their throat hurts. You will for sure get a huge headache,if you already don't have a one by now. Once they entered the portal,static sound wad heard on the phone.

(Musc)

"Hey inferno" I said once I entered out of the portal.

"Hm ?" They hummed.

"Hang up,I'm in front of your house. It's time to get you out of this mess." I said. They hang up right after that. I took the spare key.

"You have spare keys ?" Toga squealed.

"Keep it down damn it. Also not the right time for this shit." I growled whispered at her.

"Everyone keep it down,we can't have her waking up on us. We need to get them out of here after all." Shigiraki gave them the order.

We went upstairs carefully and saw their 'mothers' door was open. That women is dead asleep but we can't risk to wake her up. I knocked on the door,where my inferno is and the door carefully and slowly opened. Before I could even react,they already jumped at me and instinctivly hugged them immediately. They almost started to have another breakdown but I stopped it from happening.

The strong act was gone because they knew they were finally save. How ironic right ? Their were only sniffing and laid against me. If I wasn't holding them,they would be on the ground kneeling. I picked them up without any effort. We stepped in their room. We saw a lot of stuffs are packed up. Now we do the rest for them. I put them on their bed and got to work right away alongside with the league. No one daeed to say anything. I gave boss finelly his phone back. It took us a few hours but finelly we are done and while we packed up,Kurogiri already teleportad inferno stuffs one by one into our hideout. We looked one last time around the room if there is something we missed out but thankfully not. I walked up to them and picked them uponce again. They didn't once even reacted. It's like they dissociated,it's clear they know however what's going on around them. Their eyes betrayed them.

"We should kill her." Shigiraki said. This is the third time ever he talked today.

"Yes ! Can I cut her up first please." Toga replied excited right away.

"No" my inferno abwsered tired. I knew that would.

"You sure about that ? I wouldn't mind to set this house on fire. This crazy madwomen deserved it" I said looked at them.

"Just,let's go. I'm tired. I,want get the hell away from here." They said like their about to pass out. Their head resting on my chest,looking tired at me and then at the rest.

"Alright then,let's go" Shigiraki said and was the first one stepping into the portal,followed by everyone else until I and my inferno were left alone. I shifted them a little so their head is resting on my shoulder facing my neck.

"Thank you." They mumbled out. I faced them and kissed their tip of the nose.

"Always my crybaby." I uttered. I saw them pout at that and I couldn't help it, I chuckled a little. We entered the portal and finelly we're in our hideout. All eyes are on us.

"We can't let them just deal with it right ? I mean this women is hurting them and she just gets away with it ? That's not right." Compress uttered.

"Indeed. We need a plan first and a plan of what to do with them until then dabi they are you're responsibility while I plan our next move,includingwhat we can do with them madwomen." Shigiraki replied.

"Fine." I looked into my arms again. They are completely knocked out.

The last bit of exhaustion  took them over after all.

"They are one of us now right Shigiraki?" Toga asked.

"I know they won't betray us,I trust them enough to let them be here but they are not a part of the league." Shigiraki answered.

"As if I even let that happen. They will never be a part of this organisation. I don't want them to get involved into our mess." I said.

"But they already are involved with us" spinner replied.

"As much as I can,I will let them out of this. They're not involved to deep yet with us and it will stay that way as long as it is possible." I anwsered him.

"Who thought you could be able to be gentleman dabi" Compress replied.

"Shut the hell up" is all I said and then started walking to my room. Once I arrived at my room,I put them on my bed.

"Dabi ?" They said looking with half lidded eyes at me.

"Go back to sleep,I got you. She's going to pay,I promise you that." I told them. Knowing them enough,they will take this as comfort. Reading between the lines was something they could do the best.

"To empty." They vocalised.

I took of my clothes and laid beside them,hugging them. We both didn't need to talk much in order to communicate with each other. The little things were enough.

"I have now one more reason to put this world tp ashes." I said.

"I love you too" was all they said before falling asleep once again. I followed them a few moments after,holding them with a protective and possessive grip.

I just needed comfort of this so much. I also never came across of an ff about this before. So here you go. Hope you enjoy reading it and maybe someone also needed this as much as I did. Anyways bye.