bnha boys comfort you during the dark times prt.1
Deku
He knew right away what's wrong and would immediately hug you. Whisper sweet nothings to you and would talk as long as he needs with you,in order to convince you believing him and not your thoughts. He knows,he can't do much but he would never let you go through it alone. You would hug him tight and just would cry into his chest until you would fall asleep. It hurts him so much,to see you in pain like this and he wishes to take the pain away from you but he knows,he can't do that. It's sad to know,you went through all of this alone but he let's you know,that you have a personal hero by your side now. He can't erase your past but he tries anything to help you out and even suggest going into therapy together,if you don't want to go alone. He wanted you,to let go from the past and move into the future,being happy. Of course,he would let you decide. You needed to think about it but ended up doing it,under the condition,that he's joining you and he accepted.
Bakugou
Bakugou is very observant and would notice the change in your mood straight away but he wouldn't question it,at first. He knew,that you don't like him being all clingy and needed your personal space,which he respected. You were one of the few people,who can keep up with him and he admired you for that. You two were similar too,in a way. The biggest difference is,that usually you are the more calm person between you two but that's because you bottle all your anger up. Bakugou knows this and because he knows this,he knew right away,that you were tensed up and it's better to leave you alone. He would stare at you,every now and then and would make sure,that you are okay. He knew about your past,at least a few things but not everything. Bakugou didn't know,why you were this tensed up and wanted to know why. He talked with kirishima but he noticed,that something was wrong with bakugou. He looked were Bakugous eyes were and understood right away.
"I think you should comfort them dude. I don't know,what bothers them but they are so tensed up. They have been like this all day. I think they are about to snap someone,if they say something wrong to them." Kirishima said.
Bakugou agreed and asked kirishima,if he had an idea about their behaviour. Kirishima shrugged his shoulders and told him,he didn't know but mentioned that something off happened during class. Kirishima said,they got a text message and once they looked at it,since then they are like this. Bakugou had his suspension,on what is wrong with you and got tensed up himself. Suddenly all eyes went to you,when they heard monoma talking shit about you. Everyone saw,how your grip around your plastic water bottle got tighter. You tried to control yourself and told monoma,to piss off. You said that as calm as you can and your voice was deep. Kirishima wanted to interfere but Bakugou hold him back and let him know,to stay out of this. Bakugou walked up to you and told monoma to better leave you alone or else he regrets it but he didn't listen. Then monoma said something,which shocked everyone and it was the last straw for you. Even his own class said,that he went to far but before anyone could say or do something,you snapped at him. You literally jump on him and screamed like a fucking maniac to fucking repeat himself. They all flinched,even Bakugou and that means something. Tears out of anger,frustration and sadness came out of you,while you punched him. You scratched and once the whole people noticed blood,that's when they really panicked. Bakugou and kirishima were the first one,who acted. Bakugou pulled you off but by doing so monoma screamed one more time in pain because you ripped a few of his hair off and a part of his face,was bleeding. You ripped his skin off and even if it was a little bit,it was enough to make everyone fear you. You had a complete breakdown in Bakugou arms,screaming to let go and that you're gonna kill that piece of disrespectful asshole. Kirishima talked with shinsou out and agreed,it was better for them to leave,which they did. Class 1-B left and felt bad for you,they knew it was monomas fault. They knew,you only reacted that way,when someone crossed your line. You never usually attack someone. They could still hear your anger screams,which were mixed with cries. They all lectured monoma,to never do that again and that he needs to apologise,once you calmed down. Meanwhile kirishima just looked at you and pitied you. What monoma said,was harsh and he knew it opened a few dark wounds from your past. Bakugou just hold you tight and let you have your breakdown until you were exhausted and just cried in his arms. He buried your face into his neck and let you cry there. His grip loosing around you a bit and he picked you up. All class 1-A recovered by that time from their shock but they learned one thing. They thought Bakugou is scary,when he was angry and they were all wrong,it's you because of that,they noted,to never let you get this far. Only a few people in class 1-A knew however,why you reacted this way,they weren't stupid. It was because of trauma and they could pin point,what Excatly it could be. They knew Bakugou can handle you. Bakugou comfort you for the rest of the day and just spoke to you. You explained to him,why you snatched at him like that and how you feel sorry for scarring everyone,including him. You saw how they flinched and you felt guilty. He wiped the tears away and let you know,that it's fine.
"Why didn't you tell me this sooner ?" He asked humming it out,scratching your hair.
"I hate to think about it. I didn't want to remember it over and over again." You said
"Trauma respects other trauma,I guess or however that sentence goes." Bakugou just responded calm but firmly with his rough voice. He pulled you closer to him and hide his own face into your neck.
"Honestly,I think it was really hot of you. Now they know to not mess with you" he chuckled into your neck and kissed that spot. You playfully punched him not fully in the mood for fun. You half hearted chuckled at his try to cheer you up tho. He listened to everything you said and tried to cheer you up here and there. He knew at least now,that it was a common thing of you to act that way,at least in front of people. He knew about your episodes and was better prepared to help you out sooner. At this point,you told him everything about your past and bakugou was pissed off,that you went through all of this,alone. He asked you to get help tho and you didn't hesitate and shook your head into his neck. Told him how you can't and bakugou understood your reasoning but insisted for you still to take a one and you would give in but only on one condition.
"What is it ?" Bakugou asked.
"Please take one with me. I don't want to go alone and you can't deny that you have a few traumas too." You almost begged him while saying this. He didn't like it much but if it would mean for you to get some help,he would do it and even if he didn't admit it,he knew you were right. He needs to settle things down too. You both cuddled up and fell asleep in each others arms. Yes you got the next day detention for acting up that way,so did monoma but to your surprise kirishima and bakugou were also there but you were happy to see them.
Kirishima
Once he didn't see you in class for two weeks,he knew something was up. He also knew what it was,he ran basically into your room and found you rolled up in bed like a buritto. You were crying and his heart sink into his stomach. He closed the door behind him and jumped next to you and pulled you into his arms.
"I know it hurts pepple. I know." He said. He hugged you tight and watched your favorite videos on YouTube to cheer you up and spoke sweet nothings to you. It took a while but you calmed down after a while. You told him it's the time of your episodes again and he just kissed your forehead,letting you know,that it's okay. He cheered you up at least for the rest of the day and you both feel asleep in each other arms. Whatever happens,he got you.
Todoroki
He would jump into action immediately. He would know,what's wrong with you,right away. Of course he would,since he went through a lot himself and he would comfort you. He would do anything he can,to distract you from your through and if that's not an option because your to deep trapped in your dark days then he would share a few things from his memories. You two would talk and cry together into each others arms but regardless what the issue is,todoroki got your back. You felt a little bit better but you were still down. He knew at least now,how he can better help you out next time,when you have your episodes. For the rest of the day,you spent time together,talking and watching your favorite movies. You had even a discussion with todoroki about frozen,that elsa could beat todorokis ass. At first he didn't agreed but your arguments were better and he accepted his defeat.
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