Woooo, okay, this one is a doozy. Warning:
* un consensual sexual engagement (rape)
Also I had to use the nightcore version of this song because the original gave me a trigger with the screaming at the beginning soooo hope you don't mind.
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Bakugo
Fuckin fuck. I just have to go to school durin a rut. Fun. Mom kept on sayin 'It's no big deal, just control it'. How. The. Fuck. Can. I. Do. That? Especially since I know that there are Omegas in class and on campus, including Dirty Caterpillar, Floaty, and worst of all, Deku.

Look, I know we had to go through the stupid fuckin Alpha training course or whatever, but no matter how hard I try I can't calm down this one. I really wanna be able to, I don't wanna hurt the others. But after goin to Recovery Girl and bein told to get to class, I can't really do nothin. I just... I gotta hope that my body doesn't act out more than it is already. It doesn't help that I have to sit behind the biggest Omega here.

As I sit down, Shitty Hair and The Squad comes over, ready to talk about more meaningless crap or try to eat Sero's tape for the third time this week. Why would I fuckin care if the tape is edible? You shouldn't eat part of a person? I can just SMELL all of the scents. Every single Alpha, Beta, and of course, Omega. Deku is starting to get pretty fuckin annoying, I'm not gonna lie. His fuckin scent, it's so intoxicating. The smell of a fuckin flower field, I'm not gonna lie, was makin me wanna do horrible things. Nasty things. Katsuki, why are you even considering this?

I just gotta tough it out. Yeah. But near the end of the day, I just... I can't. I know I'm supposed to be the respectable Alpha. And I am, for the most part. But after I heard Deku talking with Motorlegs about how his heat was horrible, I couldn't fuckin stand it any longer.

So, I did something horrible. I followed Izuku to the bathroom, waited for him to come out of the stall and... I rubbed my face in his scent glands. After that... I tried to mark him. Note- I TRIED. I didn't, thank All Might, but it's that thought that scares me. Slowly but surely, in our heat-druken state, we made it back to my house. We... we did shit. Sexual shit. Without protection. So, I'm here freakin out. I don't know what to do. I don't even know what to say anymore.

This is Izuku. My best friend, as a child. The one who I bullied relentlessly through the years. And we just did that, being basically drunk. We weren't sober when we made that decision. It was a giant fuckin mistake.

So you might be wondering why the fuck I'm writin this, huh? Well, it's currently... 2:34am, I'm at my prime state of regret and I wanna erase everything that happened the last few hours. This was IZUKU I just deflowered! Izuku! And I don't know what I'm gonna do about it because I might be a dad or, even worse, loose contact with him. I don't know what to do. I fucked up. Severely.

So, doin what any rational person would do, I carried him to a side room and I'm writing this down. I'll send it to him later or something just so he knows what went on. Deku, if you see this, I am so, so, so incredibly sorry. I'll do everything I can to help. I am so, so sorry. This whole thing took me by utter and complete surprise. A surprise I didn't want. And now you might pay the price. I'm so goddamn sorry, Izuku. So, so sorry.

So uhm... that was a thing...