(By prettyyou2

    (Jeremy's POV)

    I can't believe I just did that. Michael came out to me as... gay. I know there nothing worng with it but, I freaked out I yelled at him called him... names. I need to apologize. But I'm too scared to do it.

    I cried for a bit before going over to the Mell household. I knocked on the door expecting Michael to open but it was his mom. Mama to be exact.

    "Hey Mama! How.. are....you?" I asked my voice shrank as I saw her glare. Of course Michael told his moms he probably came back here sobbing. Not to down grade Michael but he usually doesn't get mad he just balls his eyes out to handle his emotions.

    "Rachel! Who is it?" Was called from Ina and then she appeared behind Mama. I thought she was also gonna glare at me but she didn't she smiled warmly. "Stop messing with him hun. "

    Mamas glare fell and she smiled softly before moving to let me in.

    "Michael needed some comfort he's with Rich and Jake. But while you wait for him to come back so you can apologize why don't we talk about why you yelled." Mama offered through a thick accent.

    "What do you mean?" I asked getting nervous. Mama sighed.

    "Jeremy are you gay?" She asked I jumped.

   "What?! Nonono I-I'm not gay!" I exclaimed. She raised an eyebrow.

    "Now let's not forget that he could also be bisexual hun." Ina reminded mama gently as she started some hot coco. Mama sighed.

    "Look I know the way you look at Michael, Jeremy." Mana deadpanned. I bit my lip.

    "I don't like him." I said firmly. Mama raised an eyebrow as I felt tears in my eyes. "I don't!" I yelled.

    "Jeremy..." Mama sighed. I looked away.

    "I can't be gay..." I muttered.

    "Why not?" Ina asked gently placeing a hand on Mama's shoulder.

    "Cuss I would..." I thought for a moment. Being around Michael's moms is like being around Michael in the aspect that I feel so comfortable around them. A couple tears fall out of my eyes and I wiped them as Mama stood.

    "Its why mom left she- she said she didn't want me as a son- cuss- cuss-" I broke down in sobs as Mama pulled me into a hug Ina joined in.

    "And-and when he said he was gay I didn't have a reson- a reson to talk myself out of liking him cuss if he's gay I have a chance and that scares me cuss that means- I might be gay and then I yelled at him- and-" my words didn't make sense amd I was a mess for a couple of minutes but Mama and Ina still listened.

    I calmed down just in time for a knock on the door. Mama and Ina pulled away Ina gave me a paper towel I blew my nose as she poured some hot chocolate. Mama went to awnser the door.

     "You don't need to knock Mijo, you have a key." Shitshitshitshit- Mijo is Michael's nick name Imean, it means son and Inas Spanish so that's why but- not the point!

    "Last time I didn't knock I walked in and you two were fucking." Michael replied mama could be seen still rolling her eyes as she turned and walked back into the kitchen.

     Michael followed Mama and stopped dead in his tracks seeing me.

    "Wh-whats he doing here?" Michael asked.

    "He came over to apologize but you were out we told him to stay and wait for you but frist." Ina put a cup of hot chocolate down on the table. "Hot chocolate."

    Michael sighed amd walked in sitting down next to me and starting to drink the hot chocolate slowly. I looked away and sipped mine feeling tears well in my eyes as a blush also coated my cheeks. I guess I have a crush in him, I guess I'm... bisexual?

    Me Michael finshed our hot chocolate and went downstairs. And now we were sitting next to eachother.

    "If your gonna apologize then do it." Michael demanded. I tensed up.

    "Oh! R-right, um okay so I'm really sorry. Its okay that your gay. I'm.. I'm really okay with that I just... you remember my mom right?" I asked. Michael froze.

    "Yeah, but you never talk about her Jer-" I cut Michael off.

     "Well she said a lot of shit. And one of the things she said is she called me gay.. and said that's one of the reasons she was leaving." I explained starting to get choked up. "S-so you told me you were-were gay and I pushed my internalized homophobia on you and- good that sounds dumb!" I laughed.

   I turned to Michael with teary eyes. He offered a smile. I smiled back.

    "So are you gay?" He asked with a chuckle. I blushed.

    "Bisexual..." I muttered. He nodded.

    "Well forgive me for this." He pleaded and before I knew what was happening he was pulling me into a kiss.

    One small part if me wanted to push him away cuss I mean I JUST came to terms with this he can't just kiss me after that shit! But a bigger part of me (including my instincts) wanted to kiss back. So I did.

    My hand went to Michael's neck as his hands went to my waist I felt sparks fly. I pushed myself against him and he happily helped pulling me close and he started moving his hand, tracings the pads of his fingersup to my jaw, making me shiver.

    Michael pulled away abruptly and smiled at me with stars in his eyes. I giggled and he pushed me back on the bed. I bit my lip. I might be bi, but I am not a sub. Michael began to kiss my neck and it felt good but I didn't want him to dom me! I tried to flip us but I wasn't strong enough this got Michael's attention and he moved away.

    "You okay?" He asked looking worried and nervous.

    "Your not doming me!" I exclaimed as I managed to flip us so I was on top. Michael laughed in my face.

    "I mean I didn't think we were gonna go that far but okay." He replied as he easily sat up. I flushed up. He began kissing down my neck again. I bit my lip. I will not moan I will not moan I will not-

   "Micha~" I maoned as Michael pulled my shit down and bit my collarbone. I flushed up even more witch I didn't think was possible. Michael chuckled and I felt tears in my eyes. No no no this wasn't right

     "Baby you okay?" Michael asked cupping my cheeks I felt him start wiping my cheeks then I realized I was crying.

    "I'm not a sub Mike- I can't be one." I cried. His face softened.

    "Its okay to be a sub Jer." He whispered.

"She didn't say that." I sobbed clasping into Michael. Michael rubbed my back.

    "Shes not here though, she hasn't talked to you in years love. Shes insugnfficient." Michael replied softly. I sniffed feeling comforted by that.

    "Yeah. Shes not. Thanks Micha." I replied pulling away he smiled. I mustered one back. We sat there staring at eachother for a bit. He suddenly leaned in and kissed my neck again. I smiled and giggled softly.

    "You still wanna fuck?" He asked and I let out a ugly(kinda painful) snort. He laughed softly.

    "Yeah sure, but like before, were dating right?" I cheeked suprised I didn't studder.

    "Of course." He agreed.

    "Say it!"

     "Say what?" Michael asked.

    "Say I'm your boyfriend and you love me!" I giggled.

    "Jeremy heere is my boyfriend and I love you." Michael chirped kissing a part of my face with each word.

    "I love you too!" I exclaimed as I hugged him. He sighed softly as he hugged back.

    We pulled away and Michael laid me in the bed before opening his record player. It COULD play records but also had bluetooth and when Michael was feeling to lazy to deal with record's he just used the bluetooth.

    Michael turned on sweet tooth by  Scott Helman

    "Ya'know I gotta have it-" it started as Michael got over me. I smiled and pulled him down into a kiss. I could feel Micheel tapping the rhythm on my arm. Michael's hands went up my shirt and mine went onto his hair. He parted my lips and I opened my mouth his toung explored my mouth.

    Michael got up and went over to the dresser he came back over with a condom and lube. He got in between my legs and kissed me again I felt his hands tug at the bottom of my shirt. I pulled away and put my arms up letting him pull my shirt off.

     He smiled wildly at my chest amd started kissing and suckimg all over it. I tangled my hands in his hair and sighed closing my eyes in pleasure. I got a joke idea and I was feeling so safe I just threw it out there.

    "I think I'm Michael-sexual." I joked. Michael laughed, in turn giving up on the hickey he was making.

    "I think I'm Jeremy-sexual." He replied. "Or Jeremy-Heere-Sexual." He added. I laughed and smiled.

    "Can you.." I trailed off as I gently pawed at his shirt. He bit his lip but nodded. He pulled it off to reveal his scar covered chest and stomach. It was seemed beautiful in it's own way, I loved it.

   I leaned in and started to cover it in kisses gently nipping at it occasionally. Michael moved my head away gently and pushed me back again. He kissed and nipped till he got to my waist band.

     "Can I?" He asked.

    "Yeah." I agreed. He nodded and started undoing my botton.

    "Okay so safe word is sea cucumber in honor of Rick and Morty." Michael announced. I giggled.

    "Okay." I agreed. He smiled up at me as he pulled off my pants and boxers I blushed. I hadn't thought about the fact that he was gonna see my dick. He kissed my tip and I moaned softly pulling his hair gently.

   "I'm gonna stretch you okay?" He offered.

     "Okay." I replied.

    Michael lubbed up three fingers and gently spread my legs for me before slowly and carefully pushing a finger in. I groaned. That felt really weird.

    "You okay?" Michawk asked gently rubbing my thigh with his free hand.

    "Yeah I've just never done this before and it feels weird." I explained.

    "Yeah it feels like that at first." He replied with a chuckle. "But it gets better I promise."

     I just nodded as he began pushing it in and out.

   "Relax hun." He purred. I did as he said and relaxed, feeling a new pleasure from it. I maoned softly.

    "I'm pushing in another okay?" Michael warned.

   "Okay~" I maoned. Michael pushed in a second finger and I gripped the bed sheets as xanny by Billie  Eilish came on. Michael chuckled at my reaction. "Hand." I begged reaching out with my eyes shut. I felt him intertwine our fingers.

    "Its okay Jer-bear your doing so good." Michael purred. The music was loud so it was kinda hard to hear but I managed.

   Soon I was on three and after Michael was aligning with my hole (after he got the condom on of course). He kissed me sweetly.

    "You still sure you wanna do this?" He asked.

    "Yeah I'm sure." I replied. He nodded and kissed me again as he pushed in. I dug my nails into Michael's back. Michael groaned and stopped half way upon my request. He gently ran his hands up and down my sides.

    "Fuck~" I breathed.

    "You okay?" He asked.

    "Yeah your just big." I replied before flushing up at that sentence. He blushed too.

    We both say there for a bit, Michael kissed up and down my neck. He pushed the rest of the way in as I moaned softly. It didn't hurt anymore. He soon began trusting in and out fucking me gently I just moaned.

    Michael speed up and I was in pure bliss. He started jerking me off and I felt close. I scratched down Michael's back as I came all over our chests. Michael slowed to a stop, and I was confused then I realized he had came as he took off the soiled condom tieing it before throwing it away.

     I smiled he smiled back and picked me up. He brought me to the bathroom and set me in the bath he put some bubbles in before getting in behind me cuddling me gently. I relaxed and let him wash me, the soothing touches must have coaxed me to sleep as I passed out.

The next morning I was happy to wake up in Michael's arms.

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