You can't postpone existence
So you just say "never mind"
And hope he won't do it again
But he will
Again and again and again
He'll break your heart and then try to fix it with plastic roses
You can see straight through him
You could for so long
But you were too scared to admit that the only love you've ever felt
Is towards a plastic coward
He is too scared to look in your eyes
Too scared to feel your skin
It might not be as soft as the skin of the other one's
And trust me
You don't have to say "yes"
Just because​ he pays your rent, says nice things and kisses you
Brake all the chains
And your heart will explode with existence