Requested by rextherabbit111

Based on the smg4 episode "there's something up with meggy"

It has been a month since you died saving blurr from shockwave. Jazz was meditating as usual when he heard a loud bang. He rushed out with gun hands thinking the decepticons invaded their hiding place. But turns out it wasn't the cons. It was blurr building a treehouse.
 
GRIEF 1: DENIAL

Jazz: blurr? What are you doing?
Blurr: I'm building a treehouse.
Jazz: Why?
Blurr: cuz I felt like it.
Jazz: I couldn't help but notice you missed y/n

This got blurr to freeze in shock as the flashback memory of you swapping blurr out of the tunnel. Then blurr shakes off and breathes in.

Blurr: just leave me alone!
Jazz: but blurr....
Blurr: LEAVE ME THE FRAG ALONE!

jazz drove off and went to alert bumblebee who's watching TV with sari.

Jazz: Bee, can you come with me for a sec?
Bumblebee: coming!

Jazz and bee went outside while jazz explained what's happening to blurr.

Bee: what makes you say that?
Jazz: look! *points at blurr building a treehouse*
blurr: *babbles out various words 10x faster*
Bee: I got this. Hey blurr! Come on down! *shoots at the tree*

Blurr was startled as he gripped onto the falling tree. Jazz and bee gasp in shock.

Jazz: I think you killed him
Blurr: *gets up angry*
Bee: what? He looks fine to me

GRIEF 2: ANGER

Blurr: IM GONNA RIP YOUR SPARKS OUT!

Blurr chases bee and jazz by turning into their alt modes. Blurr's alt mode shoots at jazz and bee, but the duo dodge away blurr's shots. They barricade themselves in the shed hoping blurr won't get inside but turns out blurr has the strength to break down the door.

Blurr: here's blurr!
Bee: come on, blurr. Let's all calm down and-
Blurr: DONT TELL ME TO CALM DOWN! *grabs blurr by the face*
Jazz: bee! No!
Bee: run for it, jazz!

Jazz drove away back to sari.

Sari: jazz? What happened?
Jazz: he's gone Loco!
Sari: Huh? I don't get it.

Blurr charges in the living room and is about to attack jazz when blurr's optics caught sari's attention.

GRIEF 3: BARGAINING

Blurr: wowie wow wow! *drops to the ground*
Sari: ummmm blurr?
Blurr: Sari! You're so Beautiful!
Sari: ummmmm *tries not to blush but fails* thanks I guess?
Blurr: jazz! how much for Sari?
Jazz and sari: what?!
Jazz: excuse me! Sari is not for sale!
Blurr: I don't care! Take everything! *throws his things at jazz and sari*
Sari: I've never seen blurr like this! What caused him to be like this!?
Bee: *limps into the scene* I think the cons spiked blurr's energon this morning.....

Blurr throws his things at bee to shut him up.

Blurr: I am the happiest mech alive! *laughs mechanically*
Jazz: this won't end well....
Bee: wait a minute... I know why he acted like this yesterday...

Flashback

Bee and blurr were in human forms at the cosplay convention.

Bee: blurr, it's getting late.  We better get back before boss bot (optimus prime) scolds us for violating curfew.
Blurr: hang on, bee. I'll be there!

Blurr then spots a teen girl who vaguely represents you and starts having flashbacks of your death.

Bee: blurr? R u ok?

Flashback ends

Bee: blurr has been acting like this since.....
Sari: blurr, listen. We get you missed y/n so much and you loved him/her. We all miss him/her as well
Blurr: I'm fine! Really I am! Now will you three stop acting like a bunch of dummies like as if it's nothing?! I just..... just...

GRIEF 4: DEPRESSION

Blurr: *comes back to his senses and cries* I miss him/her.... *drives away crying*
Sari: blurr, wait!
Jazz: it's best we give him some space.

In blurr's bedroom, blurr looks at the photo data pad of you and himself. His tears fall on the pad.

Blurr: oh y/n. Why did you sacrifice yourself to die? Now I will never see you again.
Optimus: *knocks on the door* blurr, it's me. Optimus.
Blurr: go away....
Optimus: *comes in and sits next to blurr* listen, your behavior today is unacceptable.  We all get you miss y/n alot. But attacking your friends here won't being him/her back from the dead. If he's/ she's alive right now, will he_she be happy that you had your changed behavior like you had now?
Blurr: no... y/n won't be happy.
Optimus: when I lost elita one, I had to overcome my grief and my friends support me. Now, blurr, we will always support you no matter what.

GRIEF 5: ACCEPTANCE

Blurr: *sniffs and wipes his tears* thank you, optimus.

Optimus and blurr hug as blurr smiles knowing that even though you're gone, you will always be in blurr's spark.