(play the song then turn to the picture and then just listen to the song with the picture there as you read ^^)

Hewo guys I know this is late, but I wanted to wait until I had some pictures that I wanted to show you guys. Though a certain potato, who I will mention in a bit, is hogging them. T^T I wanna  cherish those pics forever too ya know!!! X3

Anywho on with the story, so as some of you guys may already know I went on a cruise for spring break. I was on the Carnival Magic. 

https://youtu.be/bS9B_Y049UQ

(you can look at the vid after the story if you want ^^)

It was awesome, we went to Grand Cayman, Mahogany Bay, Belize and Cozumel. It was a amazing, the water, trees and beaches were beautiful, the people there were very hard working and kind and welcoming. So many beautiful and good people there (idk why Trump wants to treat them like trash and block them with a giant wall). I met some awesome peeps at Club 02 (I'll update this chap with pics, when I get them). The food was really good, the activities, concerts and parties were fun and awesome. The games and water slides were fun.  Every thing was just wow, it was amazing!!! I had a really good time, but most importantly.....I found love. <3

His name is Kaleb and we met on the ship. The first day when we met I saw him, along other peeps I met at Club 02 we became really close, I thought he was really cute. Not only that but he's also really sweet, smart, funny and quite the gentleman and he knows how to treat a lady with kindness and respect, and he's very kind, considerate, and understanding and he can relate to a lot. When we were on the mini golf course I confessed I liked him, and he was really sweet about it. I pulled him aside for us to talk alone before we all had to go to our rooms so we could get ready for the Captain's Ball. I first started off with "Okay before I tell you I just want you to know that I understand and I still want us to be friends and I hope things don't get awkward between us." and he nodded and said okay and I said "Well I think your really cute, and your sweet and funny. I really like you and I wanted to see what you had to say" He paused for a minute then he looked at me and said, "For one thank you for telling me, and tbh I think I like you too. No one's really said that to me before. Back home, in Michigan, when I was young I admit I was really annoying so not alot of people like, but now I'm a lot better and more mature, so managed to get SOME friends, but no one really likes me like that, you know the way you do, so for you to say that it really touched my heart. I mean you're a really pretty girl and you're sweet and funny too. (I was blushing the whole entire time)As for dating I want us to just hang out and get to know each other first and see where this goes." I was so happy that day I was even happier on Day 5 when we became official, it was at our first date, which was at a rock concert that was on the ship, it was really good "this kind of feels like a date" "maybe it is" "does this make us official" "well yea, would like to my girlfriend" "yes!" "haha *smiles" "*smiles back*" then we walked around the deck holding hands and talking. Turns out we have a lot in common and we plan to prove to people that long distance relationships can work. That night we had our first kiss and make out. It was nice. We spent the next day together as well. it was our last night together on the ship, we went to a lip sinc battle concert, then we went to dinner and shared cake and had ice cream, then we went out on the deck and star gazed. I felt so comfy and safe in his arms. We looked at the stars, we spotted and counted the ships we saw in the distance, we chatted, we laughed, we kissed, we held hands, we held each other not wanting to let go. We knew it would be long while before we would be in each other's arms, then we watched the people sing and dance in the lobby, it was the last party on the ship, it was a "This is not a Goodbye Forever, it's just ciao until next time" party, it just about ended then he walked me to my room. He held me in his arms for a few, a few minutes I wish lasted longer. Then we looked each other in the eyes, both thinking the same thing, then we kissed while still holding each other (he's taller then me btw, I'm 5'3 he's 5'9), we said "Goodnight" and "I love you" blew each other kisses, then he was gone and I was in my room, I wanted to follow him and catch him and have him stay with me for just a little while longer, but then I would've went past my curfew. We saw each other at breakfast the next and final day on the ship, though we had to sit with our families but we still see each other. I stared at him, while he was only able to glance at me when he could, he had to leave before me, I made an "I love you" sign by putting my arms above my head making a heart, he smiled then he had to go, before he disappeared he turned back to look at me and we held eye contact for a good minute, our eyes saying the same thing, then he was gone. I wanted to cry then and there, I wanted to run after him so we could hold each other one last time, say I love and have one last kiss. But I didn't, I couldn't, so I just sat there holding in my tears and thinking about him, I'm sure he was doing the same, because he looked as if he wanted to cry. I thought about him all day, while I was at the hotel with my family I thought about him, on the airplane I thought about him even though I was sick. I still think about him all day to this day, and I still do. I love and miss him so much, we still keep in contact and email each other. Though I miss being in his arms, hearing his voice, seeing his face, feeling his lips on mine, holding his hand in mine with our fingers intertwined. I can't wait until we meet again, then we can be together forever, live in a house together, starting a family, growing old and seeing and playing with our grandchildren. I think about him all day every day, I imagine him being with me by using my mind's eye and pretending he's there with me. I miss him, he misses me, I want him, he wants me, I need him he needs me, I love him, he loves me, I can't wait until we meet again. 

Over all I really enjoyed myself, if you wanna go on a nice relaxing  and fun family friendly cruise (even if you're just going by yourself), Carnival is the cruise line to go for!!!!^^