It's appalling everybody hears the cuckoo's calling
Nobody hears a heart breaking
Nobody cares there's internal screaming
A lot of bleeding
Uncontrolled emotions, haywiring...
Nobody realizes
Something inside me has been slowly dying
Slowly fading
reforming
a slow poison
that's neither living nor dead

A choking hazard
It will take a wizard
Or more to fix what's gone wrong inside me
And here i am urged along by everyone around me
Hurrying cos I have to hurry
Smiling cos I have to smile
Pretending cos I have to pretend
Moving on cos I have to move on
But God damn
Hang on for a moment
Let me breathe
I want to take things at my pace
My goals my life my relationships my
Decisions
I want them to be mine entirely
You don't have to tag me along
Dear friends and family
Please be more sensitive

an:this was a poem I drafted during really tough time, like you know times are usually tough and then they get more tougher, rougher and violent 😕 n most of these troubles caused by our own loved ones? can't do anything but persist. have to distance if not detach. its hard but we have to keep trying. I wish our families and friends are sensitive to our struggles though. yep even with out that, let's keep standing
for we are strong.