Everything that the princess told me kept repeating in my head. It was in a way a huge eye opener. It makes me wonder why out of all the people in the world would she try and help me.

When I really nobody.

No one in this pack. Had told me to leave and at the beginning when I did try my mother would hit and beat me telling me I have no where to go and to praise Zor for giving me everything that I have.

"You should praise him and fall to your knees. Because of him we are here you have everything and that is how you will end up repaying him... by leave you. You fucking whore." She would tell me while grabbing a hand full of hair.

"He's cheating and constantly belittling me in front of the pack with Maneula." I would say to here. 

"Maneula is a great woman. She acts more like a Luna. Instead of hating her you should thank her for doing you fucking Job. You good for nothing bitch."

Thing like that would happen more as time went on. Even after i had my son.

She would even try and make my son feel as if he should be embarrassed by having me as his mother. Which one day Draxson told her he was embarrassed to have my mother as a relative. That instantly shut my mother up.

You can come to the castle.

You are stronger than that Magdalena.

I called Draxson.

"Mom is something wrong?" Questioned Draxson. I never call him because I don't want to bother him. Even though my son says I'm never a bother to him.

I am always afraid of being a bother to anyone. Including to Martha. That's why I end up doing things all by myself.

I do everything all by myself.

"Oh nothing. I just have a question to ask you." I ask. "How would you feel if I one day decided to leave the pack?"

I pray that he didn't think any less of me. Would my son feel as if I'm leaving him behind? That's the last thing I want him to feel.

Draxson stayed quiet for a moment or two. My heart was beating fast as the awnser that I was going to get.

"Mom I would feel nothing but joy if you left and started to be happy and live your life. And if the reason that you are staying is for me, then let me remind you that I am a grown man I can deal with anything. As for you mom it's okay to leave. You have some more than enough." He says.

I had tears falling down my face. It was emotional. It's been a while since I cried. I used to tell myself what's the point of crying. It wouldn't solve anything.

"Thank you, I was not expecting that." I say.

"Mom it's time for you to live your life and enjoy it. Fuck the pack and fuck our father. They have done nothing but take you for granted mom."

"Thank you." I say.

"No mom thank you for staying for me when there was nothing left for you." He says.

With that we both hang up.

My son loves and supports me. That's more than what I could ask for.

That's when there was a knock on my door. I opened it was my mother who was glaring at my. The moment I see her I get a headache.

She was glaring at me.

"Do you know the embarrassment that I went thought when the princess escorted me aways from here." She says anger radiated from her body. "Why did you tell her to let me stay you stupid fucking-"

She was about to slap me when I grabbed her arm and squeezed it hard. I've never done this. I felt like I was slowly boiling up.

"Lay a hand on me again. I swear to you that I'm going to break it." I say deadly slowed. As my sharp nails started to puncher my mother's skin.

My mother face pained and she squeaked out in pain. Blood started to come from her arm.

"Do I make myself  fucking clear." I felt like it was me speaking it was my werwolf side taking over.

She instantly nodded and her face noe held fear and understanding.

"I don't hear you?"

"Y-yes." She says.

With that I let her go. And she walks away. I couldn't believe it myself. What the hell just happened. I never been like that. According to Martha I was more of a gentle soul rather than fierce.

It was so easy to put my mother in her place. I walked back inside and a sweater. I wanted to visit Cassidy.

I stood in front of her grave.

"Well Zor is a asshole. He's the worst mate in the planet maybe in the history of werewolves. I am sorry that I always come to you with all my problems but at times I feel as if I can talk you about anything. I feel as if you are the only person really there except for Martha... I want to leave."

Saying that out loud felt as if weight was lifted off my shoulders. My eyes started to tear up.

"I just need to tell Zor." With that I stood up and left.

I walked to the pack house where Laurel was.

"Where is Zor?" I asked.

She looked down at the ground.

"He went with Maneula to take a walk in the woods." She says. Anger instantly hit me. Where did all this coming from.

I walked to the woods. I sniffed in the air for his scent. The sky thundered and it started to rain. I followed the trail of the scent washing away.

That's when I see him in the wood again with Maneula  while it was raining having sex.

I felt like like I hit my boiling point. I looked at him. He saw me. Maneula  smirked.

Instead of walking away. I walked over to them. I started to hit him.

I lost all the fucks to give.

"You fucking dog!" I yelled jumping him and hitting him. "You fucking piece of shit of mate."

I hit and punched him multiple times.

"What the hell!" He yells.

My eyes turned to Maneula.

I've hit my boiling point. Years and years that this woman has made feel this than and made my own son feel less than.

I slapped and punched her. 

"You fucking bitch!" I yelled while kicking her. "Why the fuck did I ever do to you!"

She had a bleeding nose and get cheek and forehead got cut by claws. Zor took me off of Her. That's when I also started to attack him again.

He was bleeding to. He put me on the ground. My breathing was hard. My heart was going so fast.

Tears of anger and years of hurt fell down my face. I looked at him in the eyes.

"I'm done with you."

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