I felt pain exactly when my water broke. I walked to the doctor. She instantly saw me.

"Luna Mag!" She says instantly "You are also giving birth?"

She looked shocked as the nurses and everybody ran around. I was sat down on wheel chair. They rushed to a room.

"Where is my mother?" I asked as I was laid down on the bed. Where I was being hooked up to so many machines.

"She is  with lorena along with your mate. She is also giving birth." She says giving me a sympathetic look. "Would you want me to call them."

I shook my head.

"No I can do this." I say crying.

"You are strong my Luna." Says the doctor. Hours went by. I made sure nobody knew I was giving birth.

I couldn't stand the pain. It was the absolute worst pain in the whole world trying to push another human being out of my own human body.

I layed in the bad as the contractions got worst and worst.

"Oh Luna you are fully dilated. I'm going to need you to push."

I grabbed the sheet and squeezed. I pushed and pushed as hard as I could. I was feeling dizzy.

"Come one Luna." Says The Doctor.

I push for what seems like an endless amount of hours and pain. I felt something stretch me out.

"Oh fucking shit!" I yelled.

"I see the head Luna!" Says the doctor all excited. "Come on push a few more times."

"This is toture!" I yelled as a pushed as hard as is good.

"YOU DID IT!"

I finally took a breath and rested. I heard my son cry. I got emotional.

"Do you want to cut the umbilical cord?" She says handing me the siccors.  I nodded as tears came done my face. I cut the cord that tied him to me.

The Doctor cleaned him up and gave my son to me. I held him he instantly stooped crying and looked at my face.  As if realising I'm mommy.

Then he went back to crying. I instantly to him to my breast. Which instantly made him stop and feed.

"What are you doing to name him?" Asked my doctor.b

I'm going to name him after my grandfather.

"Draxson." I say looking at him.

"Praise our future Alpha Draxson." Says my doctor.

I liked the sound of that. I kissed his head. 

Later that I day i spent learning how to take care of a newborn which seemed like a lot but at the end of the day it was all worth it. Draxson was a quiet baby. Onky cried when he need food or when I needed to change his diaper. All he did was look around or sleep.

It was late at night. I was sleeping at the hospital just to make sure the baby was doing fine and that I'm doing okay.

I instantly woke up in the middle of the night when I heard someone enter my room. My first instinct was to protect my son. That's when I noticed it was Zor.

He looked pissed as fuck.

"Why the hell didn't you tell me?" He questioned as if trying to keep his anger at bay to not disturb the sleeping baby who was sleeping peacefully on his little hospital bed next to me.

"You were busy with Maneula." I say. "I didn't think nether my child and I mattered."

He looked pained.

"Do you even hear yourself?" He questioned. "I care more than you think."

I find that hard to believe him. His actions speak louder than his words.

"Doesn't matter anymore."I say. "What is done is done."

I heard the baby start to fuss around. I winced as I sat up fully which had Zor by my side helping me up.

I grabbed my baby who was at arms reach and brought him closer to him. Zor looked fascinated by Draxson.

Draxson opened his eyes fully to look at his father who was right next to me. His eye looked at Zor for a moment and looked away as if nothing was there. I brought him closer to feed.

"He looks beautiful." Says Zor with emotion on his face.

"I know." I say looking at my baby. "I'm not going back to the pack house. I need a place for my son and I."

I done living in that house with her around.

"I don't want to be anywhere near your family." I say.

"You and my son are my family."

I shook my head.

"Don't say things don't mean." I say looking at my baby not looking at him anymore.

Him and I are nothing.

In less than a day Zor and his friends built a new home for my son and I which was very beautiful from the outside and the inside. It was a big  cottage. It had about four rooms, kitchen, library room, living room, two bathrooms and a bathrooms in each room. 

Martha and a few the women that I made friends with in the pack helped me furnish and move in.

It was so pretty and calm. My son and I had a lot of fun time together. All day. Zor came a spent a lot of time with Draxson who didn't seem to be really fond of his dad.

Zor spent a lot of time in the cottage with my son and I. I didn't really speak with him only when I needed help here and there. I kept in a way just professional.

Zor even stayed in one of the rooms here in the cottage. My mother tired to visit my son and I according to Zor when he was left on daddy duty which I have on the refrigerator that she is not allowed on or anywhere near me.

I'm a new mom. I can't be disturbed. Long story short Zor did not let her in. Which was good.

Now I wish he would get out aswell but i didn't want to keep both father and son away.

There were times at night that I  would find myself crying due to the hurt and pain that I've been caused.

I had an important pack meeting to attend with Zor. Which we both went and Zor was carrying Draxson showing him off to everyone. That's when I saw Manuela with her son.

He looked just like Zor. She looked angry and hurt while looking  at Zor showing off Draxson.

The female around notice Maneula's look that she was giving my son and to Zor. They all glared at her and her son.

I walked to the bathroom. I couldn't help but cry. See her and Zor's child made me emotional.

Will I ever feel any better.

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