I just feel so overwhelmed
When I think about it it's like
White noise,
A cup overfilled and spilling
A burning smell you've just noticed
Too much things are happening
Too much things are changing
Which I freaking love
But I've never walked this path before
It may be a surprise to you with some of the things I write, but I'm not usually an angry person
Lately things have been making me easily angry
Not irrational anger but people who I just wish to be out of my life, lost in a sea of other unrecognizable faces.
I try to give people the benefit of the doubt in my life but it's getting harder
I've recently been going to therapy and I know it's not everyone's favorite thing, but I love it. It's nice to tell someone absolutely everything about yourself and not feel judged or stupid and also get professional feedback/help. Like, that's literally amazing, but maybe I'm just lucky to like my therapist.
I can also feel that my period is coming and since my period literally feels like knifes stabbing me I'm not going to have a nice weekend like I hoped.

I hope whoever may be reading this is luckier than I am.