he broke up with me on the mothering sidewalk outside my fatherless house
We broke it off
On the same sidewalk I first scraped my knee
Where my lung filled with chalk on quiet Saturdays when my mother wanted me out the house
And my hands stained with oil and dirt from constantly fixing my bike chain
This sidewalk meant nothing to him
Just cement and ants
Cigarette buds and tossed gum
His face calm and his hand in his pocket grasping at his phone
He couldn't care less where the end of this was located
But I grew up here...
My house glowing in the almost pitch
black light just one house up the street
My blood and veins ran through the street like wires
I didn't cry
I mustered up a convincing smile and told him it was fine.
He immediately left and I fell down on the cold dirty ground
I needed comfort
I've never experience emotional pain on this concrete before
(Note: Never finished this nor ended it right)
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