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did i say something wrong?

i just asked him a simple question but at the wrong timing i guess but sill , I mean my small question made he just walked out on me like that !

Maybe I'm being a little too dramatic ... but I mean he was joking and laughing and actually being funny and a gentleman and I then I asked him and all of a sudden he's Mr cold feelings again !!

For crying out loud this dude is going to make me walk the streets screaming like a mad woman , he didn't even bother answering me and then he completely ignores the questions and walk like he heard nothing at all .

he's so intimidating and mysterious , his like a black cover hiding something underneath , something that I somehow feel curious about uncovering it so that I can see what's hidden

Ignoring the fact that he just flipped me off before I screw everything up he was and for the first time since I saw him sitting with me with his mask off because he was talking freely and carefree and I knew small things about him , the fact that he knows how to joke and that he is a gentle man too .

his personality is so hard to figure out , how a person can be this formal and cold yet this funny and carefree like what happened moments ago !!,

but i can't deny the feeling that hit me when he walked away away without giving me an answer , it hurt me more than saddened me because it hit a nerve .

they all think that they have the right not to answer me that I'm not worthy an answer

" rose , right ? " my thoughts are cut by sara's voice and I looked at him smilig

" yup ,that's me "i told her and she smiled and came my way , i don't know what is it about her that somehow comforts me and makes me feel like she's a good person , maybe her friendly smile ? and in her wide brown eyes i can see love and kindness or i'm too naive

" what are you doing out here , it's freezing ? " She told me as she stood in front of me , she has Andrew's jacket warped around her shoulders .

" i'm not really into parties , you know " I told her laughing lightly looking at my hands in my lab

Mr Williams brown made my mood shift.

" who's jacket is this ? cause for sure it's not yours " she told me laughing lightly having a seat at were mr williams was sitting

" uhm.... it's mr william's " i told her blushing and a flare of surprise flashed in her eyes

" oh " that what she said

" what are you doing here anyway ?" i asked her

" i'm bored i guess " she simply said shrugging .

" besides andrew is busy with drinking " she adds rolling her eyes and I smile .

" you two seem like really close friends " I told her looking into the sky

I'm trying to open any topic away from me William's Because I don't wanna think about what just happened .

" i know you are confused , trust me , me too " she said her voice sounds stressed and I turned to look at her , to find her looking at the sky frowning

Something is definitely up

" you don't have to explain your self , it's okay " I assured her because she's free to do and say whatever she wants to , it's not like she's forced to tell me or explain anything to me , I'm not her stubborn Italian mother .

Please do notice the sarcasm .

" i know but i want to ..... i don't know why but i kinda have this feeling that i want to tell you every thing " she admitted blushing and I smile because I feel the same about her .

"same here too , just being andrew's friend is a full reason for me to trust you " I told her honestly ..

Okay so maybe not so honestly Because I don't give trust that easy , I actually don't give trust at all except if I really really can feel that this person in front of me is trust worthy

Yeah I have trust issues

But i meant it i really love and respect andrew not love like romeo and juliet but more like antonio and bassanio .

he is a close person to my heart like a good friend and an amazing boss , I mean he's easy to go with and funny so I like his personality .

sara noticed that i'm not even listening to her

" earth to rose " she murmur

" uhm yeah sorry what were you saying ? " I smiled in an apologising way

" i was asking you why do you trust andrew this much ?" Hum , smart question that i don't know the answer of

" err... i really don't know why ? but he is nice to me since i met him and really kind and i have this feeling that he is a really great person not to mention how of a great boss he is " i think that's why

" yeah he is a really kind hearted great person and helpful , always caring about people who he loves and beautiful and he is so funny right ? " she said making a face

she is in love ... i knew it when i first saw them

" i know " i made her the same exact face she made just for the kick of it

"so what are you up to tomorrow ?" she asked me with waiting eyes

" absolutely nothing " i simply answered her .

" okay i'll pass by your place tomorrow maybe we could cook lunch or something " she said and i almost hugged her , i mean she'll br keeping my company , i really hate sending time alone

" of course i'll be waiting for you " i told her grinning widely .

" you'll be the first to spend time with me at my new place " i told her half laughing

" oh that would be an honour ma'am " she said laughing

"hey ladies time to go " andrew came out of no where and cut us off

i let sara sit besides andrew and i sat at the back seat and there is no sight of mr williams i really need to give him his jacket......

to whom your lying rose you want him to come just that you could see him after what happened just to know wether he's gonna ignore you , be cold with you or even be nice to you which I'm sure that it's impossible to happen more like never will it happen .

Where could he possibly go now ?

what on earths name are you thinking hunter... He can go wherever he wants to go

You just get a grip you fool .

" williams is not coming ?" sara asked as if reading my mind

" cara called him " Andrew said after exchanging a strange look with Sara and my heart is beating really fast racing for it's life

who is cara ? his girlfriend ?

of course rose what did you expect ? a man like williams could survive without having a girlfriend ? a super hot one?

of course not

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it's almost midnight and i'm dying to sleep when i enter my bedroom after taking a shower , the first thing i noticed was the smell filling the room from mr williams jacket , the perfume had spread all over the room like a spider's net , it feels more like him as if he is with me here in my room and the thought send me shivers , my eyes land on the black jacket thrown on my bed i took a grip of it and get it close to my nose to smell it and as it touched my nose i felt something weird happen to me .....

i felt hot and cold , summer and winter , fire and water all at the same time . i don't even know if that's humanly possible and my heart beats started accelerating as if the jacket was on fire I throw it back o. The bed and moved away from it .

This.is.dangerous .

Uh uh Rosabella this isn't good

i don't know what is it a bout him that makes me feel all of those feelings at the same time , this whole thing is new to me but I know that it should stop .

i decided to call tom to try and forget about the whole thing , I'm not sure if he's even awake this late

He answered on the third ring .

"hey tom " i said warmly

" ah ... she's alive , hey rose " tom said laughing and it made me smile .

" did i wake you up " i asked worried

"what? no it's only midnight " he said laughing

" that is late by the way " i said mocking

" only for you sweetie " he said and I nod .

" i'm sorry tom i know , you have all the rights to say that i'm not a good friend because I didn't call you since I got here " i told him apologetically

" don't be , that's first and don't say the word FRIENDS cause you are more than friends we are best friends " he said pressing on the 's' , he's right i feel him as if max they are alike actually

" i really missed you and still though ,things sucks here without any of you guys " i told him and meant it because really I kiddna want them here even if I didn't got to know them that long .

" i do miss you too rose , how are you , rebeca really misses you here too " he said and I sigh

"How is she ? I miss her so much " I asked him

" she is...Uhm... fine we are all great " he said but I hear the hesitation in his voice which got me worried .

" is everything alright tom??" I asked him

" yeah​ don't worry about anything here " he assured me

"okay i will try to believe you "

" so tell me how is seattle doing with you so far? " headed and I laugh lightly.

"oh seattle is great i'm still not used to it here but i'm not feeling bad about not knowing the places cause i really didn't know anything in pullman either so it's the same "I told him with a shrug .

"yeah you didn't have time to explore the whole pullman " he said

"yeah​ i really wanna see you guys " i really do wanna see him and rebeca

" we want to see you too , maybe I could come to you sometimes and maybe we could spend time together ,oh and Rebecca too she'll be there in a second if she knew " what ? would he do that for me ? Would they come from Pullman to Seattle just to see me ?

" would you do that ? like would you come to visit me here in seattle ?" i asked him surprise clear in my voice

" i would do anything for you babe and Rebecca too , beside i really wanna see seattle " he said and my grin is wide on my face .

" what about your lessons ? i mean this is your last and most important semester "

" i know but who cares my father is the chancellor remember and i could come to you in the weekends " he said and I laugh

yeah​ that's logic

" okay when then ??"

"so eager , i see " he laughs

" i could come today if you want ?" is he kidding !!!!

" what , are you kidding ?

"i'll do it if you want ?" he said laughing

" so next monday or saturday??? "

" my pleasure ma'am "he said and you know when you're like so happy that you wanna sing out loud ?

Well that me

Because I want him to come and bring Rebecca and we'll go out together and have fun , even if he didn't bring Rebecca it's fine to just see him .

" thank you tommy really your the best "

after hanging up with him i felt relief i'm really happy that he's coming

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"there is no one in here alberto " a tall huge man is saying he has dark black hair and green eyes and he has a pretty long moustache​

" where could she possibly be ,idiota ? " another man said from down stairs

he is standing in front of me but he can't see me i'm hiding under the old wooden table

i wanna go to my father i'm here i can feel it the nineteen year old me is standing there ,

" leave us alone " i'm yelling at his face but he still not looking , i wanna hit him beat him to death but i can't i'm only standing there , i'm tied by something and it's eating my up inside

"Io uccido tua fottuta famiglia di John" the one down stairs i'm assuming is alberto said , why does he wanna kill us all !!!

"dove è questa cagna" another voice speaks , i feel my chest tightens , my heart itches i want to cry but no tears manage to make their way out of my eyes i want to scream but nothing is coming out , i feel that my whole body is tied with heavy thick robs ...i'm hearing a bell ...a bell ringing

my eyes shot open it's only another nightmare but the door bell is ringing , i quickly managed my way to the door , i'm feeling dizzy , i know i look hell with messy hair and sweaty skin and my eyes are probably red blood shot

as i opened the door it was sara and antonio they look horrified

" god rose " sara said taking me into a tight hug that made me actually cough

" are you okay ? you scared the hell out of me " she said behind her is antonio looking worried as well

" what happened ? and yes i'm fine i was just sleeping "

"god lord " she sighs

"some one is a sleepy head here " Antonio said from her behind smiling sweetly

" i know sorry about that " i smiled at both of them apologetically

"i've been knocking long time ago and your neighbour here mr silvio heard me as well while you didn't " she explained joy in her tone as she looks at antonio and i won't blame her.

he's hot

" mia signora , stai bene? " antonio asked

" si , mi dispiace antonia , for making you worry , you too sara for letting you knock for so long "

"what was that ? i only understood the last sentence " we all laugh

" nah it's okay mia amore beside this is il secondo volta to pump into your guests out here and they are all fine people you are actually making me a favor introducing me to them so that i can have more friends, destra? " he said laughing

the three of us laughed

" wait who did you meet besides me? , i thought you said that i'll be the first to company you in here " oh crap

" you are the first i swear "

" it was williams brown ? right rose " antonio asked , double crap

" wait.....what ? wil !!! wil came.... to you... here ?" shit , now what if i tell her what happened which is nothings but then she might discuss it with him and he'll say that i'm such a stupid teen girl who's is madly thinking about him that she that she can't keep her mouth shut about Williams brown coming to her apartment because he was worried

" it's nothing actually he didn't even come in " i tried my best to give her it's not actually important look

" you'll tell me every single detail now "

"you'll excuse me le signore , see you later rose you too sara " antonio said entering his apartment

after making ourselves coffee we sat on the couch

" so you were telling me something last night " i said referring to andrew

" uh... yeah i will but promise me rose this is only between us okay"

" i pinky promise you"

"okay here we go , look when andrew said friends ..... i looked at him like this b-because we.... are not just friends " okay i know this one it was too obvious

" i know "

" you know what ?" her face pales

" i know that you are together , the way he looked at you , and how you looked at him and let's not mention the kiss "

"oh here lies the problem , we are not together " what???

" oh"

" we are some kind of friends with benefits "

ooooh

" so you only have...uhm..you know together? " i asked not able to say the word

" sex ? yeah you hit the head right on the nail" she said laughing lightly while blushing

now i'm shocked

"shocked hah? " she asked me and i nodded

" look no judgment or anything but how you keep the balance ? i mean how you control your feelings and don't let them involve and spoil everything" i asked flushing

" it's ..... uhm .. you know .... like " she let out a breath

" i don't know " she frowns

" so you love him " i asked bravely

" i don't know but i had always been having a crush on him since i was sixteen but it was just a crush you know be because he was older than me but lately i've been wanting more and expecting a lot"

" and does he always disappoint you ? " I asked her still blushing .

" not always , rose ..... i want him to make love to me not just fuck hard " she almost whispered .

oh god this is my first time talking about this...with a friend , with anyone except max actually , you see max's mind only function around sex and girls and guitar and cars so he talks about those things like the whole 24 hours

" of course you know the difference between fucking and making love , so you'll understand me so well " she said expectingly and I blush

holly shit !!! i don't know the difference but for sure making love sounds better , i didn't look at her when she asked me so she paid her full attention to me

" you know the difference , don't you ? " she is starting to realize it

" N-no ... i don't " i whispered

" ohh-hh ....so is it because you never fucked hard and always made love ? or you never made love before and always fuck ? or you've never had sex before ?" She asked me with waiting eyes .

" i'd go with the third choice " i said quietly blushing furiously biting my lip .

" wait what ??? fuck !! never "she asked shocked and i nodded

" like at all " she seems to be not believing

" Y-yes " i said

" god you still a virgin !!!! " she asked me yet again with wide eyes and i nodded .

"oh my..... i didn't expect it at all " she said more to herself still looking surprised

what ??why??

" why ? do i look like a sex crazed to you " I snapped at her

i'm pissed now

does this even make sense what i said to her sex crazed ! really rose

" oh no i'm sorry rose that's not what i meant , i mean you are beautiful and you have a perfect body and personality so it's hard to believe that no one has fucked you before , really you look like a fucking model that's why " she explained and I feel guilty for snapping at her. Now.

" okay now forget about me and tell me since when have you been in love with andrew " she flushed immediately

" what ? no i'm not .... " i cut her off by saying

" yes sara you were and still , admit it to yourself first so that andrew could see it second " I told her and she nodded

" i won't call it "in love" or "falling" but to answer your question since i was your age" she said

what? isn't she my age ?

How did she even know my age ?

"so how old are you now ?" I asked her.

" i just graduated from Cambridge university so i'm 21 " ohh she's older than me with 2 years .

" you look younger " i said my thoughts and she laughs

I thought that she is at my age

" so you were 19 when you first" fall in love"or whatever you'll call it with andrew ?" I asked her

"no i was eighteen , aren't you supposed to be eighteen ?"she asked confused

How on Earth did she even know my age ? Maybe Andrew told her .

" i am 19 actually " i grin at her

"isn't this your first year at collage ?" she asked yet again

" in WSU yes but collage generally no it' my second i was in FCC before i come to pullman " i said

" okay okay got it and yeah i was 18 and he was williams age , no actually he was a year younger than williams " she said explaining .

wait what ? andrew is older than williams...

" andrew is 26 now while williams is 24 " she answered my thoughts

Williams is older than me with five years , he's actually young .

He just graduated 3 years ago

whoah !!!!! and all this success in 3 years just what our teacher said in economics class .

To be honest i thought he would be 27 maybe 29 Because he is always in grey , black and white beside his vast success don't give away his age but i guess the company was pretty known before williams even got into it , he just made it more known and improved

"surprised ? " sara ask me

" oh i didn't know that andrew is older than mr williams besides i thought mr williams would be like 29 or something like this" i speak

" oh god ! poor williams !!! does he look that old to you ?" she asked laughing

" it's not like that but .... he is so formal as a grown man formal not a 24 year young man who lives his age beside his name gives away that he's old " we both laugh

" but that was not william's choice , he was forced to all those formalities but you should see the funny wil he is hilarious and i know his name is too old for him but what to say lizy insisted on the name " she said laughing

what ??? mr williams hilarious no way , who's lizy ?

"who is lizy ?" i speak for my thoughts

" elizabeth jones brown , william's mother " she said

"OH "

" wait a sec !!! you didn't tell me what williams was doing here ?" She asked narrowing her eyes

holly shit !!!!

" nothing important , now tell me what about......." i was cut by her speaking

" don't try to change the topic big girl ,now answer me c'mon i'm waiting " triple crap

" he said he was worried " that's all what i manage to say

"worried !!!" her face is full of questions

" oh he called me like 20 time or something like that and when i didn't answer he was worried " i speak

" wait ...w-what ? williams came to check on you because he was worried and he called 20 times ?" no sara 22 actually

"yes , trust me i'm surprised as you , but he had to find me , to tell me that the party time had changed and that he'll pick me up at eight " i said quickly

" oh and he picked you alone ?" i feel there is something about her tone

" no andrew was there too " i answered

"oh okay " she simply said and this doesn't satisfy me so my curious self had to ask

" why are you asking soo many question ? it's nothing actually " my smart detective self is trying to get answers without getting suspected

" err....it's just..... not williams he is not that caring so much person and specially for an employee no offence rose i like you so much but... we are speaking about a fact here " she said and every single word makes sense to me

" i know i've been wondering too about this but i don't wanna think of it and maybe because i'm alone here without family and friends he was worried .. " maybe

" yeah maybe .. but hey you got me from now on eh ?"

" i know i do and i'm really happy to be friends with you " i really am happy she is a beautiful , kind and comforting person and she is andrew's gir-sex partner.

sara left at 7 pm and i called mum after then and of course she's herself , asking too many questions , and doubts and too worried that is scares me , poor mum when she finds out about me moving to seattle ... i can't even imagine her reaction or what might she possibly do to me when she knows about this ..ugh , i don't want to imagine

after 2 strict hours of skyping with my professors and taking my week lessons and studding them i might say that i will go to bed to have one hell of a deep sleep .

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it's eight sharp , sam must be down there i shut the door behind me, feeling confident going to work for the first time i think it has something to do with my new cloths as i'm wearing a navy bateau neck dress above the knee length it has a tie waist fit and it's cap sleeved and a neck slimming one button white block blazer and for the first time i'm wearing small bowtie platform pumps, i made my hair a messy braid bun and my make up consists of the usual mascara , eyeliner lipstick but no blush as i'm a natural blusher hah .

sam is waiting down their , opening the black toyota bruise​ door for me , he is so army type .

" hey sam"

" miss rose , you look beautiful " he said smiling

" thank you sam , you too " i said flushing and ride in

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the office phone start ringing

" Hello" I answered formally

" hey rose , bring me the file of Holland's case please , and oh how are you ?" that's andrew

" okay i'll bring it to you and oh i'm fine " i said laughing at the last sentence

i found at the second drawer three files have the name of Holland's case so i took the three

i entered after knocking and there was mr williams standing by the window smiling at andrew he was wearing a Navy tux and white shirt and no tie ...oh my ! he looks so hot with no tie and the first bottom was undone his hair is perfectly combed and his brown eyes made their way slowly towards me and i swear i saw him checking me out .

is it my body ? maybe he noticed that i'm curvy ..i don't really know but his looks made something to me which i don't know what till now ? i'm feeling his coldness , hotness , i'm happy but nervous , i wanna go inside to stand as close as possible to him and i wanna turn around and run away from him , i don't know what''s happening to me , i don't know what is it about him brings me all those uncountable feelings at ones

" rose you look amazing " andrew said smiling , i smiled after flushing of course then my eyes are on brown his eyes are burning in mine

" miss rose " he nod his head in his own sexy way smiling a breath taking smile with his lips crooked at on side appearing his dimple this smoky smile ..Dio aiutami i'm dying here .

it is as if he's doing this dimple smile on purpose ...

but he let go of hunter word i hope miss will be next .

" mr williams " i said smiling lightly at him while i'm melting inside .

" here " i said giving andrew the three files

" i found those three so... you choose " i said , mr williams smiled looking out side the window and what got me confused is that he's acting as if he didn't leave me like that yesterday and I know better that this case is already closed and wouldn't be brought up again so I'll have to act normally like it didn't even happen.

" i'm sorry i know i'm supposed to be an excellent PA but i'm learning i promise " i said feeling for some reason terrible and irresponsible

" no rose i know and besides you are doing great and i really need the three of them so you did me a favour " he said and i smiled at him

" williams don't forget the fashion show opening tonight , we have to go even if it's not that good " andrew said

" how could i forget such a thing andrew " williams said looking annoyed for some reason

" it have to do a thing with a person named cara Because she's modeling there " andrew laughed under his breath , while williams looked pissed now glaring at andrew

"even if i try to escape to go ,blue is going so she won't give me such a chance, man .. she's pain in the ass " mr williams said and i'm sure 100% that he forgot that i'm standing , i'm all curious to know who is cara and blue

" wait ...cara " andrew said and i feel that this cara has a story , and i feel this is not my right place

" if you don't need anything else andrew i'll go " i told him mr williams turn around and i think that's the part were he notices that i'm still standing his eyes pour into mine not blinking

" okay thank you rose" andrew said

as i turned my back to open the door , some one knock on the door i opened it facing michelle

" rose i asked they told me that you're in here " she said

" yeah is every thing okay ?"

" yeah but this blonde grey eyed guy at the reception which is so freaking hot , he's asking for you " she said giggling , but who is this grey eyed guy i only know one blonde grey eyed guy but no no no it couldn't be him

i turned to close the door and mr williams is looking at me his dark eyes are locked in mine and there are questions in his eyes tones of questions .

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