Hey there guys.

so this chapter is an emotional rollercoaster, you better be ready.

I thought I'd warn you.

*This chapter's songs list:
-I love you & No time to die by Billie Eillish.

-Wicked game , cover by James Vincent MacMorrow.

- War of hearts by Ruelle, ( Acoustic version)  up there 👆🏻

enjoy the ride.

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Rose's POV

"you thought i loved you? " he asked laughing with no humour, he looks ugly and merciless. His face is cold and hard, the same one i first saw when I was doing the interview.

"You're nothing ....it was all a game to me " he said again shaking his head with the same smirk that I've always liked.

My heart is beating so fast, every beat hurts even more than the one before it.

"i was forced to be in a relationship with you " he again spite the words, I'm crying so much because his words feel so right.

i was just a game to him so that he can reach his price.

i was the easiest way for him to be the to take his father's company, To have his father's wealth.

"we are a lie that i made " he said slowly his eyes staring dead into mine

This is not Williams.

This is not the man i loved and still love dearly.

That's a monster just like what Ashley said.

We are a lie, a lie he made.

He created us and now he completely destroyed us.

Was it all a lie? Why does my heart refuse this idea!

Every word, every touch and kiss, every eye gaze!

All lies?

i woke up breathing hard and sweating with my chest raising and falling from how bad I'm breathing hard.

Please God! End this torture.

This murderer actually got me the doctor to examine me and to make sure that my baby is fine, I had to shut up and let him see how is my baby's health.

I'll do anything for you my baby.

And thank God my baby is fine but the doctor said that for my baby's sake I better stop screaming and crying and that got me yelling at him.

I'm freaking kidnapped and he expects me to stay cool and laugh about it?

Some things sometimes happen without our control.

I can't numb my pain or silent my wailing in despair and agony soul.

I've never been that hurt or that sad in my entire life and for that I can never forgive Williams nor be with him, even if it means stepping on my heart.

Death would be considered easier than leaving Williams.

He's everything that I've got.

He was my happiness and laughter, he was the freaking reason behind everything beautiful in my life and that's why my mind can't fathom to believe that the betrayal came from him!!

He was the last person ever that I would think that he would hurt me that much.

That's why I need to let go.

I once told him that he destroyed me for any other man and I only fit for him and I meant every word.

I can no longer picture myself with any other man; I can no longer trust any other man.

I need to let go of Williams and live my life with my baby because no matter what he does or what explanation he had to do, I will never forgive him that if I even let him speak to me ever again.

I do not forgive lying and I absolutely despise lairs so imagine that the closest person to me betrayed me like that and I was nothing but just a game to him.

When I look back at out relationship I can't even distinguish between the true moments and the lying moments.

When was he lying and when was it real?

Was any of it even real?

I don't think I will ever be able to look into his face again.

But you'll let your baby be without a father? You will force him to live your same miserable life?

You were forced onto being fatherless and now you are willing to let you baby go through the same kind of torture!!!

You can't be this merciless Rosabella.

My thoughts were like a hard slap on my face.

How can I think like that!

I can never make my kid go through the pain I went through and I went through it because my father was actually dead, but my Williams is still here, I can never do this to my kid.

What the hell am I supposed to do now!!

My mind is so tired of thinking and I can't do anything about it.

I'm trapped in this room with nothing else to do but think.

I heard men shouting, a lot of men that it startled me.

What the hell is going on!

When I heard gun shots everywhere I knew that Williams probably found me.

And damn my heart whose beats accelerated for him and the thought of his mere existence.

Damn me.

I walked to the window in the room and took a look outside, carefully so that no gun shot comes my way or anything.

Oh God...

There are a lot of police men with guns, rifles and machine guns, there are also like two helicopters.

My eyes kept searching for one person between all those men.

Then I saw him.

My heart is in a frantic state challenging every law of nature and human anatomy to rip itself out of my chest.

I swallowed hard and tried to calm myself down.

This can't be a lie!

My feelings! The way I felt him!

The way my heart is sure of his love for me, this can never be a lie!

But does he deserve this though?

He's walking with a rifle in his hand aiming shots at Alberto's men knocking them down as he moves with the police men forward towards the doors of the building I'm in.

An involuntary sob came out my mouth at his sight.

He came to save me.

I also notice Eric and Alejandro.

They all seem very good with guns.

Maybe they served in the army or something.

Suddenly the door of the room I'm in busted open with a crazy looking Eivan coming my way.

His eyes are wide with fear and something else. His hair looks messy from tugging at it, I think.

He's coming my way quickly, I stepped back from him.

"Stay the fuck away from m-" he cut me off with his loud shout.

"HE CAN NEVER TAKE YOU AWAY FROM ME" he shouted at me looking really mad right now that it scared me, he grabbed me from my elbow and pushed me out of the room harshly.

I'm struggling to get out of his grip but it's really getting harder as I try because he squeezes harder on my skin.

I kept shouting at him to leave me but it's as if he went deaf.

He dragged with me forced behind him, I better say he ran and dragged me with him.

He stopped in front of a lift at the end of the corridor we were running through.

"let go of my you bastard" I shout at him but no vain he's not even listening to me or paying attention.

"ROSABELLA..." I heard a faint shout of my name. it's William's voice.

Tears of joy roll down my eyes.

Finally I'm leaving this shit hole.

"WILLIAMS...I'M HERE" I screamed from the top of my lungs so that he could hear me out but wince in pain after and took a hold of my belly. Suddenly Eivan shoved me into the elevator and came in then pressed the R letter which I think means the roof.

My thoughts were answered when the lift moved upwards.

"he will kill you, you animal" I spit in his face and his reaction was a shocking one I never saw coming.

He slapped me again but this time he had a ring in his hand which I particularly felt its hard sting against my lower lip and indeed I tasted the metallic substance in my mouth.

What the fuck!

My head started buzzing from the hard slap and my cheek really stings.

"look what you made me do?" he shouts at me as if I was the reason into why he slapped me.

He's screaming at me like some lunatic who lost it.

And If I wasn't in this situation I'm in and I'm probably on the edge of dying I would've sang the rest of the line of Taylor swift's song but unfortunately I can't because I'm busy trying to make this animal let go of me.

"you are sick" I told him slowly with venom dripping down my voice.

I'm sure he can see on my face how much he disgust me and how much I really hate him.

"I'm sorry, I swear that I love you, I didn't mean to Rosabella, I really didn't mean to" he apologized quickly in a very terrified voice and what scared me the most is the look in his eyes.

He's looking at me with this plea to forgive him it's as if he worships me that much that he can't stand that he hurt me yet he's blaming me for it!

He really is sick.

Sick with me.

I'm his disease.

This is really terrifying.

"I will never hurt you again, I'm not him.. I'm not Williams" he tried to assure me his good intentions looking into my eyes smiling hopefully yet with tearing eyes as if I didn't forgive him, he'll cry.

I really am scared now, he's not normal.

I nodded slowly and his smile widen.

Even his smile is a creepy up normal on.

He's too close to me that it gave me dreadful shills and I momentarily stopped breathing, waiting for him to move away.

With the bling of the elevator he moved away pulling me behind him but I notice his grip not as harsh as before and I took a note.

When I treat him good he let his guard down.

We got out then on the left were a small stair case that we ascend till he opened a metal heavy door and we came on the roof.

He's running and dragging me behind him and I'm finding it really hard to breath at the moment.

My belly really hurts and my I'm very short in breath.

The sun is just rising I think we might be 5 am or 6 am.

As soon as I saw the huge helicopter waiting on the roof top with Alberto in it and they're waiting for us, Panic took control over me and I started to cry frantically.

Oh my god!

They're taking me away!

To God knows where!

"n-n-no p-please Eivan.. don't take me away...p-per favore" I cried out begging him and tried to wiggle out of his hand grip but he won't oblige he kept dragging me behind him, each step we took near the helicopter my heart drops into my legs and my breath leaves my body is sharp gasps.

"P-please... I'll do anything you ask for but let us stay here" I kept begging him and crying badly but he's absolutely ignoring me.

What have I done in my life to deserve all of what have been happening those past couple of days!

"STOP RIGHT NOW AND STAY WHERE YOU ARE." someone shouted from behind us which made Eivan stop in his track and look behind us, me as well.

Four armed men in black and three army men in the army uniform are standing all aiming their guns and rifles our way, his way.

Relief washes over me.

Finally they're saving me and my baby.

Then I saw him push past them urgently and forcefully till he's standing in front of them all with pale face and a rising and falling rapidly chest. His eyes looks lost yet have a very dangerous gleam in them as if he's yearning to hurt someone. I think I might know who this someone is.

Our eyes locked together, his eyes spoke for him, I'm sure mine did as well.

They said how much worried he is and how much he's going insane and that he's on the very edge of losing it.

What if he's lying right now?

With this thought, I looked away.

"Eivan leave her right now" Williams shouted at Eivan aiming his gun his way.

The look Williams is having for Eivan makes me know that he'll not hesitate a moment to actually shoot him and if Eivan knew Williams for a moment in his life, he'll know this too.

I screamed at Evian's sudden move.

He pushed me to him and aimed his gun on my neck all of the sudden which made me scream.

My back is against his front, with one hand he's aiming his gun towards my neck poking it really hard that it made me cough and with his other hand he's grabbing both of  my wrists I his big grip.

"woah woah calm down."

"Put your gun down this moment"

"You better leave this gun right now"

"Careful, you don't want to do that"

They all talked to him not Williams though, his eyes are alarmed now and calculating something and his eyes are boiling with anger yet he looks really scared at the moment.

"I will fuck you up, remember my words Eivan. I will fuck your entire life up for laying you filthy fingers on her" Williams warned him with a dangerous voice speaking through his teeth.

"you will never take her away" Eivan shouts at Williams which made him clench his jaw hard.

"she belongs to me" Eivan told Williams again and I can see the smirk in his voice, it was then when I felt Eivan's filthy tongue against my cheek.

Oh my god

I closed my eyes in pure disgust.

I really wanna throw up now.

I heard Williams's animalistic growl and when I opened my eyes Williams was already coming our way like a lion jumping on his prey yet three army men took a hold of him.

He kept shouting and pushing past them but they held him firmly.

"I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU EIVAN, I'LL SHOW YOU MOTHERFUCKER, I'LL CUT THAT TONGUE OUT OF YOUR FUCKING THROAT" Williams kept shouting and yelling and this shit face just laughed because he managed to get Williams to lose his control.

But I noticed that when Williams was ready to jump on Eivan, Eivan was scared, he moved to the back with me and held the gun tighter to my neck.

Some of the men kept talking to Williams till they managed to make him gain control again.

His eyes looked at me and the amount of concern and rage that was in his eyes made me know that no he can't be faking this.

This can't be a lie.

Why would he risk his life for a lie?

He won't have come in the first place; he could have left the police deal with it.

But here he is in front of the lunatic guy who took me.

He's standing bravely in front of a guy who's holding a gun in his hand and he's not scared or afraid.

I know that Eivan won't hurt me but he can hurt any of them specially Williams, Williams too knows this yet here he is, fearless and brave.

"Look behind you Eivan! Your father left you" one of the army men spoke which made Eivan looks back quickly and it was really true, his father flew away with his helicopter, not far away just a few meters away from the roof top.

I would say that he got away but I saw one of the two helicopters flying after him so I hope they really catch him and end this torture for my family and me.

Evian's breath started to accelerate even more and he fixed the gun harder into my neck.

"Eivan put your gun down, there's no place where you can go" Williams spoke to him strictly with controlled voice.

"I won't give her to you" Eivan screamed at Williams who clinched his jaw and came a couple of foot near us.

"Stay where you are or I'll shoot her" Eivan warned him and Williams stopped moving, by now there are like 20 armed men around us surrounding Eivan and me and Williams. Eric and Alejandro too.

"I dare you to. Try and touch her you mother fucker" Williams spoke to him in disgust.

Eivan won't budge like this, Williams is only provoking him and I know he doesn't mean to, he's just really mad and worried and Eivan succeeded in triggering him and pissing him off.

"h-hey Eivan listen to me" I spoke softly to him.

"i-i-I will come with you" I told him softly acting nice.

"j-just y-you and me, okay?" I told him again trying to sound normal and soft but my crying and shattering are making it seem hard.

It seems that even though Williams knows that I'm lying but my words made him angry and he flare his nostrils but stayed silent.

"you hate him right? He lied. I didn't" he asked me and I nodded.

"I do.. I d-don't love him" I told Eivan and witnessed Williams head bend down in shame and sadness.

Slowly with my eyes I saw the shadow of one of the army men moving behind Eivan and my inside calms a bit.

"Eivan let go of her" Williams told him again coming our way this time quicker than he should have.

"I SAID STAY AWAY" Eivan shouted again and I hear a gun shot.

Oh my god.

Williams stopped still in his place with wide shocked eyes.

Everything stilled.

My breathing stopped.

Literally for five seconds my breath stopped coming out or going in.

I can hear my heavy heart beats loud and clear, all voices are muted then I only heard my loud gasp and my eyes widen in pure shock as I witnessed Williams white shirt has a small red stain over his heart that kept getting bigger and bigger. Williams has a blank look on his face then he looked at his shirt and touched the red stain and he frowns then again looked my way, our eyes locked, my wide panicked eyes with his dull ones before he fell to the ground.

A loud scream escaped my lips carrying his name.

All air is knocked out of my chest. I kept gasping for air.

I can't speak nor breathe.

I'm trying to speak but all is coming out are heavy gasps of air.

Everything happened in a slow motion.

Williams fell to the ground, the army man shot Eivan from his back and the other two from his front, he let go of me.

I struggled to run to Williams who's one the ground with a pool of blood under him.

It's as if I'm paralyzed, my legs are so heavy and can't carry me.

I'm trying to gasp as much air as I can into my lungs so that I can speak.

As soon as I reach him I kneeled down on the floor next to him.

I wail loudly with tears streaming down my face at the scene before my eyes.

The most precious person to me after my dad is sleeping on the floor drowning in his blood and there's a chance that he might leave me just like my father.

"n-n-no.. no no no you c-can't do this to me please no please" I kept on begging him breathily because my wailing and crying makes it very hard to breath, the amount of pain my heart is receiving makes it very hard to focus on anything else but the pain including the breathing.

I took his head onto my lap and cried for him to stay with me.

"y-y-you can't... listen to me you can't" I kept crying, everything is shaking with in me.

"Oh God! Fuck no! Please no no no no" Eric kept his hands on the bleeding wound while begging his brother to stay with us, his tears never stopping for ones.

"WE NEED A FUCKING AMBULANCE OR ANYTHING. HE'S DYING" Alejandro shouted at the men standing as he ran frantically pulling his hair and not knowing what to do.

"Son? Not you Williams no please no, not again" I heard Joe's terrified voice behind Eric before he bend on the ground grabbing Williams's hand that is lying on the cold floor.

"No God please not my kid again, please. you already took one" Joe kept begging looking horrified himself.

"WHERE IS THE HELICOPTER? DO ANY FUCKING THING" Eric screamed at the armed men around us and they all said that it's here, just a minute away.

A minute is too long, he won't survive, and we need it now!!

Come on Williams you won't do this to me. You need to wake up.

"oh god the blood is too much " I cried harder and Eric pushes harder on the wound.

"He'll make it Rosabella" Eric told me but it seemed as if he was telling himself this.

"Wake up Williams please stay with me my love, stay with us. Me and your baby" I cried as I took a grip of his other hand squeezing hard.

The blood is too much and I can't stand the idea that he might die and leave me alone.

Please Williams stay with me, lie all the way you want but stay around.

He opened his eyes very weakly staring into my eyes.

"Oh my god.. Williams please stay with me" I begged him crying my heart out.

He said something but I couldn't hear him, his voice is too weak.

"No don't speak just keep your eyes opened for me and your baby, will you do this for us my love!" I kept talking to him and removing his hair from his forehead.

"f-forgive..me...p-please" his cracked very weak voice begged me to forgive him, I couldn't help but sob.

Oh Williams.

"I'll do anything you want me to do just please stay with me" I told him then the medical helicopter arrived and medics came down and we all moved till they took him and placed him inside the helicopter.

I insisted that I'll never leave his side and that I'll go with him also he was whimpering my name so they figured that it'll do him good if I stayed by his side.

The helicopter moved with me and him and the medics and his father Joe and Eric.

Please god.

All I'm asking is to keep him alive for me and his baby.

I can't imagine my life without him.

I thought I can but now I know that I never can.

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Oh my God!

What the hell just happened?

Okay dramatic much? but come on this is our lover boy here and he just got shot!

*remember how sad were we when Lucifer got shot and was about to die that episode 1x13🥺*

poor Lucifer.. i mean Williams.

hope you liked it, stay tuned.

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