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chapter 75

Hey babies.
So this chapter is quit emotional.
Get ready.

Enjoy .

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Have you ever had your heart broken so bad to the point where the pain is a continuous, unstoppable currents, one after the other faster than it should.

it's as if your heart is in a pain loop actually, one the you can't escape.

I've been hurt before when my father died. You see I'm familiar with pain yet I didn't expect that the pain I received from Williams's betrayal would actually destroy me way more than my father's death. The way it broke me exceeded the way my father's death broke me. I was eight years old then still a child and as I grew up pain started to form into more than just a feeling and into more forms, it became the fact that I'm fatherless; the need to have someone as my man and my shelter for me and mother and not finding him. It was always the fact that I'm fatherless and the wish for him to be there and he still won't be there.

They say that as you grow up and time passes you forget the pain, but I absolutely disagree.

I believe that time ease the pain, cast it away just a little but you never forget, the person you lost becomes memory of happy times.

So my father's death pain isn't as fresh as it was yesterday, by day it eases away.

Williams did me worst.

At least my father didn't mean to hurt me. Williams knew what he was doing, he used me! I was forced onto him and he asked for something in return!

I was a bargain between him and his father.

Do they think people's hearts are a toy in their freaking hands!

They don't have any excuse.

There would have been hundreds of way to protect me instead of forcing your son to make me fall for him so that he could keep an eye on me!

I'm doubting everything he ever said to me, even his touch and kisses, I'm doubting the way his eyes looked into mine, his eyes were the eyes of a lover! they promised me a lot of things, did he ever mean any of them??

The worst feeling even is not trusting anyone and doubting everything you've lived.

I don't trust williams and I doubt that I can ever trust him again that if he sees me again.

I'm not sure if that's me speaking or my pain.

How can life be this cruel?

One moment you're on top of it and within seconds you fall so hard on the ground!

I'm so broken to the point where I think I won't ever be okay again, I won't be able to rise again.

Why Williams?

Why would anyone do this to any other person!

Make a person fall in love with you in aim to reach something!

I'm not sure I will ever be able to look into his face again or even hear him out or any explanation he has to do.

I lost trust in him and he lied, he lied even though he knows how this affects me.

Listen at yourself you pathetic girl. Lied? Just lied? Does this what makes you angry! He fucking faked his love!!

My thoughts are driving me to insanity!

Everything makes sense now actually, why his face would turn pale all of a sudden whenever I talk about lying and why he used to always tell me that I'd hate him for what he's hiding.

He wasn't lying.

Silly me! I used to say that nothing will make me leave you; little did I know that I was just a bargain.

I thought our baby was out of love making, I guess not.

Now I know that Andrew knew and Sarah too. It's all starting to make sense actually, Andrew's warnings and Sarah's words.

How generous were they trying to send me signals because they're such nice persons with good conscious..

Please do note my heavy sarcasm.

So his friends are liars, just like him.

Who knows who else knows and participated in deceiving me.

I rub my belly because this pain has been going on from the moment I heard till now and I've been in this room for about a day and the pain is becoming unbearable by the minute.

I have no idea where I am or who is locking the door and the window because I've tried opening them but I don't mind being kidnapped or even killed at the moment, pain is consuming everything within my soul and I've been doing nothing but crying for the past 9 or 10 hours, I slept more like fainted out of crying badly then woke up again to continue crying again.

I'm bathetic.

I heard the door being opened and I look up from my knees since I'm on the bed bending my knees to my chest and burying my head inside.

It's Eivan.

Waoh woah !

What the hell?

Eivan is the one who kidnapped me? All this time I thought Alberto or one of his men but now I'm shocked and I think he noticed how wide eyes I am.

He chuckled and walked into the room and took a seat on the edge of the bed.

Does Williams know that Eivan kidnapped me?

You're still thinking of Williams you stupid thing!! After all what you've known!!

"I know piccolo, you must be surprised I know. "He chuckled softly looking actually happy.

He looks as if he achieved something he's been going after for a very long time.

"Where am I Eivan? Where did you take me?" I asked him with low voice.

Maybe I'm at his place? I mean this place does not look like a place to kidnap someone its way too fancy and clean for that.

I haven't eaten and I've been crying so much and screaming so I have no voice or energy left.

"you are at the Silvio's estate, my home" he told me proudly.

So I am at his place.

Okay..

...

Why again?

"and what am I doing here in your home? please take me to my mother. I'm really tired" I told him with annoyed face.

I've had it for today. I really am not okay at all.

"this is your new home, no one knows where this place is so no one will ever find you, not Williams or his fucking annoying father Joe" he said angrily as he stood up.

My eyes now widen in alarm.

What the fuck is he saying??

Williams supposed to be one of his closest friends!

"Eivan? What the hell?" I stood up now angry as my heart beats starts to pick up.

I whine in pain holding my tummy while standing up.

Is this some sick joke!!

What the hell is going on!

"hey calmati caro" he said as he went in attempt to take ahold of my arms to calm me down.

"Eivan I'm really not okay...i-i-I need to go home. Stop this" I cried as I speak holding my belly because the ache is becoming way harder now.

I feel like dying.

I just wanna go home away from everyone and just cry myself to bed.

And by home I mean back in Fresno, not Williams apartment or the dorms with beki. I need to be away from everyone.

I'm hoping that this is all a bad dream and maybe if I sleep when I wake up this whole nightmare will pass away.

"there is someone I'd like you to meet" he said proudly as he opens the door further and walks in a huge stranger yet at the same time someone I know very very well.

Someone who is engraved into my memory.

Huge and old, yet has an athletic physique for a man in his age with his black hair swept away from his forehead with not even a stray of grey hair, all black. As he stepped inside it was as if every dark moment of my past came in front of my eyes.

My lonely childhood.

My incomplete adulthood.

Sleepless nights.

Unstoppable tears.

Every panic attack.

This is all something and the moment when his steel blue eyes clashed with mine is another thing.

My breath is trapped, I can't manage to breathe probably and my whole body is ice cold.

Alberto stood in front of me.

My father's killer.

The reason behind every nightmare I had and still have.

The man I loathe the most yet fear the most.

"Rosabella, meet Alberto Silvio, My father" Eivan said proudly

His what?

Oh no no this can't be true.

As dramatic as it sounds but I gasped out loud, my eyes will practically pop out of their place out of shock. I'm looking rapidly between the two of them, trying to figure out what the hell is he saying.

His father!!!

Oh my god!

What the fuck is going on?

This is too much for me.

I can't.

All this time Alberto knew everything because of Eivan!

If Alberto is Eivan's father and Eivan is the enemy so practically speaking Antonio is as well !

Oh god no!

Is everything in my life a lie?

I trusted Antonio! For fuck sake I left him with my family alone during this past two weeks thinking that they're in safe hands!!

Him and emma grew too close to each other!!

She freaking likes him!

And I shipped it, I encouraged her!

I thought he was a friend, just like I thought Williams was a lover.

I wasn't wrong when I thought that everything in my life is a fucking lie.

They all lied to me.

"buona sera, ragazzo." He spoke with a cold voice yet holding a neutral smile.

(good evening, kid.)

His voice brought more bad memories, more than it should have.

How he was the only sound I remember as a kid, calling out for Sonia like a mad man.

My toes started to curl and uncurl and all my limbs grew ice cold.

I can't go into panic attack, not when I'm pregnant and in front of this killer.

For very long I wanted to meet him, I wished his death and wanted nothing but to strangle him with my own bare hands.

He's the reason behind my whole life misery.

"So che devi essere scioccato." He told me smirking as he took a seat on the bed behind where i'm standing. I moved away from both of them with my back to the room's door and my face to them.

(i know you must be shocked.)

They look alike.

The same hard and cold face but Alberto's is way much more colder and harder and older too.

"not really, he's as filthy as you" i answered back in disgust without hesitation.

Eivan's nose flare but alberto laughs with no humor.

"sei audace proprio come tua madre e tua zia" he spoke with a smirk.

(you are bold just like you mother and aunty)

" don't you fucking talk about them" i fired with venom.

I loath this guy, i've grown up hating him.

"why are you doing this? Wasn't killing my father enough for you!" i screamed at him with angry tears.

He wants me dead as well! Or he wants sonia dead and mamma!

I've had enough really.

He stood up tall like the building he is with stormy dark grey eyes now looking mad and somehow hurt.

As if this cold blooded killer has feelings.

"non volevo ucciderlo, ma lui li ha portati via, ha portato via SONIA!!" he shouted at me now anslouetly angry and i was taken a back so i moved a couple of steps away from him.

(i didn't want to kill him, but he took them away, he took SONIA away !!)

I know he's a killer, i mean he's the reason into why i'm an orphan, into why i'm fatherless, yet my fucked up mind saw a hopless lover trapped in there.

You fucking lunatic! You're giving excuse to every fucked up guy in your life, williams and now him! You're father's killer!!

"non ti sei chiesto forse non ti voleva nemmeno? forse non ti amava." I told him with venom dripping out of my words.

(you didn't ask yourself maybe she didn't even want you? maybe she didn't love you.)

He's breathing harder now, not looking mad yet looking hurt, the kind of hurt that once could have destroyed him but not anymore.

Weirdly i feel him.

Williams hurt me so bad to the point where i can't really find myself anymore.

It's like no matter what alberto does to me, he can't do anymore damage, not more than what is already done.

I'm at the highest level of destruction now, i can't be destroyed anymore than i am, nothing is left.

Not only he destroyed me for any other man, he destroyed the confidence i had in myself and every believe i had in me and my life.

I no longer trust people, they are punch of fucking liars or lunatics.

"e forse avrebbe potuto! forse avrebbe potuto amarmi quanto io amo lei." He told me with ansloutley broken eyes.

As if.

(and maybe she could have! maybe she could have loved me as much as i love her.)

He said love her, not loved her.

Does this mean that he still loves her? That maybe, must maybe he has been chasing us all this time to get to her to make her love him and that's it and not for any kind of vindetta?

"ma tuo padre me l'ha portato via. ha colto ogni occasione che potevo avere, si è messo sulla mia strada ecco perché ha deciso." He spoke with a more calmer voice, back to his old composed cold self as if he didn't just declare to the daughter of the man he killed that her father had to die because he stood in his way.

(but your father took that away from me. he took every chance i might have got, he stood in my way that's why he deid.)

His words made me so fucking angry.

I can feel my face boiling with anger and my belly ache increase but I didn't let it show.

"so he took away your love and that's why you killed him, okay. Now you tell me what am I supposed to do to you? Hah? " I screamed in rage pushing him backwards with my hands on his chest.

Of course he did not move one bit.

"you took my whole world not only my love!!" I screamed louder

"calmati rose" Eivan tried but I didn't look his way for once.

"should I kill you now as you killed him?" I screamed with furious tears rivering down my face.

"you made me fatherless" again I hit him

Never for once my tears stopping.

"you took away my happiness" I tried again but he grabbed both of my hands in his from my wrists.

"abbastanza" he shouts but instead of shutting up I started to crying harder and whining in pain.

( enough )

My belly hurts so much.

The cramps are too much to handle.

My baby!!!

There is a strong clench down my belly bottom so hard that I can't inhale probably.

"Rosabella?" Eivan neared me looking concerned.

Alberto loose his grip looking confused now.

"Cosa c'è che non va?" he asked his son looking for some fucked up reason worried for me.

( what's wrong?)

Oh my god it hurts so much.

Please god let my baby be fine and in good health.

Everything is going so bad in my life right now, everything is a lie.

My mother and Sonia lied, Williams and his father and his friends, Eivan and Antonio as well, and who knows who else is lying.

This baby is the only truth I know and sure of, my only happiness and reality.

If he went away as well that would be it for me.

"m-my baby.. i-I need a doctor" I cried in pain harder curling down in the floor.

"CHE COSA??? lei è incinta?" alberto shouted at his son in an unhidden shock. Eivan looked at the ground without one word looking actually scared of his father.

What?

He didn't know?

(WHAT??? she's pregnant?")

"questa informazione cambia tutto, Eivan." He told Eivan as he got out his phone call shaking his head.

(this information changes everything, Eivan.)

What?

What will it change?

Will he let me go because of my baby?

"che cosa? cosa intendi?" Eivan asked him looking panicked now

(what? what do you mean?)

"stai zitto" he ordered him and started making some calls going out of the room.

(shut up)

Eivan kneeled down beside me. I'm still curled into a ball on the ground crying out of pain.

Suddenly Eivan carried me bridal style.

I'm so disgusted by him right now, way more than Williams. Actually I'd rather be with Williams than be around this fucking traitor.

They all treat him and his brother as family!

How could they!

"let go you piece of shit" I growled out in anger but hissed in pain and it was then that I noticed that whenever I'd scream or raise my voice or become too angry my belly ache would increase more.

"shshsh amore mio" he hushed me down as he placed me on the bed making me sit straight he wanted me to sleep on my back but I growled in anger and warning when his filthy hands neared me so he raised them in surrender and took a seat on the side beside me.

" Rosabella, I love you." He told me sincerely and my eyes widen in shock.

Wait what?

What the fuck?

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Woah!
That's even too much for me to handle!
Poor rose, she has been going through a lot really.

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