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"so is it true ?" she asked me raising hrt eyebrow and at the moment i'm not so sure if i like her beside her looking like a slut in a short like really shot tight skirt that did nothing to hide her panties and a red tight button up shirt with the first three open making her cleavage popping out of her own bra , she came here to know the goodies , wether me and williams are together or not and for that I'm not pretty sure if I can stop myself from strangling her .

" Hello to you too Zoe , what's true ?" I asked her smiling acting dumb

two can play her dumb game .

" Oh hey .. so you and mr williams , hah ? "she fake giggled and I wanted to puke.

"What ? me and mr williams ?" i again asked her shrugging like I do not know what the hell she's talking about .

and she glared me.. hah! the mask finally fell off

"don't play dumb you little slut , i know you fuck him for his money " she said with low warning voice narrowing her eyes and coming my way slowly like the snake she is and i'm sure that my jaw is touching the ground now .

what the actual hell ?

did she just call me a slut !!

"listen zoe...if you're calling me a slut i suggest you take a look in the mirror ...what happens between me and mr williams is not of your god damn business !! " i said with a calming voice but couldn't help the high tone at the end and boiling i think is the right word to describe her , she came even close to me fuming and i stood up too , she came till she's face to face with me I'm taller than her yet it didn't seem to intimidate her in anyway cause she's glaring at me so hard yet me on the other side is just looking at her boringly

"you bitch...i'll make you pay for your words " she threatened me but i laugh with no humor

I hate fake girls like her , I could eat two on breakfast and my digestive system won't even be able to recognize them . Take that b*tches.

"i'd like to see you try " i told her raising an eyebrow with that challenging look .

I Saw the action happening before my eyes , she raised her hand in aim to slap me , i was waiting for the collide , to be honest for a moment I was scared cause I remembered that night , no one ever slapped me except that guy who I remember nothing but his grey scary eyes.

I waited for the collision but it never happened  because a certain voice spoke and stopped her hand mid air .

"i dare you to complete what you were about to do " williams cold voice bommed in the whole office sending chills all the way down my spine and causing Zoe to literally freeze , i opened my eyes again and saw zoe standing there with wide scaring eyes and pale face , she slowly lowered her hand and stood back away from me with a very obvious shaking body .

"m-m-mr w-williams....she...she started it ...she hited me first " she told her lie with shaky voice as if i really did what she just said , she looks like a ghost now with pale skin

The guts she has !

"what ?" i said frowning deeply amd turned to look at williams who's coming my way now and fuming would be an understatement , his looks actually made me worried cause I've never seen him before looking this scary  and ready to kill whoever is in front of him , his eyes are dark with anger and his fists and jaws are clenched and his face is hard , he came and stood beside me warping an arm around my waist tightly pulling me to him  , her eyes followed the action and took notice .

what a snake she is !

" i was standing there all along , from the moment you entered so lying darling isn't a choice , let me tell you this zoe , if you weren't a girl , i would have beaten the shit of you after firing you " he said slowly and so coldly with acidity and if possible her face pales even more.

"uhm...mr...b-brown...i-"he cut her of by raising his hand a sign for her to shut up and she did .

"you're fired "he said and turned to face me his eyes softening as if she's not even here

"you okay ?" he asked me and i nod

"no please mr brown just give me another chance , I'm sorry please ... Just hear out " she begged him and his face harden again but he didn't turn around to face her , he's still looking at me .

"tell who sent you that she is my girlfriend so  if i see you or cara even one foot close to her ...i'll make sure to end both of your carriers from my place and that would be just the start sweetheart . Just to let you know i'd be more than happy to put some files here in use ... show yourself out of my fücking company " he told her with so much ease as if he's not saying anything threatening or even bad , her eyes are wide and she's breathing heavy now and I know for a fact that she and cara had done really bad things that Williams know off and that she's scared to death now then she stormed out of the office looking ready to kill anyone steps her way .

"did she do anything to you ? " he asked me looking concerned cupping both of my cheeks asking me softly and i shook my head . His mask is off and now I'm face to face with my Williams and the idea calms me from the inside.

"i'm okay ..but what you said...it's...it wasn't worth it williams... You fired her ,what if she has no other income recourse ?" i asked him frowning ...

i of course appreiate him defending me and it only made me love him the more ...but what he did was just...i think he over reacted the whole thing,in the end she didn't slap me  .

I just can't help feeling guilty for him firing her .

"she can go fuck herself out of my company , i was only keeping her cause cara was bugging me about hiring her bestfriend that's all . she's a useless excuse for a working human ". He said shrugging and I signed .

"  beside do you actually think that i would have let her stay another moment after i came here and saw her about to slap you ?? fuck no !! what else did she say ?" he asked me looking furious and he has this possessive grip on my waist which made me know that he's getting angry by his own thoughts now .

"only what you heard " i told he shrugging .

"which is ? i only saw her trying to hit you " he said raising an eyebrow , I frown in confusion .

"didn't you say that you heard the whole thing and that you've been here all along ?" i asked him confused

I promise that I heard him saying just that !!

"Well i lied ...i didn't hear anything .... i couldn't just stand there and watch her lie about you hitting her and shit and I know that would have never done that " he said raising his hands in the air while shrugging as if to make me understand his point of view .

The fact that he knows me so well made my eyes almost tear cause he stood there and lied so confidently about me not hitting her and he was sure that I didn't do it and he was absolutely right , no one ever knew me as  good as Williams does and the thought overwhelmed me actually .

" how are you so sure that she was lying ? maybe i hited her and cursed her first ?" i asked him smirking and he smirks too then pulled me by my waist to him

"no baby i know you better " he said then trailed kisses from the base of my neck till me earlope

his kisses are soft and wet with sounds making my core clench and a moan escaped my mouth

"you can't even hurt a fly..and baby you don't curse "he breathed in my ear sending shivers all the way to my spine and goos pumps appear on my skin , the way his trailing the soft kisses like a Melody on my skin made me moan closing my eyes .

i'm actually happy , he walked in here and defended me and lied for me which oddly his lie was just the truth then he actually fired her for me , he also told loren to always let me in his office without her permission , he's not ashamed of me , he's telling every one that i'm his girlfriend and now if cara is not sure about me and williams i guess zoe will confirm her , it's not surprising that zoe is cara's bestfriend , it's obvious their personalities are alike but what bothered me is the fact that cara is making zoe spy on me for her  , her eye in the company .

But anyway she's gone now

my thoughts were cut off when I felt  williams mouth nearing my heated erected nipple through the shirt while with his hand and he star tugging and twisting the nipple by his thumb and forefinger  and the thin fabric of the white shirt is not doing anything to hide my erecting nipples

"you're so sexy...and all mine " he said and  bit on my skin at the base of my neck making me moan and arch my back.

"we better go before i bend you over this desk and fück the fúcking life out of you and you'll not Appreiate that or andrew and the whole company hearing your screams , bella " he told he and his words made me moan then suddenly he moved away making me whimper and pout

"look who's pouting now ..oh it's the goddess who gave me the most mind-blowing blow job six hours ago" he said and i blush , he kisses my pout away .

"c'mon andrew told me you can leave ..i'll drop you home " he told me and i nodded and we make our way down 

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" hey mama .." i said to mum smiling through the phone

i really miss her .

Even if we're not always on the same side but I miss her so bad .

"caro...how are you mio bambina ?"she said with a wam voice and that made me miss her the more .

"va bene signora andreya de'luca..how's sonia ?" i asked her while sitting on the couch flipping through channels of the TV boringly

"she's fine ....she misses you though ..a lot...tell me how is williams ? are you two good ?"she asked actually with warm concerned voice

woah ! she really likes him .

" he's great mama..and yeah we are fine now , we're past the whole thing ..oh i met his mother today..mum she's so nice and absolutely kind ... she liked me and invited me to-"i didn't get to finish cause mum's surprising words stopped me .

"you met elizabeth " she said and i stoped mid sentence

how does she even know her name ?

now i recall her telling williams that he is elizabeth and joseph's son

how come i forgot to ever ask her ?

i even forgot to ask williams what did he say to actually change mama's mind about everything

"mum ?" i trailed

god please don't let her shut me down

"what rosabella ?" she sighed

She already know what I'm gonna say .

"how come you know william's parents names ?" i asked her and the line goes silent

what is going on ?

"mum?" i called her again

"it's a matter of public record darling , everyone knows them " she said after a while but somehow i'm not convinced

"but mum you sounded as if you know them in person " i told her what i can remember

"no rosabella and already quit talking about it ..i need to go i have a night shift at the hospital ...take care of yourself " she said and with that she hung the phone

what the hell is going on ?

i'm way beyond confused

if she knew them why would she hide it from me ?

i mean i have the right to know

Wait -

What if what Williams know and hiding mum knows of too , maybe Andrew too ..

What the hell , of course not what does it have to do with the three of them !!

But I mean hey you can't blame me it's all happening together , too many mysterious stuff lately so ...

or maybe i'm just over reacting this whole thing

i mean the browns are really known maybe that's why when williams said his last name she recognized him ?

yeah that's probably it

the bell of the door going off snapped me out of my thoughts

i hurried to open it wondering who it might be , i mean williams just left and it's already 9 pm so ...

but i hope it's him more than anything , i really didn't want him to leave and not because I miss him no it's because I need him to stay with me at least tonight , i'm kind of scared to stay alone and slightly hurt , you see I expected him to stay but he on the other side looked like he wanted to run away from here .

i opened the door to find an unexpected guest , it surprised me .

Eivan Silvio. 

what is he doing here ?

is he visiting antonio ?but why would he knock on my door ?

this i have to admit , this dude is freaking hot , he has this aroma around him which screams bad boy and sexiness .

he's wearing a blake jeans and white shirt , i shrugged the surprise off and smiled warmly at him but then it was replaced with a blush when i saw his eyes scanning my body with so much intensity and lust that it had me shivering not in the good way , immediately i realize that i ran to the door like a fool without noticing that i'm in my grey high waisted Adidas short shorts and tall sleeves dark grey tight shirt and my hair is free

stupid stupid stupid rosabella

but hey i wanted something comfortable after williams left , i mean he didn't have time to even get and sit with me , they kept calling him to go back , he has a business dinner to attend to so he left in a hurry but he looked oddly worried .

so i thought that maybe he came back and decided to stay with me that's why I opened the door so quickly without thinking , the thought of him coming back made a smile take it's way on my face but as soon as I saw Eivan it disappeared gradually.

"uhm.... Eivan ? ..hey " i  greeted him smiling awkwardly , his eyes moved away from my chest to be locked with mine , his grey eyes are in darker shades now and somehow it scared me but i mean he can't do anything , he's williams friend who by now of course knows that me and Williams are together and he's antonio's twin too so......

"buonasera mia signora " he told me smoothly with the very heavy sexy italian accent

"what brings you here ?" i asked him but then palmed myself mentally. 

how rude of me !

he pouted and I laughed an unease laugh shaking my head.

"you don't want me here gattino ?" he asked me pouting and i laugh nervously again .

what the hell rose ?

why are you scared of him ?

i shook my head to dismiss my thoughts

"oh , ovviamente not ...i was just wondering " i told him and he smiled the kinda smile that tells my goddess that she should stay scared.

"i was visiting fratello antonio here and i passed by to say hello...so hello " he told me smiling and i smiled too .

"Hello Eivan....do you wanna come in ?" i offered not really wanting him to but I'm just being polite .

If he said no I won't insist .

" .. im not sure mio amico will be happy if I did , i should go...e tardi ....but i'll see you tomorrow in lizy's partito " he told me and I couldn't help but ask myself why did he say that  he's not sure that Williams will like him coming inside?

"how did you know that i'm going ?" i asked him and he smirks

"news travels fast....have una bella notte rosie" he said giving me a wink then turned to leave but stopped and turned to me

no one tells me rosie except dad .

"try not to make cara bother you tomorrow " he said then left

what ?

cara is going too ?

why didn't i know before ?

why didn't williams tell me ?

and most importantly why is she going ?

didn't they told me that williams didn't let her come into his parents place , lizy didn't even meet her and as far as I know is that the party is at their place !!

suddenly i started feeling blue and gloomy , as if a heavy rock is placed on my chest making me not able to breath regularly , i inhaled sharply and walked in the apartment closing the door behind me and walked again to sit on the couch but before i could complete the action my phone on the coffee table in front of me started ringing , i grabbed it and it's williams .

I smiled cause maybe he'll make everything better now even though i don't know what i'm feeling at the moment

i mean he should have told me that she's coming

but maybe he doesn't know ?

"williams "i answered the call smiling faintly.

"what was eivan doing at your place at ten pm at the night ?" he asked coldly without even saying hello or I missed you or even my name .

his tone somehow mad me angry beside hurt .

what is he suspecting ?

how did he even knew that eivan was here or that he left !

??

"he said he wanted to say hello but wait - how did you even know ?"i asked him arching an eyebrow as i took a seat on the couch

"you say he wants to say hellow in ten fucking pm , did he make a move on you ?" he asked me with an anger voice and i can tell that he's mad

it only added salt to the injury and made me even more mad .

"what are you angry about ? he knocked on my door i opened , he talked and i closed the door after him and no he didn't do anything " i told him with an annoyed voice

"what am i angry about ? you're asking rosabella ?? i got a call from fin telling me that the cameras cought a stranger ringing your bell so i told them to sent the video online and go up to you but the first thing i saw is you standing there with a shirt .. a tight shirt and shorts .. a fúcking tight  short shorts rosabella.....and the fùcker was gawking at you " he yelled through the phone making me frown and remove the phone away from my ear slightly .

He's yelling at me and I didn't even do anything .

"how is that my fault williams  if the first thing came to my mind is that you came back and decided to stay the night with me so i didn't think about what i'm wearing and it's not my problem that your friend is a manwhore " i finished with high voice and the hurt feeling is there in my voice because he's yelling at me and i didn't do anything , i've been through a lot today , knowing that someone tried to break into my apartment and the fact that williams didn't stay the night and he knows that i'll not be able to sleep this made me slightly hurt and what Happened with zoe and andrew's words which can't seem to go out of my mind and what just eivan said about cara , oh and mum too and her mysterious style nowadays .

this is just too much and i'm afraid that i'm that weak and i'll break down .

" my blood was boiling , and i can't do anything about it because i'm not there with you " he said in a low voice which made my eyes tear and i took a deep breath

"exactly .....you're not here...you're not when you're supposed to be...you know i thought that you'll stay with me the night after what happened " i told him in a low voice too almost a whisper and suddenly the feeling of being lonely got me as i feel the hot tears sliding down my cheeks

"i know flower i know and for that i'm so sorry but i swear i was intending that after the meeting i'll come back to you to stay the night but a thing happened......ah it's really hard to...to talk about this issue " he said and i can feel the stress in his voice , i can imagine him passing his hands through his hair .

I didn't say anything and the falling tears kept streaming down my face

"they called me... Ashely . She had another panic attack and...i ran there i didn't even attend the meeting , it was after i left you " he said and my heart soften for him

"is she okay ?" i asked him as i sniffle

"she's...uhm...i don't know " he said with low suffering voice and it crushed my heart just seeing him this way

"what do you mean ?" i asked him as i whip the tears away , even though i'm hurting and i want him beside me but i know that he's hurting too and even worst than me so i have to be there for him to support him .

"flower...you're crying because of me...i'm exactly what Ashley says ...it kills me to know that i'm the reason for those precious tears ..i'm sorry bella " he said softly with so much sensire and i know that he didn't mean to upset me but i still can't help it to feel hurt

"don't worry about me williams ..tell me what happened to Ashley ? you got me worried " i told him not crying anymore

"you didn't deny it..so i'm really the reason "he said in a hurt tone

i can't lie to you williams

"williams ! please drop it...tell me about Ashley " i silently begged him , i don't wanna cry anymore ... i don't have it in me .

maybe my period is coming that's why my emotions are on a roller coaster , he sigh loudly

"eric called me shortly after i left you ...i went there running with her doctor ....she is suffering form panic disorder it's-"

"i know ..i've been suffering-"i stopped myself immediately and wished that i could just take my words back

oh my god !

no one knows about this except mum , sonia and the jackmen's

"bella ?...." he asked softly and i closed my eyes not wanting to speak

"let it go williams...at least for now...i don't have the strength now " i told him and hear him sigh too but this time in frustration and disappointment

"i fucked up , didn't i ? i hurt you without noticing " he said and i feel guilty , he already is stressed and what happened to Ashley today must've exhausted him , god only knows how was he , yet here i'm pushing him and he actually did nothing

"no williams you didn't...i'm just...a lot of things happened today....i'm sorry if i made you feel that you hurt me , maybe you did just a bit but it's okay i mean your sister is a priority and i totally understand ...don't worry i'm just having an emotional rack" i laughed slightly at the last words

"have a hot shower then go to bed ..have some rest i know today was a bad day but i promise you with a better one tomorrow baby " he said and i smiled put i can't help feeling disappointed that he didn't make me feel that he wants to be here with me

maybe he has a lot going onto his mind

yeah that's probably it .

"okay williams.....i'll go tomorrow shopping maybe i'll give sara a call to come with me " i informed him

"yeah better not go alone , she's coming to the party too so maybe andrew and me could pick you two from your place " he suggested and it sounds great

"great ..i'll give sara a call tomorrow " i told him smiling a fake one

"okay baby have a nice night " he said

"you too, bye " with that i ended the phone call

i don't know what took over me but i started crying again...like really crying i feel this huge amount of saddeness and disappointment which is weird

it's confusing me into why i'm crying this hard

salty tears continued to fall down my eyes like a river as i try to catch my breath which was hard due to my continuing sobs

maybe i'm crying because i feel lonely

i'm one of the people who when they feel like talking and crying they would want someone special by their side not just anyone but if i needed someone and they're not there , i can't help the feeling of being hurt

or maybe i'm crying because of the fact that it's all too much

i mean what happened today , starting from hearing mean whispers from the employees which were so harsh i mean why would you judge me and start throwing insults without even getting to know me or ask me , after that meeting william's mother which was amazing but so freaking stressful then him telling me that someone tried to break into my apartment and then thought that this person is not just a random guys . no it's a one who came for me wanting to break into my apartment , it made my inside clench with fear then zoe and her throwing yet another insults in my face not to mention her practically calling me a gold digger then williams firing her and the fact that i know that cara is planning something because why would she spy on me if she have nothing in mind and just to my luck she's coming to the party too but all of this is nothing compared to how i felt with the whole andrew talk and i know better not to tell Williams ...maybe i will but after i understand .  finally eivan sudden showing and williams out burst

give me a break !!

i'm human and i do break down and feel , it's just too much for me .

i whip my tears and head for the bedroom . i changed into my beige silk short shorts and short sleeveless matching top pj's

what ? i love to be a sleeping beauty !

as my head touched the pillow sleep took over me

i'm too tried to over think everything that happened today .

my life is on a roller coaster .

just yesterday i was the happiest woman on earth and today im a crying ball .

my last thought was that maybe tomorrow turns out to be good as williams promised

and i'm out

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