Hey guys

First of Happy New year 🎉🎄🎊

Second of I'm so sorry ik that it took me lots to update but I was pretty busy in Christmas 🎄 and the whole family gatherings and New year's Eve and stuff uk ,so I couldn't update until today , oh and Merry late Christmas 🎄😂 Also I have a sorry gift well it's more of a new year sorry gift 😂 , hope y'all gonna like it .

So how was ur Christmas ? How y'all been doing ?

So this chapter actually made me cry cause it remembered me of losing a really really close one to my heart and sorry to make you feel like this guys But I hope you'll feel what I was feeling while writing cause I've never meant a chapter or wrote a chapter with this passion and honesty as this chapter . I was basically a crying , laughing and frowning mess 😂 yeah .

The song up there ☝ goes too well with the chapter and what Williams is feeling .and I honestly love that song it's
can you hold me by NF

That's Isaac up there ☝too .

Hope y'all have a nice time reading .
And may the new year be a happy blissful year upon you all .

' the new year stands before us , like a chapter in a book , waiting to be written . We can help write that story by setting goals '

- Melody Beattie

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" That day .. Isaac's death day , i was twenty by then and Isaac had just turned eighteen , it was their collage welcoming party , you can imagine the alcohol , music even drugs ...it was a fucked up party ..." he then took a deep breath and i knew better not to speak , he's opening up to me and obviously telling me something so sensitive and deep , he doesn't even look as if he's here with me , it's as if his mind is back there , drifted four years ago .

"i was fucked up.....i used to get waisted till i couldn't stand , like they used to say i was the king of every party despite that i always managed to get myself under control but this time i couldn't , i drank so much...too much . even Isaac did , avlon told me not to drive in this state b-but i..i refused because Isaac drank too much and was knocked out , i got worried so i had to take him back home ASAP " his voice is broken and weak , he's looking at the grave with dull empty broken eyes and it broke my heart how weak and broken he sounds and looks .

i guess i know now where this is heading

oh my williams !

" i took him and drove as fast as i could to get him home ..it was raining badly and I got worried , the alcohol was making me feel dizzy and my vision blurred so i decided that it's better for both of our safety to pull over and call andrew or ashley to pick us up ...but then ... I... i don't know what happened or how but suddenly the car s-start s-s-pinning a-and-" he couldn't contain his tears anymore , my heart fell in my feet when he slowly dropped on his knees on the floor shaking his eyes and free tears are sliding down his cheeks , his face is hard and his not making any sounds just free tears falling down his eyes with no other reaction and I know that actually this will make him hurting even more , he needs to cry , he needs to show his weakness , he has to stop controlling his feelings , sometimes all we need is to cry hard to feel the relief .

Without thinking twice I dropped on the floor next to him and warped my arms around his shoulders pulling him to my chest and he relaxed in my arms , I felt his tears falling down on my collarbone area and I hugged him harder and tightly patting his back while trying my hard to contain my sobs , my flowing tears already soaked his hair .

"it's okay .. I'll make it disappear .. I'm sorry " i whispered choking on my own saliva.

".. the car started spinning because a car collided with us , i felt terror for a moment and for a second I was terrified , i took a hold of Isaac's hand tightly . he ... He l-looked me in my eyes , his were alarmed and..f-full o-of fear and panic and in a shaky terrified voice he told me not to leave him alone and clutched my hand tightly , rosabella . I was never gonna leave him , he is the one who left me ... " His shuttering and can't contain his sobs yet fighting , he's shaking his head violently while speaking

".. i kept pressing the brakes so hard that my toe broke with the rain it was no vain , I didn't tell him , I didn't want him to panic even more and just when i thought that it's done and we're good , i turned to Isaac , he was smiling and laughed a shaky relieved laugh that told me that he's happy that we're safe now and I know that if he made it he would've probably said that this was the most badass this he has ever been through " he laughed a painful laugh while crying and I can't help the pain I'm feeling in my chest and how it tighten .

I can't handle seeing him this hurt

"..b-but.. i couldn't smile back because right beside him was another car coming from his side , the car's light blinded my vision and the only thing that i could see and focus on was the smiling face of my brother , and for a moment everything stilled and I witnessed how his face turned slowly from smiling to blank then another sad smile as if telling me that it's okay ...i graped isacc and tried to flip him to my side but i was too late .. the collided Happened and everything went dark ... " By now he finally surrendered to his pain and cried freely and with he got in my chest while warping his arms around my waist tightly as if afraid that I'll disappear and leave him alone .

" i woke up in the hospital two weeks later , i had a broken leg and a couple of broken rips and bruises , i asked about Isaac and you know what they told me ? they said that he's in the next room but can't see me because no one of us is able to walk " he said still crying and it made me cry even harder , i'm feeling helpless ..why can't i do anything to help him

williams really did suffer , i can't imagine me being in his shoes feeling that kind of pain he's dealing with .

" ..but i felt that they're lying , I felt it in my heart that my brother is no longer . after a week they told me that the car impact with his side was too hard that he died the same instant the car collided with us ...rosabella i killed him...i killed my own brother ..i'm the reason into why he's dead , god how i wished and still wish that i was the one who died that day" he said sobbing and crying hard now but as soon as i heard him saying that he wish and still that he was the dead one , it made me feel an instant fear

fear of losing him

Fear of tomorrow with no Williams

i can't manage to live without him

my heart itched and i start to panic , shaking my head furiously and hugging him even tighter while pacing back and forth with him , I kept repeating no like a mad woman .

"no williams ...no no no please don't say somthing like that again never again , what would i do without you hah ? ...please williams don't blame yourself ..you didn't kill him ..don't say so please...it's fate " i told him crying too

"rosabella my own sister hates me because i killed her twin , my own brother , ashley sees the true me ..she can see the monster who killed his own brother , i was the one who ruined Ashely's live , till now she doesn't believe that he's dead " he said trying to catch his breath , i whip my tears and move on my knees in front of him till I'm facing him , i whipped his tears away before placing my hands on both sides of his face and force his blood red eyes to look into mine .

What I saw in those deep brown pools made me bit my lip to hold back a sob .

His eyes are empty of any emotion except three , pain , regret and guilt . His eyes are distant and u'll yet hopeful and sad like a kid waiting for his mamma to take him in her arms and make the pain go away .

i'm not used on seeing williams this broken and weak .

that's not him

he has been living all this years with the guilt of something he has nothing to do with

no human deserve this kind of suffering no matter how bad is the thing he done m

so imagine if this person actually did nothing

i can't leave him ruined like that

i can't have him this damaged from the inside

he's the reason into why i'm always happy , he's my only reason to smile .

"williams ... i know that no matter what i say , I can't change a thing about what happened in the past and that no one can ever feel what you're feeling and what you've been through , no one knows how it hurts but baby ... you're too hard on yourself , tell me did you know back then that it'll rain that hard ? " i softly spoke as if I'm talking to a kid and he shook his head which made me know that he's actually listening to me .

he wants me to cure his wounds

"see ! you didn't know , williams you were pulling over , you were just about to stop the car because for a second you were scared on Isaac's safety but then what happens ? a car hit you , so tell me how is this your fault williams ? it's the other driver's fault maybe not even him , it was raining so hard and maybe he couldn't see you guys too " i told him what i believe is the truth and I saw convenience in his eyes yet he's fighting.

" but rosabella i was the one who was drunk and driving fast , i'm just too stupid i should've listened to Avlon or waited for andrew " he said no more crying but with a broken voice , i shook my head .

" we are all humans who make mistakes and Isaac too was drunk . you said that you got worried about him and wanted to get him home ASAP b, how is it your fault when another car hited you from his side , did you tell the driver to hit you from his side ? no you didn't , it was possible for the car to hit your side but fate....fate made it hit Isaac's , don't beat yourself for a thing you didn't do williams , no person deserves this kind of suffering " i told him meaning every word i spoke , his eyes seems to lighten and i think he is actually starting to agree with me , i took it as my cue to continue .

" don't ever say that you're a monster williams , you're not a one never was never will but if monsters can love , if they can care so much and do anything for the person they care for and value , if they have the kindest heart and perfect personality and not to mention drop dead gorgeous then i agree that you're a one " i told him smiling with a joking voice to lighten the mood yet I meant every word , my smile widen when I saw m a ghost of smile appear on his face

" as for ashely i'm sure that she doesn't hate you ..she hates the idea of losing her brother..her twin . a
And she wanted someone to blame and it just happened that you were the only one in the image ..do you really believe that a sister can hate her brother ? of course not . she just thinks that she hates you ...she has been through a lot just give her time " i told him sure from every word

i'm so sure that ashely doesn't hate williams or thinks that he killed Isaac , she's just in a shocking state i mean of course it's so hard to be in her shoe and however if i tried to feel what she's feeling I know I won't .

Do I know the pain of loosing someone you truly and deeply live ?.of course I do , I mean I lost dad but the thing is that I was eight when I list him so as a kid I didn't fully realize that he wasn't coming back , as time passed I started feeling the pain of needing him and not finding him but Ashley lost Isaac when she was 18 so mature enough to feel the pain and fully realize what is happening and that made her feel denial .

Too much thinking causes too much trouble .

"i wanted to tell you about this before but i always feared that you'll leave me for it , thinking that i'm a monster ..that's the reason into why i don't drive till now , from the day Isaac died i don't drive ...i'm just too scared to drive again " he said looking ashamed and i couldn't handle it so i hugged him to make him feel safe and love , that he's wanted .

"i can never leave you williams or think of you as a monster ...whatever you do it'll never push me away williams please know that ..i love you and sorry if i pushed you about driving us , i completely understand now " i told him smiling in the crock oh his neck and he hugged me tighter

" baby i just want you to know that no matter what you know or even in one day you knew anything that could push us apart please listen to me first...don't leave me without listening to me rosabella " he said pulling away looking into my eyes but masking his emotions like he used to do when we first met so I couldn't know what he's feeling when he's saying those weird words it made me frown cause I don't understand .

"willi-" he cuts me off

" no flower not now just promise me " he said and i don't wanna push him yet I can't help feeling g confused .

"i promise " i decided to let go , I mean he had been through a lot today and opened up to me completely and for that I'm thankful .

But now i'm sure that williams is still hiding something that sara and andrew knew of .

but i mean how bad can it be ?

i trust him and i have faith in him .

" thank you flower you're the only one who has the ability of ruining me ...i'm gladly telling you bella that you're my weakness .. I've never had one yet my stregth world , my daydream even my delusion and downfall....words can't explain or describe my love for you baby " he told me softly as his lips met mine in a slow , delicious kiss making me moan from how amazing this kiss is actually , his tongue stroke mine slowly in a pantie wetting way that got me clenching my thighs tightly , he broke the kiss quicker that I thought It would last and that made me whimper .l, he chuckled resting his forehead against mine .

"Not in front of my brother babygirl " he smirked and I blushed .

" ready to meet my brother ?" he asks me and i nod smilling , we both stood up and he graped my hand in his

"zac this is my girlfriend bella , you already heard a lot about her from me ..baby this is my baby brother isacc ....just call him zac " williams introduced us and i smiled softly

"nice to meet you zac" i said smiling softly

.......

" v-iglio p-p-papa.....p-per fav-favore " my whole body is shaking and my muscles are tight and contracting , i feel the bile raising in my throat but somehow i can't throw up, blood rushing through my vains.....hot blood that is burns it burns my soul ..my muscles and vains even my heart which is beating so fast that i can't take my breath , my lungs are trying to drag air ...to find a way for air to reach them but it seems that I hardly can . my eyes are shut tightly as hot burning tears are sliding down my eyes , mamma is speaking even sonia too I can hear them but their voices are muffled as if they're speaking from under water , I can hear them crying and max is holding my hand but i can't hear them , i'm only hearing my maddening soul screaming for a relief , i'm in so much pain , my stomach is flipping and my toes are all curled and my fingers are straight painfully to the point of almost breaking , my mind can't function on any thought except that i need padre now .

, I tried and opened my eyes even though it burns so bad but I'm fighting I know better not surrender even though I can't anymore but I'm trying for mamma who's hovering over me now speaking with tears soaking her face ..her red , sad face , she's talking in a panic-ing manner but my eyes are getting heavier and I know that all my resistance is slipping away , mamma starts to shake me but it's too much , the pain is too much for me to handle

and just when i was about to give up and close my eyes , i saw him .

Dad

he's standing behind mamma and smiling at me , he looks so handsome with his blue eyes shining .

" Rosie.....you are strong princess " he tells me with so much faith in his voice , faith in me .

His eyes holding the same love full look he used to have in his eyes all the time .

"it's too much dad " i cried ...imagine the life of a seventeen year old girl who has panic attacks almost every day

"do you wanna leave mum suffer alone...look at her " he said and my eyes looked at mamma ontop of me , her hair is at both sides of her face , her eyes are red and buffy not for ones stopping the river of tears , her mouth is moving with pleas words and her whole body is shaking ..she looks so sad and broken

mum doesn't deserve this

"m-mamma...d-don't cry."i tell her softly

" my baby ...grazie a dio.." she said hugging me and I didn't realize that I even spoke out loud , seeing her happy calmed me a bit anf i turned to look to dad

and

he's gone....

i woke up gasping for air with sweaty skin and wet hair , my chest is moving up and down rapidly and my body is shaking , my shirt and shorts are wet from how bad I was sweating and my muscles are all contracted .

oh god , i thought they stopped .

I feel something heavy on my chest and my eyes are burning with the stopped tears , I can't hold it in , I'm trying but it's hard .

I couldn't stop the sobs that escaped past my lips , one following the other .

When I was younger I always thought that why would god do this to only me ! Or have I done something wrong to be punished like that ? But I received no answers .

then with time I realized a really important thing and it's that, each and every human of us deals every day with their own demons and our demons come to us in the image of what we fear most then it's us who are able to defeat them .. like daily quizzes given from God to us and he sees how we over come them and I know that someday I'll be able to forget the pain and over come my past , my every day and night question is when will I be able to move on ? When will that happen !

The thoughts I'm having made me stop crying immediately because I felt hope and the memory made me see how dad has faith in me and I certainly don't wanna put him down.

i checked the alarm and it's five thirty , i still have time so i went to have a cold shower to forget all about the not very happy memory .

after i showered and dried my hair i walked to the closet and got out my light violet high waisted pencil skirt and the tight half sleeved matching shirt and i wore my grey pumps and let my hair free and just applied some mascara and graped my grey coat and hand bag and head down to sam .

as i got out of the lift two mascular men in black tux and came my way and stopped me by standing in front of me blocking my vision of any other thing behind them .

Who the hell are they coming?

Are they trying to intimidate me by wearing sunglasses inside the building ? Because I already feel intimidated

what does those two want !!

i know how to fight though , yup I'm dropping it out there in case they tried roping me even though they look more of men in Black ki da guys

"miss hunter " they both greeted my together then took their glasses off and guess what ?TOGETHER are they like identical twins or something ..but no , one is fair with yellow hair and green eyes and the other is bold with blue eyes

Actually they're hot specially the Blondie .

"yes?" my voice came out shakier than i intended , damn it .

"i'm fin ma'am " the bold man fin said

"and i'm collin" the blondie said

Nice names .

"okay and ... ?" i trailed wanting to know how did they even know me ?

"mr brown haired us ma'am to escort you to the company with sam " fin said

"it's only for your safety ma'am " collins added

what?

when did williams even do that?

and why would he ?

why didn't he tell me yesterday ?

wait what if they are some kinda mafia or something who are only here to kidnap me !!

"well i'm sorry but williams didn't mention anything to me about this so i'm not going any where with you two gentlemen "i told them seriously and don't ask about this courage that came over me .

i'm not going anywhere with them , I don't know them .

Fin got out his phone to call someone

"mr brown....yes sir.....no sir...okay" fin said then he handled me the phone , with hesitation i took it from him and brought it to my ear .

"williams ? "i asked softly

"hey baby " williams voice spoke and i feel the immediate calmness take over me and I know that I'm safe .

"williams who are them ? why are they taking me to the company with sam ? and why didn't you tell me anything about this yesterday ?" i asked him frowning.

" i know babe ...i know you're confused but just go with them and as soon as you arrive here come to me and i'll explain everything to you , okay ?" he said softly and i realise now how much i missed him even though it was just the night but i still miss him .

"okay "i told him

But I didn't quite miss how his voice sounds so stressed .

I wonder what's happening with him .

"i love you baby " he said and i smild blushing

"i love you too "i told him then hange up the phone and gave it to fin

"sorry boys but you two could be serial killers or something " i told them both and collin smiles while fin is a human stone in front of me , his facials didn't even move one bit

"we should get going now ma'am" fin said and i nodded

"call me rose please " i told them and the three of us moved, me in between of both of them , as i stepped out of the building camera flashes are everywhere that it almost made me blind in freaking seven thirty in the morning , paparazzi are surrounding me from everywhere with cameras in their hands asking tones of questions.

don't they sleep !!

quickly collin and fon stepped one behind me and the other in front of me with their hands on my both sides making a human shield for me so that no one can touch me as the security of the building kept pushing and emptying the way for us till we reach the car fin opens my door and i stepped inside beside me is collin and in the passenger seat is fin then sam drives off

"dio mio ! what is that ?don't they even sleep ?" i asked in shock .

"no ma'am , you'd be surprised by how far they can go " collin said shaking his head and i nod in agreement

"what's your full name ?" i asked collin

"uhm...collin harding" he answered shuttering looking surprised.

"well mr harding if you didn't stop calling me ma'am and start calling me rose instead i'll be calling you mr harding from now on " i told him raising my head high and act as if i'm mad at him

"okay rose " he said chuckling and i smiled

"are you okay miss ?" sam asked and i smiled

"just rose sam and yeah i'm fine , how's your morning ?"i asked him smiling and as always his face is blank , it seems that collins is the only human in this car

"fine miss hunter " sam answered shortly as always .

"god ! how i missed you sam " i told him laughing and witness a blush creeps onto his cheeks

collins tried to hide his smile but failed

soon sam parked in front of the company , collin got out and opened the door for me i got out and thanked him then they both walked me to the company's huge class doors where there every entering and exiting employee kept looking at me .

"i'm fine here boys you can go " i told them politly

"i'm afraide we can't ma'am , i was asked to escort you to mr brown's office in person " fin said formally with cold tone and i just huffed in annoyance

"we can't go against mr brow's orders , rose " collin said in a softer tone and i just nod

walking through the company's hall was a nightmare

i hate being under spotlight

right now every single person in the company is staring at me

as cliché as it sounds girls are glaring at me too

i guess now they all know that there is something between me and williams but no one knows yet what it's called .

some others are whispering and unfortunately i heard some of the whispering

all the rumors were true i told you hannah

so she's his hoe now !

but guys maybe they truly love each other i mean look at her

they fit perfectly

she's a hot chick mr brown is fucking lucky

she stole him from miss brooks

she's so beautiful just like him

She's so lucky that he even saw her

even though some comments were good but you know us people , our mind can only focus on the black spot in the white cloth .... the empty half of the cup , so at the moment my ears only heard the bad whispering and somehow it broke my heart

what have i ever done to them to speak that bad of me without knowing me ?

am i really a hoe?

did i really take him form cara?

the glare fin and collin throwed them didn't go missed by me and for them both i'm thankful but they can't change the fact that i'm hurt or the tears threatning to fall

"rose " a cheery voice said from behind me , i turned and it's a smiling michelle , immediatly a smile was drawn on my lips although i'm fighting it hard to not cry but i miss her

"michy" i said smiling as she came and ingulfed me in a tight hug . we are in front of the lift with fin and collins behind us

"don't listen to whatever made those beautiful eyes of yours tear , they are just jealous" she told me softly after we broke the hug and i nodded bitting my lip

"i missed you " i told her honestly and she smiles wider

"i missed you too , so how was your exams ?" she asked me and the lift came so we all stepped in and we continued our chat and the things is that michy didn't even ask anything about williams and me which made me happy because she's not like the others who only cares for office gossip or the fact that their hot boss is dating his employee , i hate those kinda people .

"that's me . i'll see you at lunch rose " michy said and on her floor she left , so it's me and collin , fin and three others

soon they all left and we arrived at william's top floor

i walked out and both sean and collin followed

they both look likr men in black while on the other hand i feel more of mia from the princess diary

on the front office was loren sitting doing something so she didn't notice me and the guys but soon enough collin cleared his throat and she turned to us , when she saw me she glared at me

"hey loren " i smile a fake smile that didn't even reach me eyes

i honestly don't know what the hell is wrong with her always glaring at me

"hey , you " she said and i don't mind her lake of morals cause i don't simply give a fly about her .

"williams in there ? " i asked her even though i know he is , but it would be just rude to go inside without asking her permission , i mean she is his PA.

"no MR williams is not " she said looking away after glaring and emphasising on the MR word

what the hell ?

bad for her i don't call him mr anymore , i mean it'll be weird if i called my boyfriend mr

right?

Fin glared at her which seemed to affect her then he stepped in front of me to speak to her but i stopped him with a hand tugging on his arm

"let me " i told him and stepped in front of the office and leaned so that i'm hovering over her , she lifted her head and looked at me raising her brow

"listen here loren and listen very well to every word i'll say cause trust me when i say that i will not repeat myself i mean it , i only asked your permission to enter to MY boyfriend's office out of being polite but next time trust me if you ever tried to stop in my way again or disrespect me , you'll see another rosabella , it's me and you no need for williams to know cause i'm not that girl to use her boyfriend's position that way but i'll not hesitate a moment to crush your skull ..and yes honey i can be a bitch too "i told her then lean back with a smile and watch her jaw touching the floor

"you might catch a fly " i told her pointing to her open mouth and she immediately closed it then a weird thing happened she actually smiled a genuine smile

"damn girl , i always knew you had it in you " she said and i'm confused

is she bipolar or something ?

Girls like her love when people are rude with the,if you're ride then you're a friend but if you're nice then you're a bi*ch

i turned to face the guys , fin actually looks amused and collins looks surprised

well no one can blame them, i am surprising myself.

"rose " the husky Velvet voice spoke from behind me sending shivers all the way down my body , as if my body recognize tye vibrating of his sound and it made every hair on my body stands in attention , an immediate smile takes it's place on my face as i turn to look at him

my Greek god boyfriend there he is walking towards me like the sexy devil he is , he sent me one of his signature smirks and i can't blame him if i were him and saw me gawking like that with dilated pupils and dropped jaw i'd smirk too.

sweet baby jesus !!

he looks delicious in that Armani three piece suit .

he's wearing three piece dark navy tailored suit and a white button up shirt and a beige tie and a beige chukka , just seeing him this hot and beautiful makes me realise how much lucky i am to actually have him , he has every thing he's not merely perfect no he's the empitom of male perfection .

I just love him .

he winked at me while passing a hand through his silky hair , the same hair i was tugging when i was moaning his name just yesterday noon , the thought made me blush which made him smirks even wider

" morning baby" he told me then suddenly i felt his lips against my cheek before seeing them and with one arm around my waist brought me to his chest and immediatley my arms warped themselves around his neck , his second arm came around me but with a tight alarming grip as if he's worried or jealous or something but I don't know why something is off because he let out a breath of relaxation or relief .

What ?

"good morning " i told him softly with flaming cheeks then he breaks the hug and stared in my eyes , so much love and passion and something calm as if he was worried and now he's okay , the emotions in them consumed me in every possible way , then he looked to collin and fin and his face became cold and business like

"anything unusual happened on your way here ?" he asked them with hard face but his arm is still around my waist keeping me to his side .

what?

unusual ?

what the hell is going on ?

"no sir " they both said together

"we were struggling with the paparazzi they all became vulgar when they saw rose but it all got under control sir " collin said professionally , williams hand grip around my waist tighten and his eyes turned hard .

"i pay you money to keep MISS hunter safe not to struggle " he said coldely with a hint of anger and streesed on the word miss

the poor guy didn't say anything .

with my hand on his waist i raised it to his back and start rubbing circels to calm him and tells him that i'm fine , he gets the memo .

"Fin keep an open eye and telll me the updates..i will not tolerate laziness in this matter " he said with the same cold tone and looked at fin and they both seemed to speak some kind of eyes language or something before fin nods

"concider it done sir " fin said then both turned and left then williams turned to loren

"loren ...flower is allowed in my office whenever she wants ..so whenever you see her let her in immediately no matter what i'm doing even if i'm in the conference room " he said and my heart beats accerlerats

oh god

did he just say that to loren ...

where were you minutes ago ?

i some how feel happy like hyper happy

"who?' she asks , dumb her .

"rosabella " he says and she nods still seeming to be in a shocked state

now i realized that he called me flower , poor girl must be confused .

"c'mon babe let's go inside " he told me and i nod and we walked inside leaving a wide eyes and mouth opened loren

take that bi*ch

as soon as we stepped in the office i was pushed against the door chest to chest with williams , my lungs drag in a husty breath at the contact

"you know i couldn't sleep last night without you by my side " he told me huskly making me blush and my heart flip , his nose is brushing mine and he's so close that it makes me shuttering and shake with excitement .

i'm amazed at how he still affects me that way even after we did it , don't get me wrong but i always thought that maybe all the reactions my body has around him is because of sexual tension or something but turned out it's much more stronger than just sex , I somehow feel connected to Williams in more ways than I can understand

"well , you were the one who left . remember mr cockey much " i told him smiling

yesterday i offered him to stay the night but he said that if he stayed by my side the 24 hours i'll get used to his sexy self always being around so i'll not be able to function if he's not around so he'll leave me some space just for now which makes no sense .

" you know baby that if i stayed yesterday you wouldn't have been able to come to work today " he said as with his hand on my waist pushed my pelvic against his own moving his hips in that humping rethym that made a moan escape past my lips and I flutter my eyes close then open again , the other hand pushed my hair to the side and his lips landed in a soft like ghost kiss on my neck making me shiver then he started trailing hot open mouthed kissed along my neck from my ear lope till my collar bone , making me moan and he groaned

"and why...why is that ?" i asked between moans and he stopped kissing me and lean in till his lips are brushing mine

"cause i'd make sure that you are sore enough not to walk , love "he breathed and i drag in a hasty breath , his words vibrated down my core then his lips landed on mine forcefully making a load moan escape my throat , he bit my lip and tug hard making me arch my back so our fronts are clashed , he raised his knee and placed it between my legs separating them as his skillful tongue​ stroke mine hard entering my mouth and exiting with hard strokes and it made me wetter , he's tongue is dominating mine like the dominant he is , then he licked my upper lip then the lower lip before closing his mouth around mine again then being human we needed to breath so i broke the kiss

"fück ! you turn me on so fucking quickly with almost an unnatural speed " he said as if he's not believing himself​ and i giggled

"no babe , i'm not kidding like my balls are blue now ..so fúcking blue that it hurts , can you feel me baby " he said again in a really funny way making me laugh out loud like really loud but gasped when he grounded his groin harder against me .

Jesus .

"williams stop ..we are in the office , anyone can hear us " i told him trying to seem serious

"you don't believe me do you ? you know what ...fine i'll let you give me a blow job just for you to see how blue my balls are " he said and again i laugh , he's speaking like it's the most natural thing in the word to say , i actually laughed from my heart .

"williams " i warned him ann he smiles breaking the character .

"i don't give a fuck about any one here baby , i'm the ceo and you're my girlfriend , beside......" he trailed as his hands started trailing under my skirt towards my wet panties making my breath hitches

" .... office sex is something else ..another type of pleasure " he told me with dark eyes full of lust and hunger

Holly Molly !!

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