Guys 😆😆
That's one of my favorite chapters and the thing is that this one and the next couple of chapters are a hot chain of actions Happening all in a row and I'm like , yessss !! finally I got to publish them and share them with y'all here 😍

So don't forget to tell me what do y'all think of the chapter by the comments  .

Aren't I just spoiling y'all by the updates , who's your favorite write 😎 here here 😅 I'm messing with y'all 😂

Okay I'll shut up now 😯 .

Williams outfit up there ☝
Ik 😏and if y'all wonder why the most common color in the whole story and the one repeating a lot is burgundy .. well , I just love that color .
It's sexy and sensual and close to red , actually it's the darkest shade of red , the deepest point of adoration .

Now I'll shut up for real 😅😅

Hope you enjoy

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(william's pov)

My alarm went off five am sharp , with a groan i sit straight opening eyes but shut them as quickly as I opened them , the lights are too much and here is not like my place where I control the curtains .

Hell yeah !! I control everything around me including my curtains , take that ...

I walked butt naked to the bathroom .

I sleep naked when I'm alone , sue me bitches !!

after doing my business in there and taking a cold shower and it's not because I have a bone  or something but  I never take hot showers , hot showers make me relax and for a man in my position I need to always stay focused and tense .. to always expect the worst .. the unexpected so cold showers wake up my cognitive functions and makes me feel like oohhh that's fucking cold  kinda feeling , I warp the towel around my waist and brushed my teeth then walked  and into my walk in closet thinking what should I probably wear .
The navy tux ? Or the blue one .

Maybe the dark grey or the lighter one .

I mean they're all the same but today I feel like wearing something special any ideas why ?

Wait , What the fuck ?? Bro you sound like a pussy here .

What's fucking wrong with me acting like a fucking girl standing in front of her closet ??

I eat pussy not be a one .

I grabbed the grey tux jacket harshly , during the process my hand knocked a white shirt dropping it to the floor , the sight of the shirt made a smile makes it's way to my lips when I remembered how cute rose looked wearing my white shirt the first time we slept together and I mean spend the night together as in on the same bed inoccent  .Ly
You got me , right !!

she's coming today here to Seattle

finally.. Fuck !! finally she is coming

god how i fucking miss her !!

A week .. just a week and I already gone mad .. I'm going out of my mind , she's my drug .. she's my addiction for it I have no cure .

as bad as i wanna see her ... i can't , not today

beside that ... today i'm extremely busy in an unnatural way , it's as if the whole world around me is conspiring to keep me busy today but of course i couldn't care less for work i mean flower is more important than anything but the thing is , that after she left with eric , I was left in a shocking state .

fuck ! i was so shocked when the words left her mouth , i was too angry that this fucking greek italian communicated with her and yeah i know that i might had over-reacted it..

okay fine i over-reacted it

but the idea of this guy wanting her is driving me crazy Because I don't know why but I feel that he's a threat , I know that he's nothing compared to me and what she feels for me , for Christ's sake she told me that she loves me , she was naked on my bed ready for me to make love to her ..

The mother fucker can not even think to compare himself to me or even compete with me , cause I'll win , no second thoughts on this one but it's her eyes .. the way they somehow shine when she says his name even when she's angry and the fact that I know that this fucker means something to her is driving me out of my mind and that's why I snapped when I heard his name when we were in my club .. we were fine and having fun and he has to do any fucking thing to ruin it and with my help he succeeded .

she's mine , she had always been mine since she couldn't remember .

Now I know that it's her ...

My heart knows better , her eyes are the same one hunting me .. I can feel that it's really her even though it's quite a bit impossible

now that we're official  i can let her meet my parents

.wait no .. not all of them .

not dad for sure, we fought the last time i opened this topic and beside he's against this .. Not because he has something against rose , if anything I think he loves her way more than my liking which is quite confusing , I mean if he loves her like a child of his as he says why would he make me and them do what we're doing ? What I was doing but not anymore .. not when I've fallen in love with her ..

I don't want her to meet dad because he's against us being together and as I said not because of rose but because of me and I can't understand this part .

Am I not good enough in his point of view !!

For the love of God I'm his son !!

I don't understand lots of things which is so bothering and not me at all and I haired another two new detectives , shone and Drake but still they can't find any possible relation between dad and flower , my head is spinning from way much thinking .

I want her to meet  lizy so bad .. I know that they'll love each others , mum loves her without even knowing her personally , she didn't tell me but told blue and blue told me .

It's Ashely that I can't let her meet .

She'll hate me if she ever met Ashely .

Ashely is the only one who knows me for my true self .. she's the only one who can see the monster .. she knows everything and if she used to hate me before , after what she heard the last week I'm sure she hates me even more now .

eric and blue had always been my backbone .. they know everything about me without even the need for me to speak , they know how much i love rosabella but i'm that coward... I didn't have the courage to tell her my feelings , i was so afraid of rejection and the thought of her loving me back consumed me all of a sudden that i forgot that she was standing there in front of me.

She said that she loves me 

All this time I was afraid that if I told her that I love her that she'll reject me and what happened and that fucking kiss made me kinda sure that she didn't reach the in love with me  stage yet. 

  Was I that blind not to see that she loves me !

i was mad as hell and anger was boiling in me like a flaming volcano pouring boiling lava  , i was ready to smack anything in font of me then suddenly with her three words she poured a fucking freezing water on that boilling lava , my brain literally freezed when i heard the words .

she loves

she loves me back

Flower loves me .

OH FUCKING YES !!!

the thought couldn't leave my mind that i even forgot that she needs to hear the words back  , i was supposed to tell her how much i love her , that i can't see any other woman in this whole world but her or that i've fallen in love with her since i first saw those baby blue eyes and from that day i marked her mine .

i saw hurt and pain in her eyes , i saw sadness and disappointment too as she realised that she won't hear the words when she turned her back to me , my mind started screaming

go after her you idiot

she said that she loves you , so what the fuck are you waiting for ? this is what you've been yearning to hear and here it's said

but as relaization hit me it was too late she already left with eric crying , i was never this broken in my life . I never felt pain as the pain that struck right into my heart when I saw her tears rolling down her cheeks like a river and she sobs and why ?? because of me and let me tell you that the feeling killed me , damn ! it fucking teared my heart apart

and that scared me even more

what would she do when she knows the other things I've been doing her ?

to my surprise when i called her later that night after she said that she needs fucking space and not know .. she actually answered and was really understanding but still her way wasn't like before and she's still not like how she used to be , I felt that a part of her is shut off and it's because of me .

that night she answered my call after I called every two minutes ,   i apologized about being so angry even though i don't feel like doing something wrong but just for her , i didn't bring her confession up and she didn't mention it again or said the words again which wounded me further

god i'm one hell son of a bitch !!

but not anymore , i vowed to myself that the next time i see her i'll confess my feeling for her , i'll tell her how much she means to me and i'll ask for her forgiveness again because I know that she's still hurt .

so i guess now you understand why i'm delaying meeting her even though i'm dying to  .

it just..it's not easy okay

i'm not a HEARTS AND FLOWERS type of guy , yeah i may seem like that but it's only with rose that's why blue and sara were amazed when they saw how i treat rosabella and th-

my thoughts were cut off by two knocks on my bed room door

I already wore my dress tailored grey pants  and the white shirt and tucked it inside the pants and was undoing the first buttons cause I decided against wearing a tie , I said a firm come in and when the door is opened I saw mr. geppy  standing with a warm smile

him and cloudia are like second parents to me

"good morning williams " the kind old man said making me smile softly

"morning jack " i told him as i finish wearing my Oxford shoes.

"mrs brown is informing you that breakfast is ready and they are all seated " he said and i nodded , i'm currently at my parent's place in Seattle , I wanted to visit mum anyway and specially after what Eric told me last week about her wanting to see me badly but I was busy .. but they called yeasterday saying that ashely has one of her usual panic attacks but this one , it was a major .

i came running like a mad man but of course as always when she saw me she became worst.....

i'm a monster

Mum made me hear about only coming when Ashely wasn't fine and mum started complaining like a little cute kid that I don't give her much of my time and I apologized and decided to stay the night here with them .

i walked ahead of Jack till we reached the dinning room .

there mum was seated on the left side of the table looking like the angel she is , my mum is my strength ... she's my everything , she's wearing a light rose  formal dress and her blond hair is free , when she saw me her brown eyes twinkled with joy and happiness , the things I'd Don't keep her eyes glowing like that .

beside her is blue then Elinor on the right side in front of mum was my seat beside me eric then ian and dad's is empty on the head of the table

"morning every one " i told them and took a seat

"good morning honey " mum told me smiling sweetly as ever .

" morning little brother " blue said smiling too

"where is dad ?" i asked mum frowning .

" he had to head back to paris again " she told me looking away and I know because she's hiding something

"for that friend again ?" i asked and she nodded

i always wonder who is this old dear family friend that my parents are always supporting ?

My mother knows but she won't speak , she can't lie to me so she always looks away or change topic .

my father is one hell of a mysterious man , till thia day he refuses to tell me why he's against me and rosabella , I can't even believe that he didn't meet her ever , I don't get it , i mean he's the one who brought her to me in the first place and then Andreya rosabella's mother told me that she knows my family but again the most important question , why both of them dad and mrs hunter don't want me to tell rose anything ?

i agree that part of the truth i don't want her to know of cause if she did she'll leave me but again there are other things that i can't have the risk of rose knowing anything about cause she'll leave me in an eye blink and I can't take that .

wait no ..

i won't allow her to leave me !!

she's all i've got .

to me she's oxygen , she's life ..

can anyone live without oxygen or without a heart ?

Exactly .

my brain won't ever get used to the idea of her leaving me , i forbid her from leaving me except...

except if she asked me to leave her and when i see in her eyes pure damage that i know that i'm the one who caused it , if i see sadness and a broken flower , then i'll leave her .

i'll leave her cause it would be easier for me to see her happy without me than sad and lifeless with me even if it takes my death to do it but i will .

too much drama for a bright morning !

" dear why are you frowning ?" mum asked cutting my thoughts and for that i'm thankful

i was about to speak when blue beat me to it.

"he has been away from his girlfriend , rose for a week now mum but she's coming today , unfortunately he'll not be able to see her " blue said smirking and i send her a glare

that's what you get for telling your big sister everything

"why Williams ? go see her today " Eli spoke and again i was about to speak when eric cut me

"babe we have really important meetings today , and that China deal .. big time sweety so  he can't risk it " eric said and i was about to respond to that but ian spoke

"but he misses her thou-" that's it

"will you all just shut up and let me speak ? god !" i burst and they all look at me with wide smirking eyes .

Why my family has to be so annoying.

" i was deep in thoughts mum that's all " i told her with a smile. 

"about her " blue stated and i gave her a straigh face

"yes about her , happy now " i told her and they laugh

They always have to be a pain in my fucking ass .

"williams ?" mum asked me smiling widely making her whole teeth on view

knowing what she has to say , i mentally groan .

" not now mum please " i told her shaking my head as I started devouring my fifth pancake and the blueberry muffins .

"oh shut up , is it her  ?the beautiful lady you were seen with when attending eivan's party ?" mum asked making me smile while nodding  when  i remembered her .

"yeah mum that's her " i answered mum smiling mouth full and she smacked me on my head .

Why does she treats me like a little kid ? I'm the most known CEO in not just America but Europe and Africa too for Christ's sake .

" oh son she's beautiful and polite , i guess from the way the photos of you two were taken i could tell like when she was blushing and hidding in your chest " mum said making me smile further remembering my cute sweet baby hiding in my chest taking me as her shield.

"she's not a media craver like the other one you were dating " he face turns sour at the mention of cara making me laugh and blue too .

she hates her even though she never met her .

i won't just let cara meet my family or come home just like that , she didn't and wouldn't deserve that honer .

" yeah mum ... i know she's really beautiful from the outside and the inside and really shy and polite , she blushes over everything and she hates to be under spot light ... she don't care about the money she just wanna be with me " i told smiling like a goof  while still cutting the eighths pancake and eating , for my words i heard silly comments like

" you're wipped man " that's ian

"oh god williams you love her so much " that's my brother's fianceé Elinor

" damn! he is babe " that's eric responding to Eli .

I can tell that mum likes her , before seeing her

that's good .

" well son , i want to meet her " mum said

" yeah mum she'll come in eric and elli's wed , your son here invited her before i do so " i said and glare at eric who shrugged and continue eating

" no williams i wanna meet her before the wedding " elli said and blue turned to her

" maybe i could call her and we could hang together and i'll let you two meet before i go back to pullman " blue suggested and Elli clapped her hands and giggled like the kid she is

my eyes draft to eric and the way he was looking at elli made me unable to turn my head or my eyes away from him .

he is looking at her in pure love and adoration , he is smiling faintly and I'm sure un-noticingly  while staring at her , his eyes spoke for him , they said how much he loves her  , how much he can't wait to make her his wife  , how he can't function with any woman except for her , it made my heart contract with emotions and feelings and made me wonder

can rosabella see this when she looks in my eyes ?

Can see she's the adoration I have for her , the careness and admiration ?

can she sees how much i love her ?

.........

i was writing on my lap top when my phone started ringing.

Without checking the caller ID I picked up .

I'm just to tired to see who's calling.

" williams brown " i answered with cold voice

" Sir I'm prianka maxin .. sir I'm a reporter from Hollywoodstar  magazine .. we just wanted to ask for ten minutes of your time sir. We have some questions to ask you about , if it's not gonna bother you sir . " The lady one the phone with high pitched voice kept babbling and the word sir that she's repeating is annoying as fuck but after knowing who she is my blood boiled , nevertheless I didn't let her feel it.

" Miss Maxin with all due respect to you and your magazine .. I have no time for interviews .. next time if you want something .. reach my PA .. miss Maxin I do not like repeating my words .. have a nice day " with that I hang up and immediately called Amanda on my phone and called Loren on the office phone and asked her not so politely to come here before ending the call .

I'm fuming ... My blood is boiling with anger and I could kill someone at the moment .

I hope the Amanda doesn't answer now because I don't wanna upset her but she asked for it .

The Same moment Loren came in terrified with pale face Amanda answered the phone .

" HOW THE FUCK A FÚCKING REPORTER WORKING FOR SOME CHEAP AS FUCK MAGAZINE GETS MY PERSONAL NUMBER "  I shouted at the phone and looking straight into Loren's eyes .

The words are for both of them .

I hear Amanda's harsh breathing and see Loren flinching and her eyes widen in terror .

Hell will break lose now if I didn't get an answer.

" M-m-mr b-brown .. sir .. i-i-i " Loren is shuttering with shaking body and this makes me even more angry .

If she doesn't know how to do her job then she has no place in it .

" Sir .. I.... How could that happen sir " Amanda on the other side , he reply got me almost shaking from angry and I'm way pissed that it made me laugh with no humor .

She's asking me my question , how smart .
. aren't my employees are just a bunch of idiots .

" Ask your smart ass not mine .. THIS SHIT ISN'T ACCEPTED IN MY FUCKING COMPANIES , how did a fúcking reporter gets my personal number when only ten fucking persons have that number including you two "​  I yelled at both of them and wait for answers .

Only my family, rose and those two piece of shits that has that number so no doubt one of them

Loren's eyes teared and she kept biting her lip from fear and not meeting my gaze and I'm just hearing Amanda's terrified breath rate.

Okay that's enough for today .

Seeing their fear and regret got me my revenge .

I might just fire both but in my work I treat my employees like I'd want them to treat their work , they're loyal to me and their job so I'm loyal to them , they work hard , I give more money and so far this is the first mistake for both and I'm not that much of a cold ass boss so they still got another two chances , it's there chances I give . Once they're scratched , the person better run to hell than to face me .

" You . I'll sent you the number of the reporter and deal with her and buy my a new fucking SIM card   " I told Loren who nodded so quickly and turned to leave .

Not so quickly

" I didn't say that you can leave so you fúcking wait " I glared at her and see blood leaves her body again and she nods and still in her place and turns to face me .

" And you Amanda .. the next time something like this happens consider yourself faired "I told her coldly

" Yes sir .. sorry sir " she said quickly and with a shaking voice

" Make Barney call me " I told her and hanged the call .

"  Same goes to you .. let something like this happens again and say bye bye to the Jones brown " I warned her and she nodded and apologized .

"m-mr brown ... s-sam is here , sir . do i send him in ?" She asked me still shaking with fear and i sit straight on my chair smirking.

" send him in " i ordered her not looking at her but at my laptop and she clears her throat and I looked up  at her , she looks hesitate .

"C-can I leave ? " She asked me and I dismissed her .

My body is still shaking with anger and I wanna do anything to take that anger out ... on something maybe boxing or swimming because now I feel stressed .

I'm surrounded by idiots , I thought as Sam came in

" sir " Sam nodded politely looking at his shoe .

" Have a seat Sam , is miss hunter safe at home ?" i asked him as he took a seat .

"yes sir , i dropped miss hunter at her place in one piece " he said smiling and I actually smiled and feel relaxation wash over me .

"good , did she say anything about going anywhere ?" i ask him

"no sir , i can remember her saying that she was too tired and just want to sleep " he said and i nodded

my poor baby must be really tired .

"okay sam you take the rest of the day off " i told him and he dismissed himself and leave .

I don't need him today , the whole company is empty , I mean it's saturday anyway but me and eric needed to end this deal ,tha's why me , eric and loren opened the company today .

.................

it's 8 and i've been working from nine in the morning non-stop , I've finished the meeting at 2 in the afternoon but kept Working and busying muself just to drift my mind away from rosabella Because all i wanna do is see her and hear her delicate voice but because I can't as I explained earlier so that's why I'm trying to be busy .

you know what i don't care i wanna hear her voice and i will .

without thinking twice i called her and on the third ring she answeres

"flower " i said with a husky voice and hear her breath hitches

That's right baby feel me , I thought smirking .

"williams ... hey " she answered with her delicate like flower voice and my stupid heart started beating faster.

Jesus !!

" i wanna see you so fucking bad .... baby i miss you " i told her with a meaningful voice to make sure that she got me and hear her soft giggle , it made a smile takes it's place on my face .

" i wanna see you too .. i really miss you too wil " she tells me half whispering and i can tell that she means every word , I inhale deeply to try and calm my crazy heart beats .

oh baby you don't know how much i miss you too , words would.never in million year say and express what  I feel for rose , this is the fist time ever that I feel this helpless and that no words can help me .

I am a CEO playing with words to win a meeting and prove a good point is my thing so when I stand in front of her and my tongue decides to get tied and I'm left like a fool , it becomes confusing for me because that's not usually me .

"well .. what can we do about this ?" i asked her with one of my best sexy seductive voices and hear her suck another harsh breath , it made me smirk knowing that i have this effect on her even on phone .

I can imagine a hot as fuck phone sex - Jesus I need to stop because my body down there  is already stirring .

"well come over mr brown " she told me more like suggested , her suggestion made me close my eyes tightly and rub my face .

i wanna go to her so fucking bad

God !  my mind is screaming to me to go to her now but I fucking can't .

" baby i wanna come badly but-" i was starting but she cut me off .

"I could always make you cum Mr Brown , I'm here all alone and feeling.. things  " she whispered in a very and let me repeat my word VERY sexy whispering tone making my breath hitches a d my pants tighten even more .

fuck ! i was doing fine but she has to use that tone and I didn't quite miss what she said about making me cum , my baby girl is turning into a dirty tigress and i fucking love it . Images of her grabbing my dick and pumping me hard made it's way to my mind and her warm mouth all around me while I fuck her deep throat with her tears all over her face gagging around me - jeasus Christ

I need to stop fúcking thinking like that.

Now .

Unconscious of myself I let my hand palm my hard shaft and pleasure floads through my blood immediately .

" Rosabella " I growled to ty and intimidate her so that she would stop her teasing Because no way in hell I'll order her to stop .

" Don't tease me flower " I told her not meaning it one bit .

" cause it's working baby " i breathed out but  regret it afterwards

Can't I just take the words back !!

now she doesn't know yet  that shes my only weakness in life but she knows too well that sexually .. she's my weakness and I can't resist her and the problem is that she'll use this information on her side against me and let me do what ever she wants me to and i-

she cuts my thoughts again when she spoke with that sexy as fuck voice .

"what will it do anyway ? you're busy and i'm here with nothing but wet panties and a hotel memory from last week " she sigh slowly

Fuck fuck fuck !!!

Wet panties she said , Holly mother of Jesus. I swear she's the death of  me .

At the hearing of her words immediately images ran through my mind , to her flawless skin  marked red and purple by me when she was lying naked underneath me , he full breasts pressed against my chest when I was devouring her mouth  , they are the perfect fit for my hands and her pink hot pussy . Fuckkk !!

My hand gripped my dick harder and I bit my tongue to stop the groan threatening to come out when I remembered her sweet slightly salty tast on my tongue how I finger fucked her . Jesus ! when she screamed my name and came all over my face and on my hand my pre cum was already out and if I would've just brushed my dick it would have exploded .

The way she looked after she came was like nothing I've seen before and turst me when I say that I saw a lot .. but flower looked even more hotter and just fuckable , her face was glowing her eyes dark with desire and lust and her cheeks and nose flush at a deep shade of pink .

i wonder how she'll look after being freshly fucked ? i was this close to fucking her brains out but i stopped , it takes every single control in me to stop every time , i could easily take her virginity but i first need to tell her the truth then i'll fuck her so hard that she'll forget everthing , i'll rip her into half , i'll ruin her for any other man

no ! there is no any other man it's just me

damn ! my cock is hardening even more now

"williams are you still here ?" she asked me snapping me out of my thoughts making me ralize that i was too deep in thoughts that i forgot that she's on the line

Tell you what , fuck work and fuck the truth , fuck everything .. fuck you and fuck them , I need my baby so I'm gonna fucking go see my baby .

"fuck! " i hissed making her know that i remember our delicious moment at the hotel last week , I'm already half the way to the lift with my phone , keys and credit cards , with Loren running after me. 

"Im on my way" and with that i ended  the call not waiting for her response

" Blake bring the car " I ended the call with Blake  who I called after rose .

I pressed the button a couple of times to make the lift descend even more faster , I'm not standing normally , I'm packing back and forth in the lift like a mad man while Loren can't dare do anything but watch with wide eyes Because well .. it's obvious that's I'm not mad and any woman can know turned on me so I think Loren knows beside she already saw .. k saw her eyes staring at my standing dick with opened mouth and wide lustful eyes .

If I was the past Williams I would've closed her mouth for her with my ways . The idea now disgust me actually .

When we got down Blake was sitting inside the audi waiting for me

"where to mr brown ?" he asked as i got in

"to miss hunter's " i told him and he nod his head and we start driving her way

then i remembered my vow , busted .

"fucking shit " i swear rupping my face with my hands

" what mr brown ?" blake asked .

poor guy thinks i'm talking to him

"nothing blake , take me home first " i told him and he oblige by taking the first U turn

if i'm gonna express my feelings for her at least i should look presentable , right ?

.........

fuck , why do i feel like a fucking pussy now ?

get a grip brown , you got that shit .

you're the man just knck the door she'll open tell her the magic words then kiss her so bad tell her through the kiss everything ..yeah what's so hard ?

no it is hard

currently i'm dressed nicely and standing in front of flower's door

it's now or never brown

i was never a chicken . So what the fuck wrong with me ??

she already said that she loves me and i know that flower can't reject me and with that i quickly rang the bell twice

shit ! what have i done ?

should i run now or what ?

i'll jus-

my thoughts and heart stopped when she opened the door and her eyes met mine then moved to my body

she's checking me out , if i was in my right state i would've smirked but at the moment i'm captured with her eyes her wide baby blue eyes which are now locked with mine .. and in a moment I'm not here .

i'm too consumed to speak , i missed every single thing about her , I miss the way my eyes look at her , she's my flower , my angel my sun and moon she's everything that brings happiness in my life , words aren't said but eyes talked everything , with my eyes i told her everythng she was about to hear , i didn't look down her body cause i know i'll get distracted , i mean just a look and i could see her full lips stained with a blood red lipstick and it made my thoughts run wild so i magine if i looked at her body

"williams " my name was a whisper like coming out of her soft plump lips and it made my argue to tell her increased

I want her to know .

"rosabella i want to say a really important thing " i said nervously with my face not giving any kind of emotions , she bits her lip nervously

"go ahead " she tells me with a slightly shaky voice

" i...i.. just want you to know that i've never said anything like that in my life but when it comes to you rosabella i have to do whatever it takes .. i just want you to knw that no matter how many times we fight or argue, I always want to work it out because You understand me like no one else can rosabella ..  it's confusing because i was never like this , flower I mean it when I say that I am yours, and you are mine. " i meant every word i just told her and i'm rewarded with my blush growing hard on her cheeks

I never planned what to say , I speak my feelings , I open my mouth and feelings don't speaking .

"willia-" i cut her

"i'm not finished " i said and she nod biting her lip with teary eyes

shit ! have i said something wrong ?

women are all insane with shitty mood swings

but anyway i decided to continue this will turn either so bad or the best

"r-rose.......You are my world ......and i want you to know that i...i-i love you rosabella ......... i couldn't say it back because i was too overwhelmed and not believing that you could in any way love me back , flower I've fallen deeply in love with you since i first saw those baby blue eyes , the way my heart flipped made me realise that you're not gonna be just an employee and my brain was like , fuck man!! you're in deep shit ... i tried to hid my feeling but not anymore I'm not afraid to say that i love you rose , I can't imagine my life without you by my side. I love you so much I can't even explain it!." there it's said .

my heart beats are racing fast and I'm a bit sweaty with sweating palms , i took a look in her eyes and find them wide with tears streaming fast through them rolling down her cheeks

she looks shocked .

what have i done ?

Oh fuck !!

try and fix it you asshole

" rosabella i love every single thing about you , i love your smile , i love the way you look at me as if i'm the only one for you , i love you because you're everything to me..i love you because you're you , i lo-" i was talking and i saw her walking slowly towards me but i was stopped when she warped her arms around my neck on an instant my arms warp themselves around her waist as i brought her closer to me

" i love you so much mr williams brown " she whispered so softly in my ear then slowly and softly pressed her lips against mine making me feel her soft warm lips against mine , the feeling shooted so deep into my heart and i slowly started matching her pace by openig my mouth and her lips copied my action , our lips moved slowly against each others and sassily that it made her moan and made  me groan , the kiss is so sensual and deep , we spoke through it .
its soft and tender with no tongue and it's our first without tongue​ , so slow and sassy in a way that made my heart itch with love , i wanna savour this moment as much as I can ,  this kiss is not like any kiss we've ever shared before , this one is filled with emotions and passion ... filled with love , i can almost taste the taste of tantalizing promises of an unending devotion , i can almost tast it in her mouth and it made me hungrier for more so I took her lower lip between my lips slowly and soundly started sucking it and I couldn't help but grain and I felt her breath in sharply , her plump lower lip is juicy and so fucking warm , she took my upper lip between hers and copied my actions and stared sucking , this simple gesture made me hungrier for her and my dick can no longer take it , i pull her closer to me if possible making her feel my hard dick that made her gasp

yeah baby feel me .

i took this as my chance and moved on sucking her upper lip making her suck my lower in return as a respond to me she sucked it harder making me groan during the kiss and squeeze her slim body more to me till i feel her brests squeeze hard in my chest and this made my need for her increase to a new level I didn't know existed .

she took a grip of my hair and tug lightly her hands moving and comping my still slightly wet hair with her nails , my hands trail up and down her back and tried to move her closer , but unfortentaly being humans we had to break the kiss off to breath but our foreheads still touched

" i love you rosabella " i whispered

and there is my blush again on her cheeks .

she smiled at me shyly before talking again

"me too" she whispered back

"you what baby ?" i ask her knowing that she knows that i want to hear her say the words again .

" i love you williams " she told me biting her damn full lip tgat I bruised now and are so fucking pink , c'mon guys I'm only human as Christina Perry sang , so i couldn't resist the argue to kiss her again and i did , i quickly peck her lips again

"hmmm" i hummed in satisfaction during the kiss

god now i'm a happy man .

i could die happily now .

no i'm kidding , i wanna live as long as i can to be with her .

she's my joey

"say it again , i want to hear it every single second " i told her as we broke the kiss and hear her beautiful laugh

god i love it when she's laughing because of me .

" i love you " she repeats

i closed my eyes as a smile made it's way to my face , god i feel relieve and peace now

but to my so unlucky stars my eyes were snapped opened the same moment they were closed due to a high pitched very familiar voice whom i know too well who it belongs to .

" oh my god !!! williams , i didn't know you're that romantic , learn something you douchebag " sara's voice wake me from the most beautiful dream ..no from the most wonderful reality in my life and I can't help the annoyed look that took over my face as rosabella moved away from me and had the look as if they cought us having sex or something .

I mean even if they did cought us having sex , what's the problem ?

"did you-" rose begun with blushing cheeks but sara cut her

"hear ..yup sister we all heard and saw everything " sara said smirking

we all ?

She pushed the door and it opened wider for me to fucking see andrew who i know what he wanna say but i really don't care , then there is Antonio's girl who i don't remember her name , it was something like line or zline whatever it was , she was there beside Antonio himself .

Just fucking great .

i send then all a glare then turn to rose

" wasn't it just you and me tonight ? our talk on the phone !! when did you even invite.our...uhm.. friends " i asked her pissed off now .

hell !! i came here wanting to fuck her brains out but the key word is wanting but at least i would have made her cum for three times a minimum .

she lookes as if wanting to apologize or explain anything but her actions changes at the last minute and she surprised me by nudging me in my side with her elbow making me laugh

flower is nudging me

god i'll go insane if i focused on every single detail my love does .

" don't be rude " she mocked me playfully and i smiled .

I'm nothing but rude sweetheart

"babe i came here with bad intentions you know , but i don't know anymore " i told her out loud not caring if they are all hearing us , hell i want them out of her place . Now .

i smirked when i saw her blushed face and wide eyes this made me want her even more , i placed my arm around her shoulders and moved her closer to me , she's just blushing and i know now that she knows what are my intentions , my dirty intentions .

i'm trying to fight the argue to laugh at her reaction .

What was she expecting , that I'll come here kiss her and tell her that I miss her back after a whole fucking week of not touching her and that's it !! Hah , funny .

"bad buddy ... that's bad . i know you two wanna fuck but we are the ones who came , she never invited us .. shame on her " andrew told me making me nod my head laughing and rose laughed a shy laugh .

andrew you are really confusing me

he's the one who wants me away from her till i tell her the truth and it actually piss me off that he wants me away from her

but i know that he's only doing this for our own good .

He wants me to tell her the truth then be with her but how can I fúcking resist her , it's like being starved for a year if that's possible and then they got you seated in front of a traditional American cheese burger which by the way I cannot resist so what will any normal human being do beside rapping the sandwich .

" sorry guys if we spoiled your...night " antonio said looking at andrew and they both laugh .

these two fuckers are making my kitty uncomfortable .

" Just shut up you two , come baby let's go inside " i said taking a grip of rose's delicate hand and led her inside closing the door after me . we walked past my fucking pain in the ass best friend who's still smirking at me giving me that look that said that he already told me that i'm whipped , i rolled my eyes .

"you're never forgetting what you heard , aren't you ?" i asked him trying not to smile at how goofy he looks or maybe because i know that he was right all along .

" never" andrew whispered with wide eyes and smiling and I shook my head smiling.

we got in the apartment and i took a seat on the couch and took my rose on my lap , she stiffed in the beginning then relaxed when i warped my arms around her .

they all kept talking but i paid no one attention , my eyes are only focusing on the flower sitting on my lap and how beautiful she is , she's perfect with everything a man could possibly ask for , she's tall with sexy slightly tan skin and unending long legs , she has flate stomach and full breasts and a perfect ass with the perfect measurements that is pressed to my starting to get hard cock . she has full lips and blue eyes and a close to be waist length hair but I noticed that it's to the half of her back now which is nice actually but most of all she has the kindest heart ever , her heart seem to be full with an unending love ..love for life , love for happiness and tomorrow , love for hope and brightness .. love for me .

she is an angel

My angel .

it was all fine and we were actually having fun untill rose decided to start moving her hips and ass against my cock .

fuck ! i already feel myself growing hard , i looked at her and she's laughing with Andrew and antonio's girl which I know know that her name is Rosalin  , so obviously rose is doing this inoccently and some how the thought drives me wilder and i decided to do a thing which i don't know how she'll react to it .......

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A cliffhanger , hah 😂

I'm such a tease , sorry guys , not really .😅😅

So what do y'all think of Williams confession ? I actually teared 😪

Don't you just love love !!

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