chapter 42
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So the song up there ☝ is pillowtalk by Zayn .
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his mouth touched my ear lope and land a kiss there before taking it between his teeth making me bite my lip , his hands are roaming my body while his mouth kept leaving soft , wet and slow kisses on my neck making me moan , he's kissing me so sensually and so gently in a way that it turning me on even more and driving me wild .
his opened his mouth slowly and started sucking the skin on my neck then his tongue flickers over the place and he nibs at the skin and this makes me want him even more and drove me mad , another moan escaped past my lips and suddenly his lips clashed on mine , they started moving together and i circled my hands round his neck bringing him closer to me , he started kissing me more forcefully , now that's my Williams .
he shoved his tongue in my mouth exploring and tasting every place he can manage , we fought for dominance but i gave up eventually , my hands tugged his hair softly , then he broke the kiss for both of us to breath before looking into my eyes again with so much lust and arousal mixed with adoration and passion.
"i can't get enough of you , rosabella " and with that he clashed his lips on mine again with much more force making me moan loudly and tug his hair harder making him moan too , he start tugging the end of the shirt before his hands went up and down my thighs leaving a trail of goos pumps on their way .
He again started tugging the shirt and to my surprise i raised my hands for him to take the shirt off .
Don't ask me from where did this bravery came , all I know is that I want this ... I want his body against mine .. I wanna feel him .
he broke the kiss and without taking his eyes off of me he started lifting the shirt up exposing my skin till he took it off completely and threw it god knows where , he backed away from me slightly to have a look , he suck in a deep breath and his pupils dilated while roaming my body making sure to stop at the sensitive spots making shivers roll down my spine and my nipples harden under his blazing gazes and my core is pulsing so hard .
"you're so fucking perfect rosabella " he told me with a thick aroused voice as his hungry eyes settled on my breasts and he bites his lip making my p*ssy started clenching and unclenching , i curl my toes in the white fabric under me to try and sustain this intense desire flaming in my core , he leaned in again and started trailing soft kissed along my neck down to my collar bone and above my breasts teasing me . his hand kept roaming my body as he moves the other to the small of my back and suddenly pushes me upwards from the small of my back making our hips meet and i can't help but arch my back more to get this wild friction , i gasp as i feel his hard erection against me , his d*ck is pressed against the front of my p*ssy and it made my breath hitch while my heart beats turned frantic .
"see how hard i am for you baby ?.. my d*ck wants to be buried so deep in your warm p*ssy" he whispers in my ears making a moan escape my throat as I close my eyes
that's it i can't hold back , not any more if he didn't acts a good boy and do what his d*ck wants I think might just rape him .
i brought his face down to me with my hands fisting in his hair and clash my lips on his , he groans in my mouth and i flipped us making me straddling him .
of course he helped me flip us i mean he's as heavy as a building if not heavier .
He's laying on his back on the bed and my on top of him , i broke the kiss and start kissing his jaw then trailing soft kisses on his neck , he moans while his hand cupped my breast and started squeezing and teasing my nipples and it made me moan , my tongue licked all the length of his neck and he groaned out loud .
" Flower , fück ! You're Killin me" he half moaned and I smirked against his neck .
i can feel how excited he is at the moment and decided to give him a tease , I mean it's the least I could do , he always tease me .
So i started rocking my hips back and forth slowly against his erection that is by the way standing straight and hard into his black sweatpants , so that there is this friction , his hand tighten around my breasts and I bitted my lower lips to stop the moan .
"fück " he groan and my inner goddess is satisfied and grinning like a queen .
His hands moved to hold me from my hips and he started increasing my movements and made that friction almost unbarred and it made me want him even more and i feel this... this need
i don't know what is it but i want him i feel that something is missing because i'm having a very good feeling down there but it's not complete , it only makes me want even more ...
more friction
more him
And for the first time I feel the need for something down there and it makes me confused .. never have I ever felt like this before .
My thoughts were all thrown in the dumber when I pushed his hips upwards the same moment ground mine hard against him.
" Aahhhh ..Williams " I moaned his named loudly closing my eyes And this made him do the action ones again and I bited his flesh against his collar bone hard to stop my moans while my nails dig into his bare chest , he groaned out loud and started up thrusting his hips upwards meeting my grindings .
and i feel this wetness between my thighs increase even more to the point of dripping and my body is itching for his .
" holly fück! flower , it's taking me every single strength i have to control myself , baby ! i can feel how wet you are through my sweats and my boxer you're wearing .. fúcking christ " he said breathy and when I locked eyes with him his eyes are pitched black and wide with lust and hunger .
his words made me blush furiously and i know that i want him as bad as he wants me , although i'm melting from the inside and itching for him but i didn't stop my movement because the thing is ..
i can't
i want even more , i need more .
" Williams " I moaned his name and he suddenly sat straight taking me with him so that my chest is clashes againist his and my nipples screamed for his attention as they touched his muscular chest .
" Yeah babygirl ... That's it .. ride me faster and harder .. show me flower .. I wanna see how dirty you can be baby " his dirty words and the way his voice is dark and thick , laced with hunger and illicit made me moan out loud and throw my head back .
Oh my God !! His words are turning me on so much and the muscles in my bellybutton are clenching even more .
I started moving my hips faster againist him harder and my hips bucked against his own .
"Oh baby " he moaned closing his own eyes and one hand moved from my hips to the back of my neck and moved my head harshly so close to him till my nose is touching his .
" You . Are . Mine " he said every word with so much authority in his voice and seriousness that it made me shiver and nod my head franticly as I feel my legs begin to shake and the friction of my things and his hard erection both pressing against my core made the pressure in my belly button started to built .
" Yes ...Y-yeah yours " I assured him with a weak and half moaning voice Because I'm not here .. I'm so high and I can't control anything ... I can't control my body nor my fogged with his love mind or my breath .. I'm under his Mercy .
"Only mine " he told me and crushed his lips hard against me , the way his tongue part my lips and is shoved hard in my mouth made it to me and suddenly all my muscles clench and tense and the coil in my stomach is released and I'm climbing higher and higher into a wonderful place with this sinful feeling .
" Williams " with moaning his name my orgasm hits me so hard as a freaking her , knocking the breath out of me and I closed my hard as it all came out and I'm on on the peak and i started coming down from my high slowly .
" Fück fück fück !! " He said closing his eyes tightly while bitting his lower lip and I looked at him and how much he wants to control himself for me and it consumed me how he's willing to stop his own pleasure and not have it just though he can protect me or hurt me .
A deep blush took it's place on my cheeks as I noticed the cum dripping from me soaked the front of his sweats and made me a pretty good stain there right above his if even more possible larger d*ck and is obvious in his soft boxer I'm wearing .
i don't know what took over me but i some how wanna let him know how much he means to me ... He's holding back so much and I know that he wants this as bad as me if not more , he pleased me yesterday and i wanna return the favor so pushed him suddenly by my hands againist his chest and it took him by surprise Because he actually fall back on his back on the bed with wide surprised eyes .
" Flower ? What a-" i didn't let him continue .
"Hushsh Mr Brown ..." I hushed him and his eyes darken even more .
I let my hand slide from his chest to his belly and stoped at the waist band of his sweats , i look at him and bit my lips from embarrassment .
So you're not as brave and horny now , my devilish half thought smirking.
"c-can i ? " i ask him for permission while bitting my lip out of embarrassment , his black lustful eyes were almost begging me .
"please " he told me with a needing voice and my heart squeezed Because it looks like he really needs me , and for the first time I see him weak and I don't want that so slowly i let my hand in his sweats and let my hand palm him through his boxer
i momentarily stopped breathing .
Holly Molly !! he's big and standing straight , the moment my hands touches his growing erection he closed his eyes for a second and sucked in a deep breath
okay so what to do now ? do i like keep my hands like this or what ? oh my god ! i don't know what to do!!!!
i know what is a hand job and a blow job , i heard a lot from max and emma about those stuff but never tried or saw before so ...
"do you know what to do ? " williams asked me breathy , hunger can't be misunderstood in his eyes , i slowly shook my head a no and he smiled
"here " he said and sit on the bed again making me sit on his lap still straddling him , he takes his sweats off staying only in his boxers , his black tight Calvin Klein boxers.
Sweet Mary Jesus ! now i can see what my hand was touching not that much though as he is still in his boxer but let me tell you it's a masterpiece and oh so big , he places his hand on mine while palming himself , he closed his hand so that i'm holding him
"just move your hand up and down and squeeze " he said
"like this " he showed me with his hands on mine and then he let go of my hand leaving me on my own
okay rose you have to win this challenge and get an A plus
i took a hold of him firmly and it surprised me that I can feel a soft skin against the hard rod , i started moving my hand up and down as he said and squeezing slightly but the fabric of his boxer is making it slightly hard .
I graped him by both hands and started moving up and down like he told and focus on the drift in hand to my surprise he actually responded by throwing his head backwards , he's still sitting and his breath is harsher now and quicker , with my other hand i squeezing the base as I work with the other on the head .
"fück ! yes baby just like that " he said breathy and i kept doing the same , i tighten my hands around him making him suck in a harsh breath then moved my thumb over the tip and quicken my pase
"fucking christ !! " he cursed his eyes rolling in the back of his head
wanting to hear more i move my face to be closer to him then i bite his lower lip hard like he always do to me earning a moan from him and i feel him tense underneath me and his erection grow more if that's possible
"fück don't look at me like this flower ,i can't hold back longer and you're breasts ..fuck ! " he's breathing hard and sweat is forming on his forehead
god help me ! i think i'll faint or something from just looking at him in this state
" rosabella i'll come in my boxer if you don't stop now " he warned me with thick voice but poor williams doesn't know that this is my aim .
he started pushing his hips upwards into my hands for a quicker movement , then I did something that i got to admit was completely dirty and not like me but I felt so so I did it , i opened my legs widely spreading them and since they're on both of his sides of his thighs because i'm straddling him so he has a full view of me down there but with the panties ... His panties on which are just like any panties not like his briefs so he can pretty much see down there , then i lowered myself onto his thigh and started rubbing my p*ssy against his thigh like a kitten still pumping him faster but I made a tempo so that with every fast stroke my hands would make I'd brush my p*ssy along with it while bitting my lip and still hand blowing him faster .
"fucking fuck... Jesus!! " he groans out loud and his hand graped my hips and moved them back and forth against him even more faster and grounded me hard against thigh and I moaned out loud , he's moving me so fast against him just like how my hands are moving against him , my clit is being rubbed so fast and hard and it made me close my eyes tightly as a shameless loud moan escaped past my lips and my hand tighten even more around him , I'm feeling an intense pressure starts building in my stomach and my eyes started closing without my control but my hands never stopped the fast movements .
"holly fucking christ " with that being said he grounded me so hard against his thigh and I fell so hard from my high and my orgasm hit me the same moment I felt warm wettness spread through his boxers soaking it and my hands too and his tense muscles started relaxing again , i let go of him I can't understand how his d*ck is still hard .m I mean he just emptied himself, right ? I'm so exhausted to think so i fell against his chest trying to catch my breath from how intense was this orgasm and the one before , he's heart is beating so fast against my chest and he's trying to regular his breath too .
" Christ ! Baby that was...." he was starting breathy but i cut him off before hearing him .
"i know it's not ... It's not what you expected .. since i'm not experienced and it's my first time and you were with a lot of girls bef but-" i was babbling sitting straight now nevertheless still straddling him , he cut off my misery .
" it is not what i've expected , rosabella . it's better actually way better if not the best . let along that it's my first time coming in my boxer , it takes more than one graping me through my boxers , baby " he said with a smug smirk making me blush and burry my face in his neck and feel him laughing , suddenly he pulled back looking shocked .
What's wrong ?
"wait .. did you just say that it's your first time ?" he asked and i blush and nod slowly bitting my lower lip , he sits up straight and i frowned copping his action and sit in front of him crossing my legs while he sits on his knees .
"your first time giving a hand job or touching a d*ck ? " he asked me narrowing his eyes in an suspicious way and my breath hitches .
OH god !!
why is it so hot all of a sudden !
" uhm...b-both " i told him shuttering and his eyes widen , surprise can't be denied in his eyes .
"rosabella are you still a virgin ? " he asks me slowly looking shocked with a realizing eyes .
No shit Sherlock .
of course he'd figure, he put the pieces together and there .. the image is formed .
while blushing and bitting my lip harder , i nodded slowly .
"oh my fúcking god ! seriously !! why didn't you say anything earlier ? " he said while passing his hand through his hair then rubbing his face looking exhusted and sad or mad or even pissed !!
what ?
i looked at him with hurt written all over my face and i can't hide it .
i actually feel humiliated , this is not the reaction i've been looking for .
here i was willing to completely give myself to him while he is what seem to be regretting something , regretting this ? us?
"yes mr williams brown i am and i don't see the problem so , sorry if you are used on fúcking whores that knows exactly what they are doing and that now you're stuck with the virgin " i snapped at him on the very edge of crying and stood from bed while graping the shirt to hide my exposed chest and headed to the closed door on the ride side of the room which I assume is a bathroom .
I don't wanna stay near him at the moment and I'm not sure I pretty much like him in this particular moment.
"rosabella wait " he said and rush after me but I walked faster and opened the door to the bathroom ready to close the door , his leg is the reason not allowing me to close the bathroom's door .
i looked at him through glossy eyes and found his soft , regretful ones pouring into mine .
" i swear i didn't mean it this way i'm sorry just hear me out... Please " he begged me with his eyes and i sigh and open the door for him , he stepped inside .
"rosabella i'm sorry , i was just surprised and i have all the right to be ,I mean look at you . i might have expressed it in the wrong way and for that i'm sorry but what you said is absolutely wrong , trust me rosabella i wanna fück you so fúcking much in every possible way no scratch that i wanna make love to you and i guess you know this by now. i just can't believe the idea that you didn't touch any other man in your whole life , that i'm your first and hell !! how i'm happy about it !! " he finished and my heart beats start accelerating , his quite of a speech made my my muscles relax like a jello and made me tear but happy tears .
"but then why you seemed that you regret it ? Regret us? and why you wanted to know earlier , Williams ? You looked pissed " i asked him still acting furious even though I'm melting from the inside .
" me !! regret us ? no fucking way . rosabella you're the only good thing that happened to me in life and i'm not planning on letting go , i wanted to know earlier cause i now regret being .. uhm ... horny and dirty as fück with you , I'm pissed from myself ... if i've known earlier that this is all new to you i would've taken it slow that's why .. but i'm not and I mean it.. I'm not regretting anything " he told me and a smile made it's way to my lips
"slower than this " i told him sarcastically with a smirk and he laughed .
"so eager for me miss hunter " he grinned and i blushed
" hey Don't try and change the topic ... that doesn't mean that i forgave you for you're reactions , I'm still mad " i said joking while raising my nose in the air acting as if he just wounded my ego
"woman ! i just came in my boxers as a fúcking p*ssy , c'mon that must give me some credit " he smirked and now i'm fifty shades of red but laughing hard at his words .
" i need you to go out now cause i'm taking a shower " i told him and his smile widen
"well i can always join you , you know " he said in a playful tone coming close .
"what ? no " i said giggling while pushing the door closed in his face , i hear him laugh which made me laugh too , i quickly strip of my clothes..which are my underwear .. well technically his underwear , the moment the hot water touches my skin i moan in relaxation , my mind drifted to what happened earlier and i blush
holly heavens !!!
i just gave williams a hand job and made him cum in his boxers
oh my goodness...
i gave my boyfriend our first hand job , the thought made a giggle escape my mouth
i'm not afraid anymore from falling deeply in love with him , i'll let myself fall free every day more than the one before and the thing is that i feel that he feels the same about me ... He doesn't have to speak ..actions do speak people !!
he's mine and only mine .
one word from him melts me from head to toe
when i see him i feel the whole freaking zoo in my tummy . i wish i could tell him all those feelings i'm having for him , i wish to be brave enough to tell him that i love him .
But I know I can't ... Beside the fact that I'm a terribly shy person .. I'm also self unsecure so I won't have that kind of courage .
i dried my hair and of course i'm forced onto wearing the previous shirt which is kinda gross but what to do !! I have nothing else but I couldn't wear the underwear cause that's way beyond gross and well..... it's all wet .
i walked out of the bathroom and saw folded clothes on the bed . I took ahold of them .
it's a soft half sleeve grey shirt and a grey boxers too , a smile made it's way to my lips Because he thought of me .
Thank God I didn't wear that underwear .. so i took the shirt off and put the other shirt on then put the boxers on , the shirt reaches my mid thigh and i made my hair and the boxer is under it and so wide that I'm afraid it'll just fall down but I'm thankful for the tall shirt , I made my hair a messy bun and when i check myself in the mirror , I look different .
Kinda cute though , the hickeys williams gave me yesterday are purple now and designed with some more from today earlier i also noticed how flushed i am and my wide blue eyes are almost grey and glowing .
i made my way to him down stairs and to the lift and when i enter the kitchen the delicious smell filled me nostrils and I was almost drooling , i looked at the counter and i see the Paradise literally Paradise ..
He's placing two empty dished on the counter that is full of food .
He made scrambled eggs and bacon and some smoked turkey slices and what looked like spicy Mexican sausages with eggs , pancakes and waffles and coffee and 2 cups of orange juice and a basket full of fresh fruits ..
Wow !!
He actually made all if that while I was taking a shower ..
If I'm the one to prepare this meal I'd take from hour to two max .. so yeah he'd make a better house wife than me.
The smell made my mouth waters .
Miam Miam .....
"you made all of this ?" i asked him amazed , he shook his head a yes and my heart warms with adoration
stop making me fall for you harder than i am !!!
he made me breakfast . Ohhh you guys !!
he's so sweet .
" grazie mio signore , i'm starving actually " i said sweetly and take a seat on on of the long stool chairs , he smile widely and sits beside me
" you sound sexy when you speak italian " he told me and i blush .
Really !
i took my empty dish and start filling it with food , some bacon and eggs and then the other eggs with sausage and some smoked turkey slices ... i kept doing this till the dish has no place and i feel satisfied now so place it in front of me and took a knife and a fork , i look at him to find him staring at me with an amused smile .
What? I'm hungry !! Sue me ..
"i'm hungry " i shrugged blushing
"you love foot , don't you ?" he asked me smirking yet still looking amused .
"very " i said batting my eyelashes dramatically and he laughs out loud .
"do you even work out ?" he ask and my eyes widen
am i fat ?
There is nothing wrong with being fate but I love having a perfect model like body .
" no i don't " i said blinking and he laughs again
"why?" i asked me suspiciously .
"it's just ..where does all of this food go ? you eat a lot but you don't even gain any weight " he said shrugging in a way as if he can't understand it him self and my shoulders relax
phew !!
"what to say !! , i'm a fast fat burner and a slow fat gainer " i said smiling widely and took a bite of my eggs
god that's tasty .
when i look at him i found him still looking at me and not eating
" aren't you hungry ? why aren't you eating ?" i asked him and his eyes darken and he bits his lower lip in a seductive way then slowly release it and the action made me drool literally .
"i'm hungry ... but not for food " he told me with that dark panty dropping tobe and the blush creeps to my cheeks , his laugh filled the whole kitchen around us and i look at him , his dimple is obvious the most and his eyes are closed as he laughs .
he placed his arms around me and pull me into a hug , i hug him back tightly
" oh flower ..i lo-...like the way you blush around me " he said and my eyes widen as i think of his words
was he going to say something other than i like ?
i mean it started as i love but then he changed it or maybe I'm just hearing things , when i looked at him i saw a hint of pink shades on his cheeks .
Is he blushing !!
we broke apart after a while and resumed eating our breakfast
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"no williams , i can't go out looking like this " i said walking away from the full length mirror in william's room
"wait let me see " he said coming out of his walk in closet
my unsecurity increased as i take in what he's wearing , he's wearing a white half sleeved shirt making his veiny arms appear perfectly the black tattoos completed it and a black slim fit jeans with white Nike shoes .
he looks sexy all in black and white .
when i look at his face he's trying to stop his laughter by placing his hand on his mouth .
"williams " i glared at him and give him my back and stare again at myself in the mirror
i'm wearing one of williams black and white nike shirts which reaches my mid thigh and his nike black shorts which are too wide and big that they are reaching just below my knees and i'm tying the waist band's tie so tight to try and make it fit me . actually i'm afraid if i move that it'll slip down my legs .
god !! only the thought of people seeing me like this makes me blush plus william's white sneakers are so big on me , they slip off when i walk quickly and the fact that i'm not wearing a bra didn't help but hey nothing is appearing cause my boobs aren't huge so I guess they won't be that obvious not if I ran , i mean me myself can't notice them in this wide cloths .
williams came from behind me and warp his arms around me bringing me close to him
"you don't look so bad , actually i like seeng you in my cloths as i said before and let's not forget that you refused that black would by you something and that's why we're going shopping now " he told me resting his chin in the crook of my neck and i can see him arguing to burst in fit of laughter
Earlier he told me that he'll sent Blake to but me some dress for the barbecue party with Jan and Rina but I refused Because I hate people chosing my cloths for me .. not all of us have the small taste and I hate wearing what's not my tast so we. Agreed that's I'll wear something from him and we'll go shopping then to a hair dresser and make up and then straight to the party .
"why not just wear my black dress " i said frustrated .
"and have everyone checking those sexy legs hell no and how when i split the fabric from under your ass till your pretty p*ssy ?" he asked me in a matter of fact and i smiled blushing as i turn and face him hooking my arms around his neck
" everyone will be looking at those sexy legs all because of that same creepy CEO , do you remember him wil?" i asked smirking , his smile widen and he brings me closer by tightening his arms around my waist
" well this creepy ceo couldn't control himself and let the fabric of your dress gets in his way and of course i remember him baby , i'm a fan of him remember ! " he said smirking and i laugh
"let's go before i throw you on my bed again , and trust me you'll not be able to get away this time " he said huskly in my ear sending shivers through me body , i quickly ran away from him to the lift and hear his laughter .
he pressed the B botton on the list and we made our way down there but not to the kitchen's floor , we went down more floors like actually a lot of floors .
Didn't I tell you earlier that I might be stuck in star wars or something out of a science fiction movie !!
"where are we heading in this lift ?" i asked him
"to the garage away from the paparazzi " he said and i'm a deer in lights .
way to impress me williams .
there are actually two lifts , one to the car and other to humans which leasd to another gate away from all the waiting paparazzi like he said and all of that is something and the lift inside the house is another thing .
I really am out strucked .wow .
"is this you're own lift or something ?" i asked him smirking in a mocking way.
"actually yeah .. kind of , every four apartments here have their own car elevator but this one we're in I asked to make a personal one for me but there is one with code for all the neighbors in the building " he said in a way too cool way as if it's nothing and i choose to stop being amazed so i just nodded .
we made our way down through then garage and there was blake waiting beside a white audi A1 club sport quattro, yup i know about cars .
"wow that's your car ?" i asked him the stupidest question with a wide eye and jaw cleaning the floor .
"Yup .. that's my baby " he said in pride as we made our way to blake
blake ! why does he always has to be there ! i want only me and williams .
why can't williams drive us both alone ?
"i know what you're wondering ! and i'll answer you rosabella , soon i will " he said and I feel that there is more behind those simple words but I'm grateful that he's willing to tell me whatever it it so i nodded .
My believes in any successful relationship that it needs three rules and non can be missed .
Respect . Honestly . Trust
If you have them you have a golden treasure .
" hi blake " i greeted him and smiled politely and he nodded his head in a polite formal manner but i didn't miss the way he looked at my cloths and tried not to smile .
Even Blake the unsmiling statue !!
here it goes ...
we got in the car and blake start driving us to God knows where but I guess a mall or something .
my pho e start ringing and when i check it it's rebeca .
"god she'll ask a lot of questions and i'm not ready for all of this " i told Williams closing my eyes and he took a grip of my hand in his .
"then don't answer .. make the phone on it's silent mode " he said simply and i nodded , i noticed missed calls from emma and max and tom too but i decided not to call them back not now .. I'll just do like what will said .
But I couldn't help but notice that lucas didn't call and it made me for the slightest second sad , Don't ask !!
i'll call tom ... Yeah and he'll call them all .
"i'm just calling tom " i told to williams and he nodded
"rose , hey are you okay ? you got me worried " he answered on the second ring with a worried voice and I feel guilty but can't help the smile forming Because it occurred to me that I never chose wrong friends and tom is one the best.
"hey tommy , i'm fine buddy don't worry " i told him smiling even though he can't seem but I'm happy that he's caring , I noticed williams hand grip on my own tighten .
" rosabella , have you seen the papers or watched the news , lately ?" he asks with a concerned voice, he's so sweet , he probably don't want to hurt my feelings or surprise me .
" yeah tom i know ... i heard , i know what they're saying about williams and me " i said to him glancing at williams and find him looking at me smiling and i smile back .
" I know well that as long as you're with him you're fine but I need to hear it. " He said and I laughed lightly .
What makes him thinks that I must be safe with Williams ? he seemed so sure of it .
" I am tom ... Never been better actually " I told him the truth with a smile .
I actually never have been this good and calm and having such a nice time .. my time with Williams is like spending time in heaven .
After hanging up with tom Williams warped his arm around me and I lean into him resting my head against his chest ... Hearing his heart beats is somehow Became an addicted drug to me .. it calms me .. it silence my demons and makes me wanna curl into a ball and never leave his side .
" Flower " his voice snapped me from the relaxing silence .
" Hah " I shift my head and looked at him .
" I did something and ..Uhm... I think you should know " he told me looking nervous !!
Now that got my attention so I sit straight facing him .
" What's wrong , Williams ? " I asked him frowning
" Look I know that I'm the one who told you that you should let go of the past but... " He trailed and now I'm anxious to what he has to say about what I'm sure now is my father's topic .
" Williams ? " I think he felt the panic and confusion in my voice cause he grabbed my hand in his .
" I called my private investigator today morning ... You deserve to be answered .. no one can take that right away from you .. not when I'm by your side " he told me bringing his eyebrows together while explaining .
For a moment everything stilled and all I'm focusing on is this absolutely beautiful and breathtaking creature in front of me .
Oh my God !! His actions and his words consumed me so bad and made my heart jump high in my chest .
He thinks I deserve to be answered ... He believes in me .
Also he haired an investigator just to search in my dad's death accident just to give me answers
Oh Williams how I love you !
My eyes teared up and I kept staring into his muddy brown eyes with my teary ones .
" Hey baby .. I'm sorry come here .. maybe I shouldn't have done it .. I passed the line .. I'm so sorry " his apology and how he hugged me tightly only increased my crying and made me clutch into his white shirt tighter .
He's perfect ... No one should be this perfect with no mistakes and what made me cry harder is the fact that he thinks that I'm crying cause he upset me while he did the exact opposite thing .
" N-no Williams .... No one ever made me feel as precious or as valued as you do ... You care that much and what you did .. it's .. oh god .. I literally can't breath from how much happy I am " I tried to express what I'm feeling for him with my eyes and hands and just everything .. I wish I'm as good with words as I say them in my mind .. but I suck at the whole confessing thing .
" Thank you Williams .. thank you so much it means the world to me " I told him honestly meaning every word and made sure that he got that from just staring at how meanful my eyes are , I lean into him slowly and he didn't let me kiss him first cause he leaned in more and landed his lips against mine slowly and so softly I closed my eyes and he took a hold of some free locks of my hair and placed them behind my ear and pulled my closer to him by my waits as his lips moved againist mine slowly and oh so tenderly that it made me shiver , his hand is placed behind my neck as he deepen the kiss and the other is stocking my cheek lightly z a soft moan made it's way of of my throat when his tongue started crassing mine softly , we broke the kiss for both of us to breath .
" God ! Words can't even begin to describe what are you to me flower .. in such a short time you became my heart's smile .. my happiness " he whispered and I blushed smiling cause I can tell him the same .
He's heart's smile he said .. oh Williams .
The car came to a slow stop and when I looked outside we're standing in front of some kind of a fashion house .
" Come baby ... Let's buy you some pretty good stuff like magic , shall we ? " He told me with a smile and I laughed out loud as Blake opened our door .
You're the only pretty good stuff in my life .. you're God's miracle for me brown .
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That's all for today guys 😚
So what do y'all think so far about the story's progress ?
And what do you think of the hot scene 😅😅 ?
Ik that I was supposed to update the last Thursday but I didn't well for that I'm sorry but I thought that I might just tell you what's going on with me so you know what's holding me from updating regularly and being focused with ya guys .
Well I'm moving out to a different place so ..
I'm all alone and I have a lot and I mean it a lot of stuff and luggages full of clothes and a whole punch of boxes 😂😂 and all you know the whole mess that rotates around the idea of moving out so I can't find enough time to sit and write a complete chapter .. now adays to publish a chapter it takes me three days to write cause I can't find enough time .. I thought you guys would want to know why I'm holding .. it's nothing I can do something about and I'm doing my best .
So plz be patient and I promised that the quality of the chapter will stay the same and long and good juicy chapters too just like this one and more , I'll update ones a week like before but idk yet which day .. it depends on my free time but I promise just this week maximum and everything will return to normal .
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