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I'm breathless , it's like all air escaped my lungs . His words are ringing in my ears , every word that claimed me his is making my heart drum hard against my chest .

Can he hear ? How my heart is beating so hard against his own chest .

The lack of distance between us is not helping me at all actually there is no distance cause we are clashed against each other .

His lustful black eyes are staring right back through mine not helping my state at all .

" why don't you ?" i asked him half whispering Because well , I'm breathless .I couldn't just shut up after his words ... I can't , I'm shamelessly giving in for my desire , i want him too as bad as he wants me and I know that he knows that I want him , he just said it out loud .

My words made him smirk and bit his lower lip , the action cought me totally off of guard and now I'm staring at his lips probably drooling .

" oh baby ! ask me to , i'm still holding onto my promise , flower " he said still smirking and now I remember his vow and that he wants me to ask him to kiss me or even touch me and that I said that it'll never happen but you know what , at the moment i'm not so sure that I can stay shut and push him away , I'm actually ready to ask him and don't ask me where i-will-never-ask-him-to-kiss-me-rose go ? Cause i'll tell you that she's long gone .

" so...beautiful ...." he whispered against my ear , my body is pressed to his so close to the point that a thin sheet of paper have no space between us , the hands that pushed my body close to his are now one cupping my cheek and the other still on my waist , his face is in the crock of my neck and his breath is fanning my neck . He leaned in till his mouth is against my ear and I almost wanted to giggle

what? I'm ticklish .

" baby just ask me " he spoke with a husky voice and it almost sounded as a n order , he spoke the words while the hand that was on my cheek started rooming my body starting from my neck then slowly sliding down to my stomach missing my breasts then to my waist , my hips , his hand leaving behind a trail of Goos pumps and shivers rolling down my spine , the other hand is still fixed on my waist and gripping tightly that I'm sure bruises will grow in the place .

His hands moved upwards from my stomach to my ribcage all from under the lose white shirt so that I'm feeling his hand right on my bare skin ,I hold my breath Because I'm not wearing a bra , my heart beats are wild now his hand reached slowly my breast and as he cupped my breast and he felt my flesh against his hand , he suck in a harsh breath and his eyes widen as his hand still .

Holly heavens !!

" fuck " he cursed with black eyes and his hand tighten only slightly against my breast making me moan lowly yet again and close my eyes .

"Jesus Christ " he cursed again and I opened again and stare into his hungry , hooded eyes that spoke for him and said exactly what does he want.

no one ever touched me like this , no one had felt my body and had their hands all over my body like he does or feel me like this and the weird thing is that my body is actually enjoying every grip , every touch and mostly enjoying the feel of those delicious desire shots flaming in my blood igniting my senses .
it shocks me how i'm willing to give up everything to feel this feeling i'm feeling now forever and not with any other but him .

I was just about to ask him that he can do whatever he wants , I was about to tell him that I want him , I'd let go of my morals and demand that he kiss me right here right now but before I could do so he removed his hand and shook his head as if clearing his thoughts then he placed his hand on my waist like the other , i whimper as he removed his hand .

Williams , I murmur in frustration but in my mind .

i was just about to ask you to kiss me for crying out loud, oh dio

" fuck fuck fuck..... you're not wearing a bra " he cursed closing his eyes tightly and the statement about me not wearing a bra I thing it was for him not me , like he said it to him self . And seeing his this effected by me make me feel happy and enpower actually.

"Flower , i may not be able to stop myself and we are in your dorm parking lot " he whispered against my ear breathing harsh and reality hit me hard .

Oh . My . God !!

i totally forgot that we are still standing in the parking lot and in dorms .

So yeah guys , this is the "Williams brown " kind of effect . He'd make you feel so horny to the point of blindness so if you grabbed him then rapped him , no one can blame you , you could just blame it on him if someone talked . I mean no one told him to be this good looking like a greek god !!

I have a request from all you good looking guys , please do think about us ladies when you walk the streets and look in the mirror !!

"Stavo per chiederti di baciarmi " i whispered in disappointment and he looked at me with much more darker eyes and he closed his eyes tightly and said something under his breath

what ?

" fuck ! what was that ?" he ask me slightly breathless and i think i have a hint on what might be going on with him right now .

is my italian turning him on ??

well it looks like it is !!

i swear i didn't mean to lie but i don't have the courage to tell him my true words

" i was telling you i should probably go " i said and he looked into my eyes , his are still dark .

" you're lying to me , bella " he said and my heart almost skipped a beat .

he said bella , it's a first and it made my heart jump at the hearing of it which is both a first and weird

It sounds so sexy coming out of his mouth , that sexy mouth of him , what the hell rosabella hunter ??

i blush at my thoughts .

"you look so cute when you blush " he said softly stroking my cheek and if possible i blushed even more , my cheeks are fifty shades of red , he smirks Because he knows what he's doing to me , he knows that this is his effect , the kind of effect he has on me .

" come , i'll walk you to your room " he said and i nodded

we walked hand in hand till we reach my room

" i'll see you next weekend , then " i told him softly but sadly I couldn't help the disappointment in my voice , his eyes fall and he took a deep breath .

" i'll miss you till then " he pouting like a little child and I wanted to laigh at how cute he looks but i smiled instead .

" i too " i told him

" it's just a few days and i'll see you again " he said seeming to convence himself more that me

" yeah​ just a few days " i told hk to assure his words while nodding and smiling .

i mean they're just few days ....only few days , i wouldn't miss him that much in a few days ,,right ?

We are standing in front of the door to my room and the passing by students are staring at us , of course girls are walking with a pool of drooling under them from how bad their jaws are opened while staring at Williams and eye raping him , some guys too are doing the same .

Does it piss me off and makes my blood boil ? Yes it does so bad .

But can I do something about it ? No I can't nor can I ever blame them , I mean look at him .

See !! See why can't I blame them

" good night" he said and leaned into me then Gave me a cheek kiss .

" good night " i said and smiled , he waved me goodbye then he's gone and i went inside my room and the first thing that greeted me was a fuming rebeca looking mad too .

well some of us will face some issues here .

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emma called me and started about the you-are-being-distant line and she started demanding answers so after what it looks like an hour of explaining everything to her while she's on silent mood , she finally spoke

" oh my freaking god , are you serious " she asked in disbelieve and i laughed at how goofy she's look now .

i told her all about williams and the kiss-es we shared and his words , his gazes and probably more like every single detail including my reactions to each and every thing that happened between us .

Yeah i know that I said a whole lot of words and my jaw is actually hurting me from the lots of talking I did.

" this brown dude likes you , sister ..... like really likes you , man! he could even be falling in love with you " she said with an excited voice and my breath hitches at the mention of love .

now that's impossible .

if not a big fat NEVER .

"what ! no em , he likes me that i know but to go far enough and say loves me now that's impossible " I told her meaning every word .

I don't know why but I feel that Williams can't love me , it's as if he's too much for me . He's more than much . I mean he can't love me and don't ask me why because I don't know why but it feels like that.

" What the fuck ? Why is it impossible , hah ? Rosabella you are a beautiful person from the inside and the outside so do not underestimate your self , he should feel fucking blessed for having you " she scowled with an angry voice and I know that she's right , I do need to start feeling more confident about myself because I know for a fact that I'm not ugly , Ive been told more than I could count that I'm beautiful , it's just a self confidence problem that I've been facing since Dad died .

" I know Emma you're right it's just that love is a huge word and i don't think he knows me enough to fall with me " I told her explaining more and the words sounded unfamiliar and hard to believe when i said them .

* Williams falls in love with me *

Nah , still unfamiliar and makes my heart beats like crazy .

" first , love isn't a huge word it consists of only four letters and why not fell in love with you instead , bella ? " when she said bella it didn't sound a bit like when williams said it .

Williams tongue rolled around the letters in a delicious way making it sound appealing and mouthwatering like how your mouth waters at the sight of a delicious Italian lasagna dish .

Miam miam

"rosabella , hey.... are you still there ?" she yelled snapping me from my thoughts

"huh, what ?" I asked her oblivious to what she was saying before .

" bambina ? you're daydreaming about him , don't you ?" she said with her i-know-you-are voice

"pfff , no" i lied to her

"liar , so i was telling you that why not fell in love with you , i know that you don't believe in love from first sight but from what you're saying this dude is really head over heels for you " she said ad yet again left me breathless , just his name have the same effect he has on me

can williams brown be in love with me ? , I asked myself the question I'm dying to know the answer for .

" i don't know em " i sigh already feeling exhausted .

"do you love him ?" her question cought me totally off guard and I asked myself the question.

do i love him ? Or am I even falling for him ??

i don't know what i'm suppose to feel when i love somebody or how to know that I'm falling in love someone , I've never tried the feeling before so I don't know what am I supposed to be feeling .

I mean loving mum , emma , max and Sonia is the family and friends loving tybe , that I know of .

but loving someone , you know . Like a lover , now that's different .
...i've never experienced such a love and i don't know how does it feels .

What if I decided that I'm falling for Williams and that's how it's supposed to feel but then I realized that now it's not actually true and that was never how it feels to fall in love but it's already too late ? I don't wanna rush into anything .

" i don't know emma " i said after a silent moment

"how could you possibly not know ?" she said stressing me further.

" well i don't know " i echoed myself again but a little annoyed this time .

I mean if I knew the answer I would have said it for christ's sake !!

No shit Sherlock !!

" rosabella you have to know " she pressed pushing it .

"well i'm sorry for you emma if i don't know how i feel cause i really don't . i've never felt like this before , emma . this is all new , i don't even know him or anything about his life ...... Ugh !! ....... you know what i think i'll go sleep i'm tired ...i 'll speak with you tomorrow " i snapped at her

" woah !! wait rose i'm sorry i swear i didn't mean to " she said apologizing and i feel guilty for snapping at her like this but she's the one who's pushing it so far and I'm already exhausted .

" no , em . i'm sorry i'm just really confused at the moment and exhausted " i said it and mean it , I feel so tired all of a sudden .

" okay go have some rest and we'll talk later " she said with a soft voice and i nodded then remembered that she can't see me

"okay i will , love you gummy bear" I told her .

" love you too roseberry " she said and we hanged up the phone

i decided to read the messages i received from williams before going to bed but first i called tom back and texted luke an i'm-sorry text because of what happened with Williams and the glaring contest , plus i wanted to be at peace when i read william's messages so I cleared my head and sat on bed and put the covers on me and start reading the messages .

after calling me 11 times he sent a message which I just opened

rose where are you ? why aren't you answering my calls ?

After this message he called 4 times again then another text

rosabella i'm starting to get really worried !! Please call me whenever you see my massages.

He then called another 10 calls , then three messages in a row .

rosabella john hunter , WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU ? i'm on my way to your campus and you better be there .

now he sounds more like my mother when she's mad

rose answer me please , are you like mad or something ??

Why would he think that I'm bad ? We were so fine last time we were together !! Oh poor Williams ! I feel so cruel at the moment for making him that worried .

remember me to take that phone of yours and through it in the sea , cause you obviously don't put it in a use .

Now this text got me laughing although i feel guilty for not answering any of the texts nor the calls and most importantly for making him worried .

then there are another 5 calls then another message

did i do something wrong ? Did something happen ? We were fine last time . are you leaving me ? Please answer .

I could throw all the previous messages in the dumpster and I wouldn't care but this last one in particular made my heart itches with pain and guilt Because I felt his pain , I felt how worried he was , how worried I made him and what possible thought had been through his mind or what made him go that for in thinking that I'm actually mad at him and leaving him .

why would he say that ? and most of all why would he think like that ? What made him think like that

He actually thinks that I left him , he think i'd do that ??

He knows nothing . He knows absolutely nothing

why would i do that ? I can't do that , why would i leave the only person i feel safe and actually wanted with , why would i leave the only person who made me feel that special , who lifted me up so high and I'm not talking about hot air balloon moment , but about the feeling I get when I'm with him , I feel like no other , like I'm one of a kind and that he adores that , I feel valued and respected . He listens ... He actually listens to every word I say and pays attention so tell me why would I leave him ? Hah ?

It kills me that he feels that he did something wrong when he did nothing but making me the happiest .

a huge feel of guilt hit me hard and I feel like I'm a bad person for making suck a great person doubt his self .

All of those thoughts ....

All of those things happening between us and how we care for each others and feel with each others , all of the quick heart beating and the breath hitching and mostly the butterflies ,

What does all of that makes us ?

The same question I keep asking myself .......

what are we ?

Loom to summerize it , we are dating and he likes me , i like him too okay maybe not just like him maybe just maybe a little bit more .

Like maybe just for the smallest chance love him or falling for him .

i really don't know but if feeling butterflies in my tummy when he's around or the way my heart beats accelerates and my heart is ready to Sprint free from my chest and when i'm with him my brain can't function on anything except him and my body acts on it's own chord or the way he ignite my body with flames from just a blazing gaze , the way his touch sets my skin on fire or that i can''t get him out of my mind if all of tgat means love so i think i'm falling in love with williams brown .

No shit Sherlock !!

Holly shit .

i remember this line i read by dr.suess that says You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams . at one point she's right and now o see the true meaning of the words Because they're Happening to me , i can't fall asleep lately because suddenly thinking about williams before going to bed started sounding much more appealing than sleeping .

the way his lip's corners lifts slowly into a half smirk or turning into an undescribed sexy smile , now that leaves me breathless , his high sharp jaw line , his beautiful face decorated with a fine tall silk dark brown hair that nothing is compared to comping it with my hands . This is all something and his eyes are another thing , those brown eyes of him are like the stable ground , steadier and prepared to embrace you when you fall, into a nurturing and warm blanket of love , i really don't know what is it about his eyes that draw me into him that much or why they're hunting me even in my dreams but I'm happy about it .

So to get things straight , Williams is easiest definition of perfection .

i know no body is perfect as our childhood super star Hannah Montana said but williams is perfect from outside and the inside he's kind hearted he cares for the ones he loves he seemed careless and free when he's around andrew and he is actually funny , he can easily compel any women , girl or child by his beauty and the thing is that he doesn't care about what people has to say about what he do and say is a really good thing although i'm not a fan , i care to what people think i mean we all live in the same society so i have to care so that they care back . It's like an equation .

but yet all those thoughts of william bring me back the same question .

what are we ?

Are we like girlfriend and boyfriend ? Uhm no .

A boss and his employee ? No I don't think so .

or we're having fun ?what about another no .

although the thought of williams brown being my boyfriend sends a delicious shiver through my body but i kept asking my self the same question over and over and over again untill my phone cuts my thoughts by ringing , i checked it and it's max .

" hey max " i said answering

" hey babygirl did i wake you up ?" he asked concerned

" no couldn't sleep " i said the truth after speaking with rebeca and tom then emma plus my unsettling thoughts i couldn't sleep .

" what's going on rosabella ? are you okay ?" he asked me and I know that he's dead serious cause he called me Rosabella and he never does that unless he's so damn serious about whatever is going on .

" emma told you ?" i asked him rolling my eyes .

That girl can't keep her mouth shut .

" told me what ? is there a thing i should know about ?" he asked me , now i'm sure emma didn't speak .

max doesn't lie , it's like i'm not gonna tell him but i want to be the one to tell him all about williams and now doesn't seem right cause I'm tired but if he insisted I'll have to tell him because hell get mad if I didn't .

" well yes there is but where are you now ?" i asked him cause i hear an echo for his voice .

" i just got out of this girl's apartment " he said , i guess he's on stairs or something

" really so you're like seeing her or what ?" i asked curious with a wide smile m

" nah , i was at the club with Xavier which by the way misses you so much we were having fun then this super hot girl came with long red hair , fair skin, killer body with the booty and the titts and she was all over me , couldn't say no , could i ? " he said and i could almost see his smirk , that idiot is a good looking guy so yeah he attracts women like a magnet not like William's Because I honestly hadn't seen a guy in my life as handsome as Williams and I promise I'm not over reacting.

" of course not , it would have been shame on you if you turned her down " i said with sarcasm

" i know i know shame i don't remember her name it was maya , mia maybe mai , i don't know it's something begins with an M and ends with an A help me remember the name roseberry " he said and i laugh

" why do you wanna remember it anyway ? it's not like you're gonna date her " i started the fact .

" hell !! no dates but the sex was amazing if not mind blowing this girl knew what she was doing real well ...fuck even big MJ agrees so i have to remember the name trust me i've never cu-" i cut him off

" stop ! stop! god..... max sometimes you forget that i'm a girl " i told him with a paniced voice and he laughs

" well you always forget that i'm a man babygirl so we're even " he said and we both laugh

" first mission accomplished " he said and I frowned confused.

" what ?"

" my fist mission was to hear that laugh of yours , now tell me what is bothering you ?" he asked and i sigh loudly

"oh my god , really ... well ! That's a terrible thing .... all of this is bothering you , poor babygirl " he said and i laugh harder

"now speak " he orders

"yes sir " i said then start telling him all about williams and how we first me and he's questions and how i'm confused about him taking care of me at the begining without knowing me and about meeting me personally and yes i didn't drop the subject .

He speaks after I finished my speech .

" look i'm as confused as you are about the whole meeting you and giving you an apartment and moving campus but what i'm sure of is that this guy is really whipped " he said and my heart suddenly jumps at the word .

" so what do you think i should do ?" I asked him because he knows better .

" act normal and see where it goes . you said he treats you well and he protects you and take care of you and for that i started to like him but then again you said that you're confused as into why his best friend is treating you so nicely and that sara girl is too good but maybe it's all by coincidence. rose , you are an easy person to be loved " he explained and I'm convinced .

Yeah , that's the Max Jackmen's effect . Not like William's effect but close.

" maybe you're right maybe i'm over thinking this " i answered already having no energy.

I'm sweating on this topic too much than it truly deserves

" you know i'm right . beside i always thought that you are one hell of a good observer but at the moment i think you are actually blind to not see what's going on with williams but i'll let you see it your self , and don't be mad about him being jealous " he said and i start to think what does he mean by i'm blind and that he'll let me see it myself

"instead try not to make him jealous and if you feel nothing for that other guy i don't remember his name just tell him so " he added referring to lucas .

"you mean lucas , wait maybe you know him , he used to go to the same high school as we did and he's your age " i told him grinning

" oh really , what's his full name then ?" max asked me and I feel excited all of a sudden .

"lucas greek , although he's italian " i said laughing on my lame excuse of a joke.

" wait wait , l-lucas as in luca greek ..... tall , blonde with blue eyes ? " he asked me with a shocked voice , i think .

"yeah that's him " I told him narrowing my eyes now and waiting for him to shoot me with the next words .

" hell rosabella ! out of all people ...... god damn it !! ...just stay away from him . now i know why williams is mad ...... rosabella lucas is no good " he said really serious and angry and I can tell that he means every word .

What did Lucas used to do ? H seems nice and good with me .

" all of you are saying this about him but you never actually know him or did the effort to get to know him , he's a good guy at least with me , and you know me max i can't just stay away from a person who didn't do anything bad to me juat Because of what people are saying " i told him annoyed and defending lucas , Because he shouldn't talk bad about someone that he doesn't know anything about . Never judge a book by it's cover !!

Don't ask me why I got all defensive all of a sudden it just feels right to defend him now .

" well i know him rosabella not him in person but i knew people who knew him ..... rose please , just.....be careful " he said the last words softly as if in a plea .

"okay i promise you i will " i told him meaning it.

after i hanged up with max i kept thinking about what he said about Williams and i realized that he is actually right about every single word he said .

i'm over thinking everything , it was fate who brought us together .

and i know i really like williams like really really like him .

can he like me as much as i like him ?

okay he likes me that i know but as much as i like him ?

could emma and max be right ?

am i really that blind and Williams actually fell for me ?

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Did williams really fell in love with her ??

Well I know the answer , but do you guys ?
Well in case you do , comment it to me and we'll see about it .

#i think that one of two things are facts first it's that Rosabella is naive and Lucas Greek is toying with her and second is that she's the only person who saw the good sid of him .

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