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# just so you know the chapter is still a flash back but the only difference is that it's William's flash back now not rose .

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(A small warning )###
this chapter contains quite a lot of cursing and bad language and slightly sex related topics Because well , it's Williams pov so ...

Enjoy 😉
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(William's pov )

I know that she is nervous , i can tell by the way she's peaking quick glances at me then at her hands and at the surroundings ..... at everything but my eyes .

Me on the other hand ..... i'm staring at her shamelessly and intensely​ .... undressing her with my eyes .

why ? because I can't fucking control myself .

but i guess my intense gazes are too much for her to handel Because she's not looking at me the way i am .

What ?

You can't blame me

I'm doing nothing , I'm just enjoying her beauty . Simple as that .

damn ! how bad i wanna kiss her at the moment . i wanna hold her close , just to make sure that this is reality and not a sick imagination or a dream because today and for the first time i realised a really important thing that will complicate things further...

Something which i'm sure if anyone aside from me or her knew about ... It might be a not so good thing .

God ! I hate to think of it .

A slight movement from her to adjust herself snapped me out of my thoughts and I went back to checking her out .

A pervert , I know .

her golden slightly curled locks are close on reaching her waist from one side taking the ride of her right breast , her fine fine breasts not too small not too large my very best , i bet they can fit perfectly in my hands . i can make her scream my name by only grabbing her breast.

i quickly looked away to her face again . thank god she was looking at her hands and didn't notice me staring at her cleavage .

what's wrong with you brown ?

when did you started thinking dirty about rosabella ?

well actually from that day when i saw her only in a short towel i can't fucking keep the image out of my head and i knew back then that this was too wrong to just think of , this is a very dangerous place and i don't wanna risk anything and with all of that being said I wanted nothing back then but to rip that towel off of her body and see the inner hidden beauty but i knew i couldn't because it's against everything i'm doing so i was forced to resist fucking her hard and rough till she's screaming my name an-

what the fuck is wrong with me ?
calm down williams

you're the man here , so man up !!

she glanced to see whether blake is still in his driving seat or not and when she noticed that he's out , her shoulders relaxed !!

what was she thinking ? that he'll stay in the car with us ? just like she thought the other day .

no fucking way

he is given orders to get out of the car whenever it stops and when he's in , he has to have headphones not always but when asked

i know that she was disappointed when i came earlier to get her , she was expecting only me and her without blake .

that what i was wishing too ......

oh ! rosabella only if i could tell you .

my strong feelings​ for her are scaring me because this is not right , it's not me .

. i'm not allowed .

it's so strange i never felt like this with cara not even for a moment or Avlon ,even though what was between me and cara was never love but still .

i know that no one is perfect but in my eyes she is perfect in every way possible and trust me when i say that I was trying to hate her and still trying , I'm trying to give myself every fucking reason into why I should despise her but here is the thing there isn't any .

it's too fucking hard when she's flawless with no deflection , she's literally is the definition of perfection .

i needed distraction back then when me and cara started dating and cara was there , i kind of took advantage of her , i know i'm an asshole but as soon as i realised that i feel nothing for her i broke up with her ......

well that's not technically what happened because i was forced to break it with cara but it's not like i loved her or wanted to continue with her but the concept of being forced is what pissed me because I'm not the one to be forced.... I force but never forced .

but c'mon that have to give me some points , right .

yeah i broke up with care because of other things too one one of them is flower but still...

i like calling her flower , she's as beautiful as a flower , as delicate. with the magical spelling looks and smell .

i drift my mind back at the sexy red flower beside me and i can feel the sexual tension between us which is so fucking much to handel .

if she doesn't get out of the damn car anytime soon i'm not sure if i can control myself anymore .

four fucking weeks ....

no to be accurate three weeks .

three fucking weeks seeing her getting sexier and hotter everyday more than the other ....

Hell ! I'm human too , people .

i mean the first time i saw her i knew that she's sexy but i always fought the thought and thought that what a slut she is ! wearing tight and short things but i knew better that i was lying to myself , she's nothing close to that word if anything about her clothes , i gotta admit she has an amazing style .

Just look at the dress she's wearing today .

fucking fuck ! i wanted to take her right there when i saw her and when she wore that green oliver tight dress , i nearly lost it . so imagine that she was on my lap with that dress making out , rocking her hips against my hard as fuck cock .....

god help me if i can control myself around her.

fuckkkk ! this is too fucking wrong yet it feel so right .

if anyone had told me that i'll be like that and feeling those things for the same girl my father bothered my ass with , i would've laughed till death or crack their fucking skull but somehow from the first day my eyes landed on her i knew that there would be things going on between us wether good or bad , by the way my breath hitched when i looked deeply into her eyes , her eyes that took me into a different place , they took me to my dreams .

...the same dream

she was wearing that black tight sack .

fuck me ! it's like as if my eyes landed on an angel not any angel but an ordinary one which made her extrodinary nowadays , i still remember every small detail .

the door was slightly pushed opened and then....she entered

.beautiful.

was what i thought when i saw her ....really beautiful with wide baby blue eyes which looked so familiar .. the familiarity between her eyes the the same eyes hunting me made my heart jump all of a sudden and it made me think that

maybe it's her ? ...

her eyes are the same deep blue and big like a cat's eye .. the one to capture your soul .

the whole meeting i was replaying the image of how her blue eyes captured mine , even the image of her delicate curvy figure , her two fine ladies were the finer view to first greet me and how her eyes were lost .

she was looking at the office at every single detail in there when her eyes finished examining my office they found mine and as they looked in mine i felt exposed immediately .. as if she can see my soul as if she knows my true self and my first thought was to stop whatever was about to happen because she looked too fucking inoccent but my ceriousity got into me and now i regret it .

and trust my word when i say that i'm a man with no regrets in life .

i was and still expelled by her beauty she is different at her own way not like other girls she's so innocent like a child her eyes speaks for her , she's a tantalizing vision that cannot be totally pinned down, a mystery that cannot be fully unraveled , i want to know everything about her that it scares me how much i wanna be close to her .

she is extraordinarily wonderful just like a blue rose .

my thoughts again were cut off when i see her getting closer to me .

she's leaning in for a kiss .

fuck yes !!!!

but i'm still not sure if i started kissing her it can only be a kiss , i mean last time we made out in my car she left me hard as rock that it hurts .

she's getting closer , i'm trying to calm my desire and my dick , i wanna take that dress off her body ..... no scratch that i wanna rib that dress off of her body that it'll mark her skin ref , to be able to see her flat stomach , to warp those long unending sexy legs around my waist , her skin is flawless she's not fair or tan she's in between like her skin is mid fair with the same glow of a tan skin the kind that satisfies me ...

what the fuck williams ? get a grip , remember you're the man

she's has the smell of amber .

perfect .

the best thing about her eyes is that they speak for her , right now she's turned on with only my gazes and i knew this because aside from the fact that I've slept with women more than I can count so I know we'll when a women is turned on and not but actually her eyes changed color they're s dark shade of blue now more like grey and her cheeks are at deep shade of red along with her nose and her pupils dilated leaving a thin line of the grey Iris

i bet she's soaking now

fuck fuck fuck

it means that she's affected by me and responsive

excellent

why the fuck i'm speaking like fucking dora with all the perfect​and excellent shit ??

i need to keep control even when I know that she took that away from me which is a miracle so far .

but how to keep control around this absloutly amazing person ...around her !!

don't go too fast , she'll kiss you .

right ?

remind me again why i made this stupid promise to her when she wasn't even asking for it ??

Stupid and fucking dumb

i told her that i will not kiss her untill she asks even though i feel that she'll never ask not because she don't want to , no but she'll be too embarrassed to do that or even ask the question and then my job comes to not just seduce her and make her want me but also to make her comfortable around me .

i vowed to myself from that night at her apartment ..well my apartment actually that i'll make her mine no matter what's going on and i know that i'm not thinking of the consequences that would be followed and what will happen if she ever knew anything from what's going on but at the moment i don't care .

i only want her to be mine .

only mine .

and i hate to share what's mine

call me possessive if you want

because i am .

Shit !! she's staring at my lips and it caused my breath to hitch like a fucking teen boy .

i want her ...i need her .

fuck ! why can't i keep control around her ? I'm going nuts here.

this is not gonna work , i feed on control , power and possessiveness .

she already broke one of my three walls which is control and hell it scares the living shit out of me , what if she sees me for what i'm truly is ?

can she really see what's under the pretty face which is a complete ugliness ?

no if she was seeing she wouldn't have stayed around

she's breathing as hard as i am , her nose is brushing mine now

my lips are eager for friction , my lips wanna touch her soft full , plump lips as quickly as possible i wanna bite them so bad and so fucking hard as if i'm chewing a gum in my mouth .. I wanna bruise them with my teeth to taste her blood ....

Okay I sound more of a vampire .

Fuck I can't hold back anymore , that's it .

And just when i'm about to close the space not able to hold back anymore her lips changed direction to give me a quick cheek kiss

what the fuck ?

but no wait that actually wasn't all ..... no the worst part is coming

she leaned into me so close that she's practically sitting on my lap , she's so close that when her breasts rub against my chest from the top of my shirt I inhaled sharply to calm my fucking dick . Her breath is fanning my ear and then she half whispered in very sexy voice , i repeat a very sex appealing voice but with her heavy italian accent saying the magical words .

" buana notte , Signor marrone" with that she pulled away completely and in a second she's out of the car .

. shocked .

. unable to say any fucking word .

. blinking rapidly with blood rushing through my vains and cock .

she left me with those feelings​

and what's worse is that she left me so fucking hard for her ones more , i can't even think about what should i do now? my mind can't seem to function at the moment , if I was in my right state i would have grabbed her and fucked her right here in the car in her spot . But that's the kind of effect she has on me .

I'm sitting there as straight as a fucking status who from the amount of shock he received , he fucking died in his spot .

i swear if she didn't tell me earlier that she wasn't in relationship before which i found it hard to believe , i would've fucked her right here right now and i don't care if anyone sees us , if she was mine which she will be soon so soon i would've treated her like glass all the time except when we're fucking cause i'll make sure to break her , to make her unable to walk for a week or split her into half while the process , my dick is complaining from lack of sex and my thoughts aren't helping .

it has been four weeks since i decided not to touch cara then i broke up with her a week later since then my cock hadn't been in any kind of action .

well i tried to be honest but it's like i became unfuckable , i can't fuck any other woman , it's like my dick decided to become a non all of a fucking sudden .

Sex is not joyful anymore or pleasurable Because you know when you're thinking about that special person and then You open your eyes and find a completely different person you suddenly feel out of it .

i'll make sure that rosabella will be the first to make my cock watch some action movie and maybe the last too .

....yeah maybe !!

Its all about time things happen .

all things happen in good time

end of flash back

ROSE'S POV

*( PRESENT)*

I finished getting ready and despite the nightmare I was smiling and my face was bright .

Last night's effect .

It was an amazing night , I've never been happier or enjoyed at time that much in a while . And of course it has something to do with a person starts with Williams and ends with brown .

By the time i reach the cafe tom was already there , grabbing us our coffee .

" good morning rose , looking good . " he said and gave me a quick hug and I smiled blushing.

I'm more comfortable with my body now beside that it's so hot today .. I'm sweating bullets .

" morning tom , today is hot " i told him , he nodded looking stressed from the temperature today

" I hate summer " he said and my eyes widen

I mean I love winter more and snow , rain and all but summer is still summer .. you know the beach which I've never been too but the idea and short cloths like what I'm wearing and lots of parties which I never attended but still and going out with lots of friends which for me was Emma and Max but you know .

Wait , I just realized a really important thing .

My life was miserable .. if you call that a life .

"Yeah I prefer winter too " I'm more familiar with winter's fun than summer .. in winter I love making snowman and playing with besties and also drinking hot chocolate and cuddle with my fellas and wearing over sized comfy cloths and warm long hugs.... From Emma and Max .

I just love winter .

" so ready to religion class exam today ?" he asked surprising me .

" how did you know that i'm in religion class ?" I asked him .

" well rebeca said that both of you share lite and religion " he said and I nod .

" in that case , well ...no i'm not ready .... i'm so nervous like a girl in tenth grade who's afraid from opening her report " i told him terrified and he laugh

" don't worry you'll do great " he said and i smiled

"I hope " I told him nodding .

" tom ? i wanted to ask you , uhm...do you have luca's number ?" i asked him feeling suddenly nervous , tom stoped in the middle of his steps and turned to face me .

" luca ...as lucas greek ?" he asked surprised and i nodded

Why is he surprised ??

Can't I take a friend's number from him ?

" i though that you and williams are like....together now ?" He asked more as if it's a fact .

But wait even if I'm with Williams why wouldn't I take luca's number ? Can't we be normal friends .

" well , i don't know tom . We're like dating now I guess.... don't know what are we " I told him shrugging .. it's really a truth , i don't have a name of this thing between me and williams and it's driving me insane

But I guess it's called dating stage.

" so ...you and luke, hah ?" he asked when we continued walking

The hell !!

" what ? no , of course not ... there is nothing like actually nothing , he asked me to hangout​ with him as friends and i agreed he's a nice company " i told him slightly annoyed that he thinks that me and Luca can't be friends or the idea that there is something between us , Tom's face twist when I talked good on Luca

There is definitely something fishy between those two .

" look rose , i'm not being judgemental or anything but I care for you and you're a good person rose .so I just wanna tell you that i know lucas , i know him better than you do , better than anyone do . Since he first came here till now he has been non but trouble , he's known here for a player who plays with girls like cards and just toss them when he's finished, i'm just worried , or maybe i'm over-reacting this whole thing " he said in a warning tone first but then shrugged

So here is a fact , Tom and Luca knows each others and something happened between them .

I know that all what you is saying
About Luca is right and everyone is saying the same yet i still don't know why i can feel safe around him . Plus I can't change towards him because someone told me to do so , he didn't do anything bad for me .

" i understand tom , i do . but if he is as bad as you say , he could have done something to me , we were alone in his room if he wanted something he could have tried specially when i was crying and weak but he didn't . then again we were alone at his car but he did nothing but tried to cheer me up " i said more to myself than tom who looked surprised and somehow convinced

I mean aren't I right ?

If he wanted something he could have tried , but he didn't .

Or maybe he's waiting ?and probably planning a move .

No I don't think so .

And what do you know , idiota .

Well sweet cheeks , I know that if a guy like Luca wants things he gets them and specially girls so if he wants you he'll not wait , he'll just do his move immediately or look for other girl .

Uhm..... point well made , girl .

" just be careful and no i don't have his number , i thinks it's pri..." i completed his sentence

" private " i told him nodding

Okay now I did what should be done .. if he wants to call me again he'll just call if not then it's fine by me .

" so how was your date with williams ?" tom asked me and immediately my face lightens

" it was great i had lots of fun , no actually it was the best day of my life , he's so sweet and caring and such a gentleman​ " i told him smiling like a goof .

" turn out your brown guy know how to show a girl good time " he said winking and i blushed .

we kept talking untill tom walked me into religion class and he went to his class .

i don't know why but the whole lesson i wasn't focusing on what the professor is explaining , i was busy comparing lucas to willaiams and the opposite , they have one thing in common which is female attention which they seem to gain easily but williams is more of an american powerful gentleman the guy with the whole package and power , you know the sexy CEO who'd take you to Paris and expensive restaurants and just show you life goals while luke on the other hand is the italian badass boy you know the one who'd take you in long drives on his motor and let you do bad stuff and show you the badass life . Both of them are interesting but one thing that I have to agree on which is that those two are the complete​ opposite of each others .

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" looking for me ?" a hot breeze breath huffed against my neck from behind me while i was walking out of the religion class and it frightened me and made me almost jump five foot in the sky

i turned glaring at whoever is this person but somehow I recognized the voice . When I turned I found a laughing lucas

"You..... You scared me idiota , don't do that again " I told him glaring at him and he's still laughing .

"Oh mio signora .. I'm sorry " he said still smiling and my frown turned into a smile

he looks good wearing navy half sleeved right shirt and a white slim jeans , his hair is brushed at the side in a perfect style .

" actually yeah , i was looking for you " I told him because that is the truth . His smile grew wider then his eyes started to decent down my body and I immediately felt heated and blushed furiously .

Oh my !! He's checking me out .

"Cristo.... Signora​ I became a fan of your body " he told me with dark blue eyes now looking at my body

Oh my God

Did he just said that .

" Eyes up here , pervert ." i told him annoyed from how bad I'm embarrassed at the moment , he laughs

"Si .. so , I'm sorry " he said laughing lightly

" so you were looking for me ..... well , i'm here " he said smirking and I stood straight.

Okay more serious now .

" Uhm.... yeah...i ...uhm....i wanted to apologize to you about yesterday ,you know ... when you called " i said facing the ground , I'm not good at apologizing

" nah va bene , i just wanted to spend time with you " he said smiling but looking away from me and it made me feel even more guilty .

" wanted ? so not anymore ?" i ask him smiling hopefully .

it'll really hurt me if he said yes .

" of course no , i still want to ..if that's okay with you ?" He said rolling his eyes . thank god !

" it'll be my pleasure Signor luca greco" i said in italian accent and his eyes widen and he suck in a deep breath

what ?

what have I done ?

" say it again " he said with dark eyes and moving closer to me , we are standing in front of my locker now .

" say what ?" I asked him clueless to what he wants me to say again .

" my name , like you s-said it " he said and swollow .

He wants me to say his name in Italian accent again ?

Isn't it a weird question or what ?

"Qui , signor luca greco " i told again but blushing this time , and Don't ask why .

he looked away and rubbed his temple

"Gesù Cristo" he whispered more to himself

what's going on ?

"you're the fist person to call me luca and i actually like it not to mention gerco , so sexy " he said and my cheeks heat

"glad you like it then " i manage to say but my breath is still accelerating .

" what do you have after you finish ? i need to tell you a lot of things " he said looking excited and i already feel curious to what he has to say .

" well i have to study first then i'm free " i told him shrugging .

" Perfetto , i'll pick you up at 6 is that okay ?" He looks hopeful and I couldn't let him down even though my homework might take past six for me to finish .

" okay " i said and he smiled a proud smile for saying mission accomplished

"ill see you tonight then " he said and i nodded and walked my way back to dorms and him the other way .

Well I'll study as soon as I reach home to be ready on time when Luca pick me up .

This . Is . Not . A . Date .

We're two friends going out with the rest of his friends to have fun first and to tell me what he wanna say second .

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What do you think guys ?

Was Williams pov as good as you expected ?

There are lots of missing pieces here and there in Williams pov ......

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