chapter 20
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he looked at me with guilt filling his eyes for some reason , maybe because he felt that i some how was hurt that he brought me to the same place he used to go with her , but i know better not to blame him i mean he only brought me here when he saw how i seemed to be a huge McDonald's fan .
i shouldn't be angry nor hurt , it'll be over reacting if i did ....
"i'm sorry rose i didn't-" he was starting but i cut him off
he doesn't need to apologize
" it's okay williams she is part of your life , i get it...it's okay "i told him , i mean i understand that so i'm not mad or upset , she was his girlfriend so ...
" was , she was but not anymore . " he said stressing on was and my goddess is dancing smoothly on a wire with a wide smile
" okay " i said trying to mask my happiness
" no it's not okay i need you to understand this part " he said with force and an angry tone making couple of faces turn our direction
what got into him ?
why is he angry now ? i blush out of embarrassed and my goddess falls from the wire she was dancing on
" i got it okay ..... it's not even my business " i told him looking out of the window
we're heading to a place i'm not sure if i'd like
" stop saying that , if it's not your business i won't be telling you , okay " he said yet again with the same high pitch . making me turn to him now in disbelieve
What's wrong with him ?
we're in a restaurant with people around us he should watch his voice
i don't even know what got into him ?
he can't yell at me each time and expect me to be fine with it
" have you finished ? " i asked him still in the same calm state that came over me
don't even ask
but i can only promise that if that same conversation happened in a more private place , my reaction would be 180 degrees different
" finished what?." he asked me with confused eyes
" picking a fight with me " i told him and couldn't control the break in my voice , his eyes soften
he obviously is mad for some reason and just taking it all out on me
he'd be dreaming if he thinks that i'll be okay with it
" that's not what i'm doing " he said rolling his eyes
he has to be kidding me
" yes it is from the moment you saw this waitress is something going-" i was interrupted by her coming to give us the orders , which i still find weird cause i'm used on always ordering my orders myself and have a seat but i guess this is one highlight of being around williams brown.
" can i get you anything else mr brown " she said looking at him as she placed our meals and drinks on the table , he looked at her and she immediately blushed hard
yup he has the same effect he has on me on all other women too .
" no thank you kristen " he said nodding and she' smiled then left without glancing my way
" something what.?" he asked me wanting to hear what i was about to say before kristen cuts in
" nothing " i said not looking at him , i don't want to start a new argument
" tell me " he demanded and i looked at him
i hate it when i'm commanded or given orders , just ask politely and i'll do it
" i don't know you're acting weird , is something going on between you and her ?" i asked him
i mean you give me a reason into why he's acting the way he is !
why the sudden change in mood , we were fine before she came
" no of course not , she's a waitress for christ sake " he told me looking annoyed
" then why you are acting this way ?" i know i might be pushing him too far by being so demanding .
" i'm not doing anything .... you always ask too many questions " he said and yet again looks annoyed but this time .... by me
i only asked a question
i'm not mad nor angry but i'm upset it's the first time for me to feel that i'm annoying him and just to think of it
it hurts
" i'm done ,i wanna go back to the car please " i said not looking at him and stood from my chair , i lost my appetite
he immediately stood up and a horrified look took over his face
what ?
" done ?" he asked the word as if i'm done with him or something ,
i am done but from eating even though i didn't even touch my food but i don't wanna sit here anymore
i can't be done with him even if i want to .
we didn't start yet to be done
"yeah done eating " i said and his shoulders relaxed
" but the food just came and you didn't eat any " his eyes are apologizing and full with guilt but nothing is said
" i already told you that i'm not hungry , thank you . i'll wait for you in the car " i said and made my way out of Macdonald without looking behind me , i almost made it to the car when i heard him calling my name , i stopped and turned to him .
he came till he stood in front of me
" i'm really sorry rosabella , i know that i spoiled the day and all but it's just ... " he seemed to be struggling with words , his chest is heaving from quick breathing , i guess he payed quickly and came running after me , i felt this argue suddenly to hug him to tell him that i'm here and that he can say whatever he want and i'll listen so i moved close to him
" tell me williams ...i'm here to listen to you " i told him with sincerity , i mean every word i said
i rest both of my hands on his chest feeling his chest rise and fall , at the contact his eyes went wide just at the same time my heart started beating fast as if rock music starts playing in my bones .
" me and cara .....we broke up from inside long time ago before i even met you .....it was never love , but she denied it ,me too . until you came along , you made me see clearly that what was between me and her was just an image we draw which was blurring as time passes ....i don't want you think that we broke up because of you " as he finishes his quite speech i felt warmness wash over my chest and that a heavy block had been removed from over my chest as relieve washes over me .
what made me happy is that he is and for the first time actually starting to open up to me and talk about his feelings and his past , i'm not into hurry i know that now or later he'll start opening up completely but at the moment i'm so happy to that point of wanting to huge him so tight that he won't be able to breath
"you made me feel much better williams and i'm happy that you opened up and shared this with me , you know the hardest part was to try not to think that i took you from her , her gazes , her words were haunting me " i told him what i truly felt moments ago but man ! did his words changed that in a minute !!
" so i'm yours now ?" he said me smirking and i feel my cheeks heat and flush
" i-i didn't say -" he cut off my misery with a laugh then turned to me with a serious look
" rose i don't want you to think about her , not anymore ...beside you kind of saved my life here " he said smiling a sarcastic smile and i'm left drooling over him again
oh my ! he's a sight for sore eyes
"is that so mr brown ?" i asked him smiling , he smiled too making his dimple appear deep and beautiful as he places both oh his hands on mine on his chest
even though our hands touched more that one time till now from the day i met him , nevertheless the slight contact still has the same effect it does the first time his hands touched mine , the contact made me shiver
" yeah , i mean , man ! she sometimes scares the living shit out of me " he said making us both laugh
"i really am sorry about what happened back in there " he said and i can tell that he mean it
but my question was still unanswered
why the sudden change in mood ?
" it's okay , i'm sorry for being so demanding " i said and he awarded me with a gorgeous full teeth view smile
" c'mon your meal is waiting for you in the car " he said while grabbing my hand in his and my 9 year old goddess start jumping on the couch clapping her hands
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"hey rose , wake up " a husky , breathy voice said softly wanting me to open my eyes , but i feel so comfortable ...too comfortable to open my eyes , i'm warm and this hot breath on my neck is not helping how heavy my eyes are ,also those soft and warm lips on the part under my ear lop on my neck kissing lightly and nipping is not helping it's sending shivers all over my body and it feels good really good , i don't want it to stop , i feel shots of desire wash over my body and the feeling is a bless
" don't stop " i don't know if i said the words or i wanted to say them but i don't want to wake up or for that feeling to go away , i want whatever is going on to continue
am i having wet dreams ??
" god help me ! i have to stop " the voice is whispering into my ears as the lips go back into continuing their work and i'm fighting the argue to wake up .
williams ?
i don't know if it's williams or not in my dreams but i imagined him , i mean i dreamed with williams before so i think this time is like the other but only this time feels deeper and more real
he has a really beautiful name " williams " really formal and royal like prince william
the feeling kept getting better and better when the person which i imagine as williams start biting softly with his hands all over my body , it feels good ...so good
" rosabella "i hearing my name in a husky silver familiar groan , too familiar
suddenly the argue to open my eyes increased , so i opened them and what i found made me wanna go back again to sleeping because i have no idea how i ended up like this
me ....myself somehow on william's lap and his head is buried in my neck and he is kissing me and sucking softly on the soft skin there just like what i was feeling , he has all my hair pushed to the other side of my neck exposing my neck line as his skillful tongue is licking and drawing shaped on my neck making me feel warms in my belly bottom, his teeth biting the soft skin there and his lips kissing and nipping on my skin . he is the one making me feel that good
" wiiliams " it came out more as a moan and i want to move my hands from his hair only to tug harder .
i don't even know how i got on his lap or my hands reached his hair or anything but something made all of those thoughts disappear to be replaced by desire and it's his huge bulge underneath me , goodness ! he's hard for me it's been like three times now for us to have share a moment like this and every time i feel him hard against me and still every time it has the same effect on me , it do somethings to me , just the thought that he's hard and i'm the reason makes me want him even more . it's about hundred degrees in here ,i'm about to explode .
" jesus ! stop saying my name like that or else -" he stopped himself closing his eyes tightly then his head goes back to my neck and he bits my ear lope harder , a loud moan escaped past my lips and i bit my lip to stop any another moan threatening to come out
at the hear of my moan he groans and his hand grip around my waist tighten , my breath hitched when i felt his other hand drawing circles on my inner thigh making me notice that my dress is pushed upwards till my upper thighs , the feeling is shooting down my core , i start without noticing rocking my hips against him and he groans and brought me closer to him , his hand grabbed the back of my knee and moved my leg up more against him then he moved his face and looked at me with almost dark eyes and i know that mine aren't much different , he moved my head down to him slowly by the back of my neck till my nose is brushing his nose , i'm breathing his breath , his minty breath .
i'm well aware of my heart beating at it's own frantic tempo and my uneven breath and the fact that i'm shaking out of both anticipation and nervousness , i gasp as he took my lower lip between his teeth and tug my gasp was shortly turned into a moan when i felt him growing even more against me
what's happening to me ?
those feelings...... i've never felt them before , why is my belly clenching and i feel knots in my tummy ? and why do i feel moist down my panties ?or that my by breath is uneven and fast ? what is he doing to me ?
he bits my lip even harder and the thing is that i'm not feeling any pain , if anything i'm feeling a newly odd kind of pleasure , he then released my lip only to let his tongue lick it then he placed his head against mine and closed his eyes , we're both panting hard even though we did nothing , we didn't even kiss but there is this tension in the air , it's so strong to the point of attracting us to each others like the two ends of a magnet . with both of his hands on my waist he stopped my hips movement
"i'm hard enough flower , thank your god that we're the car " he said huskily with dark eyes and i blush hard and look away smiling softly , i couldn't agree more , i don't want the driver to think that we-...oh my god the driver .
oh my god
i quickly move myself from his lap and sit next to him with flaming cheeks , i looked to see the driver only to see -
" his not here , you think i'd do that with him being here " he half laughed looking at me with the still dark eyes but amusment filling them too
i blushed and looked out of the window to find the driver standing out there with his back to us
good thing he didn't see what was going on here
" uhm w-what ....what happened ? i don't ever remember how i ended up on ...uhm...your lap " i said looking at my fingers in my lap and of course there are fifty shades of red on my cheeks
then i raised my eyes to look at him and he's smiling my way but my eyes didn't miss the so obvious bulge in his pants , i bit my lip and look at my hands again
" well you felt asleep and you kind of dropped my orange juice on the seat so i saved the day and your lovely dress before any damage can happen and got you on my lap , easy as that " he said so calmly and i wanted to laugh
he's my hero he saved the day from the bad orange juice , please do notice the sarcasm
" humm !....the fine story you just said doesn't explain how ended up ..uh..like that " i said and again my butterflies fly high in my tummy , and his blush is back on my cheeks
his blush !
i like how did that sounded
" you mean how we ended up grinding ? well i started to wake you up and you started saying my name and for the love of god i'm a man and in that dress....you look so beautiful and tempting as fuck ..i tried to- , fuck! i have to stop " he said running his hand through his hair messing it in the most sexy way ever , i don't think my face can get any redder
he said i look tempting
and
beautiful
is he talking about me ? williams freaking brown , this greek god !!
god help me to not attack him any moment
but wait he said i dropped his juice
"wait did you said i dropped your juice ?" i asked him narrowing my eyes
if i dropped the juice on the seat away from him then i must be -.
" sorry to tell you that , but you are kind of sitting on the spot " he spoke my thoughts and i curse under my breath but i know it's too late , he laughed and i couldn't help join him
" so we're here " i said trying to change the topic , to try to feel less embarrassed by the whole situation
" yeah welcome back to pullman " he said not looking happy !
okay the hardest part
good bye time
i oddly don't want to move or leave
" thank you williams for the ride , i'll see you after 2 weeks i guess then " as i said the words i felt this pulling feeling in my heart , i knew that when this moment would come i'd feel down but not like that
i know i'll miss him two weeks are so long this means 14 days without wiilaims which means hell on heavens
i'll miss every single thing about him , most of all his deep brown pools and how they can see through me
" yeah two weeks it is then " he said still not looking at me
" they'll fly like bird and i'll see you again " i told him smiling trying to believe my words
" why i feel as if you are telling me good bye ? " he asked me frowning and it made me smile
he's acting like a baby
" because i'm leaving " i smirked and he looked at me his eyes are dark
"you know what i mean " he said in serious tone
oh uh ! this guy had smiled and looked upset then frowned and now serious all in a freaking minute
him and his mood swings !
"they are only two weeks williams , maybe one ..i don't know how long it'll take me to sort everything here " i told him , i'm not sure yet if i'll stay for two or one week
" try to make it one.... i don't like the word maybe ." he told me whining like the baby he is .
" bye baby boy " i told him and gave him a quick cheek kiss and get out of the car , while giggling i glanced quickly his way before closing the door to see the aftermath of my words , his eyes are wide and wild , and his pupils dilated and darken he breath sharply and lick his lower lip , i closed the door and tried not to think of the fact that i just called him baby boy , i head to my building i'm sure that my bags are up in my door room by now
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i opened my door room to fine tom , rebeca and emily and 2 other familiar faces i think the girl name was hannah but i don't know the boy's
they're all waiting for me with wide smiles on their faces
oh they're so nice
" surprise " they all screamed as they saw me they came running my way and gave me hugs and kisses including rebeca but tom was waiting for them all to finish to take his turn
" now can i huge my best girl , come here ... i missed you so much " tom as he embraced me in a tight long hug making them all laugh at him , it feels safe being in tom's arms
" tom , i missed you .... so much buddy " i said as i warped my arms around his neck and he swing me making me giggle
the few gasps i heard made me break the hug with tome and turn to look at them , they are all focusing on the room's door with mouth plus eyes open wide
is brad pitt here ?
i turned around to look at what took their attentions
and guess what ?
williams brown is here
he standing by the door and of course i had to forget to close the door after me
his eyes are focused on tom i guess he saw the hug i can tell he is pissed or jealous ......
no williams won't be jealous , right ?
" williams " i said half whispered out of shock but not that he's here , no it's because now i have to introduce him to my friends , but the question is ..as what ? i mean we sure aren't GF and BF and not just a boss and his employee
he then looked at me with a dark smile that told me that he's either angry or having bad thoughts and came in
" you forgot your purse " he said handling me the purse , eye's still dark and holding something .. challenging .
" oh thank you " i told him he then took a grip on my wrist softly and with his other hand he started brushing my cheek with his thumb and my cheeks flamed with red blush
he really don't wanna keep anything , he wants the world to know , first michy at the company and now my friends
it somehow made me happy
" aren't you gonna introduce me ? " he said and i remember that there are others in the room , i nod still blushing
" tom this is williams brown my .uhm boss's boss " when i said the words williams looked at me as if i said something wrong
what was i supposed to address him as , the guy who kissed me two times and we have feelings for each others and he said that he wants me ?
maybe , why not ? that sounded good
" williams this is tom i already told you about him " i told williams
" he better be , tom it's nice to meet you " what ?
what does he means by he better be ?
" mr brown , the pleasure is mine sir " tom said polite as ever , he don't know what's going on in williams mind now , i don't even know what's in williams head right now but i think i have a hint , they shook hands but again i feel that wiliams is annoyed for some reason
" and here we got rebeca my room mate , hannah and emily good friends and this noble guy ...." crap ! i don't remember his name
" zac " tom whispered in my ears , williams takes notes and inhale a bit loud
" zac " i finished my sentence
" guys this is ...." emily cut me off by saying
" mr williams brown " she said dreamy gawking at him with those lost puppy eyes as if he's her dream guy , i know that he's every girl's dream guy but she can't just look at him like that as if he is her prince charming , he's here with me not her
" nice meeting you all " willimas said and smiled his I'M-SEXY-AND-I-KNOW-IT dimple breath taking smile , making me die million times .
"m-mr brown i am a huge fan of your brand i actually applied for the internship at the jones brown the same time rose did but no reply reached me " she said looking at him with that eye raping look but too bad that he's busy looking at me , i can't see him looking at me because i'm looking emily's way but i feel his gaze on me burning holes in my skin .
wait here a second
she said that she applied for the internship the same time i did ,
so why i got accepted and her not ?
why they didn't even replied to her request ?
something is fishy here
" sorry for that , i'll see what i can do " williams told here still looking my way , i then turned to him and our gazes lock together
" rose ? come with me out side a second ?" his eyes asked me before his mouth can do the action and i nodded
" i'll be right back guys " i said to them and made my way with him outside the room
in the hall few eyed us and some gasped at the sight of williams but i can't fathom is it because he is that famous? or is it because he's ridiculously handsome ?
" i needed to get out of that room before i commit a crime " he said running a hand through his hair , looking frustrated
why would he say that ? everything was fine in there
" why ?" i asked clueless
" seriously ? you don't know " he asked raising an eye brow , he's eyes are staring in mine , and then it clicked
the huge
" you mean tom " i said and an annoyance look took over his face
we're standing with me having my back to the wall and him in front of me with two foot or something , let's just say that he's close enough for his perfume to tingle in my nostrils
" when you said he better be ...uhm .. what did you mean ?" i asked him looking in his eyes and he smirks this pantie dropping smirk
" when you said his name i remembered that you told me about him being a good friend so i decided to not beat the shit out of him " he said and my heart jumped all of a sudden
" really ?" i asked him looking into his eyes
"you think if i got in there and found you in the arms of another man , i'd be okay with it ?" he said it too serious after frowning his brown brows of him , i blink rapidly my eyelashes matching my heart rate .
" why would you ? i mean your not my friend , my dad , my brother or even my boyfriend " i said the words on purpose cause i want to hear more from his words that somehow hold so much tantalizing promises
" yeah , you're right " he said nodding his eyes as if he's thinking my words then he moved closer to me and placed both of his hands on the sides of my head and moved his face closer to mine
"but tomorrow i'll make sure to change your status " he whispered in my ear making my breath hitch
what does he means?,
my mouth got dry looking at him while my mind starts growing wild
then my cheeks heat at realization
with my heart almost strangling me because it's in my throat trying to escape from my mouth i finally manage to speak
" what do you mean ?" i said more like whispered , i can't find my breath .....you can't blame me\
" i want you to be my date tomorrow for the gallery opening night " from his tone i feel that's it's more like an order than a request that i don't have to argue with or not allowed to
but wait wait wait
he wants me to be his date
like me and him together
is that a date ?
" but it will be sunday night " i frown , dragging my way ward attention back to reality , buzz kills i know .
" so ?" he asked looking confused , then he seemed to realize
" don't worry miss hunter i'll make sure to get you to dorm early and safely " he said it in a flirty tone
i can't say no to that
" okay then " i said while exhaling and nodding my head at ones his lip quirk up in a half smile and my breath hitches yet again
" i'll pick you up at 4 " isn't it so early ? i asked my self
" it's not that early, i want to spend as much time as possible with you " he again answered my unfinished thought . someone slap me please i think i'm still sleeping in the god damn car
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A.N
when I wrote up there, the part where Williams tells rose that Kristen the waitress is just a waitress , I didn't mean to offend anyone , to those who work as waitresses I didn't mean anything with it , I wrote it with no bad intentions , I just thought that maybe clearing things would be better......
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