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"I'm beyond happy , it looks amazing and so lovely" I said happily while passing my hands on his smooth , silky , golden hair

It's a huge golden horse with clean and smooth hair

This had always been my dream to actually have a horse

"Pardon me but I already named her rosie after you baby " he said and I'm not sure if my heart can beat any faster or fly higher in my chest

Oh my !

He called her after me

" oh my goodness ...I still can't believe this ...you sure you bought her for me ? " I asked him not taking my eyes of the beautiful creature in front of me with a huge smile on my face

"I did baby...your dreams are my work and I'm a hard worker " he said and I giggled and engulfed him in a tight hug

"Thank you thank you so much...this is...it's too much ...it's just a birthday " I whispered in his ears and he broke the hug and cupped both of my cheeks looking straight into my blue ones

"Don't ever say so again......it's not just any birthday ...It's the day the love of my life was born in " he said and slowly his lips lands on mine making me forget about every single thing surrounding us...the horse , the birthday and the people looking at us ..it's just me and him ...and the way his kiss speaks soo much , I want to stop this irritating sound of some buzzing phone but it's only getting louder , williams is starting to disappear and the horse too
What no , come back
Don't you dare be just a dream

I opened my eyes slowly staring at the ceiling , it's weird I've never noticed that the ceiling is on butterflies shapes , I turn off the alarm and feel the disappointment wash over me

It was just a dream , the nicest dream ever , first one about Williams though ...first one without nightmares and bad memories also which is weird and refreshing actually I feel amazing even though I'm disappointed because I really wished for it to be reality but I'm happy because I never dream with people except for those who were there in this dreadful night
I'm thankful for williams

Thank you Williams

And for the first time In a while I hop of the bed feeling energetic

And idea why ?

Oh oh yeah , I know the answer

I'm seeing williams in the company today after what happened yesterday

Yeah I'm a nerve ball

and I don't know I'll first react when I see him but I can't be anything but excited

After taking my shower and drying my hair , I went to the kitchen and graped myself a cup of Orange juice and an apple and head to the closet to decided what I'm gonna wear .

I chose a burgundy tight dress , the sleeves reach just above my elbows and it's knee length , I dressed and let my hair free then wore my beige heels and my beige coat on top and I'm ready , I grabbed my burse and went down to Sam

.......

Finally it's lunch time , I've been sitting not moving from this desk since I came first in the morning , I'm reviewing files Andrew sent me and calling companies and clients all day , this is the second day since I came here to actually work my ass off , a knock on the door snapped me outta my thoughts

"Come in " I said and it's Michelle as soon as I saw her a smile made it's way to my face , she looks really beautiful wearing a red tight dress and high heels and her hair is perfectly up away from her face and neck , she's beaming and smiling widely​

Something is up

And no glasses , wow

"Wow ! Who are you.....God look at you, michy you look amazing and really beautiful " I told her as we hug and she blushed

"Look who's speaking , the queen of them all , I told you before and I'll repeat it again , this color so fits you " she told me and I smiled blushing

"I wanted to show you this" she adds raising her right hand letting me see the mesmerizing engagement ring on her slim finger , I gasp placing my hands on my mouth then my eyes met hers and she's grinning , I smiled widely

She's engaged

Holly heavens ....

"Oh my god...Michy... Congratulation ..... You're engaged now... I'm so happy " I told her while smiling and laughing then I engulf her in another tight , breath stopping hug and she did too

"I know rose...Thank you so much ... I'm so happy...He finally proposed after four years of being together , harry finally did it " she says happily , with shinning eyes making me smile at how happy she is

I'm genuinely happy for her , she deserves to be happy

I asked her to fill me in with every single detail and she nodded so both of us take a seat on the small couch as she started to speak

"So he asked me out to have dinner at that fancy restaurant i was telling him about the other day and I thought that oh god he'll finally do it and propose , he settled it with his friends to record us without me noticing , after we ate dinner he told me that he has something important to say to me and I told him I know then he told me who told you that I wanna break up , I was shocked and started crying then he smiled and bent on one knee in the middle of the restaurant and after saying an amazing speech he proposed...Turns out he was pranking me " she finished while grinning then her eyes soften soon she was crying

My heart is beating with warmness and the story she told me made me realize a really important thing and it's that true love is there and not because he didn't propose before meant that he didn't love her no he was probably waiting before the right time

God I wish I had a love like hers

I know I will someday

She handled me a napkin

"Don't cry rose....I know what he did to me was quite a novelty... I'm just happy because I love him... I've never loved anyone in my life like I do to harry" she told me and I didn't even realise that I was crying , it really did touch me how in love they are

Thank God my make up is water proof

A knock on the door snapped us from our crying session , Michy went to open it but it was opened before she could do the action and it's Williams who's smiling at me

My breath hitched as I saw him

My goodness ! It's illegal to be this good looking

He's wearing a navy suit jacket while closing the buttons which only made his shape more obvious to the whole universe .

my god !

He has a mouthwatering body , all in the right places he's also wearing a navy shirt with white dots then beige pants , he looks really beautiful , how on earth did I become their lucky to actually make this god even glance my way

oh how I wish to tug on his silky hair right now , it's made in a wavy style away from his forehead

I think he noticed that I was crying because his smile disappeared and was replaced by a frown and he came my way

"Rosabella..What happened ? Have you been crying ? What's wrong ? Are you okay ? "He asked in a row and his worried expressions only made my heart beats accelerates as he cupped both of my cheeks and stroke my jaw with his thumb while his brown pools staring deeply at mine , it made my heart skip a beat at how worried he is , he cares

I pulled away from his hands and his frown deepens

Michelle is here

" Uhm .....Y-yeah Mr Brown I'm fine .. Don't worry about me " I told him formally and he arch an eyebrow

I have to stick to the word MR as we're not alone

"Mr ?" He wondered sounding irritating I can say

Didn't he see Michelle when he entered ?

I guess not

She was about to open the door for him but he raced her to it so when he opened the door she was behind it then when he noticed that I'm crying he got in without closing the door

Yup she's still behind the door

"Uh..... Michelle here was just telling me the story of how her boyfriend harry had proposed to her yesterday..So ..I was just...Uhm.. Touched "when I said that he spin around and his eyes immediately cought Michelle's

I thought that he'll take a step away to maintain our personal space seeing we're not alone or even harden his face or worst case walk away , nevertheless he stayed calm not moving an inch away from me and all my thoughts were betrayed as I hear his laugh echoes through the office walls

What the heck ?

Where is Williams brown !

Who's that guy ?

"Oh Michelle I'm happy for you , congratulations , I wish you both a happy life together and...Ah don't forget to invite me to the wedding " he said cheerily and ended it with a magical wink and my heart melt right there

Michy on the other side is trying to hide her shock by nodding vigorously and blinking while looking between us

Is it because Williams never spoke to her like that ? Or because she's seeing him like that around me ?

"T-thank you..Mr Brown....Of course you'll be the first "she said smiling in appreciation

Then he turned to me smiling

" I thought we could do lunch together "he said smiling down at me

Wait , what ?

Did he just say that in front of Michelle ?

My goodness he's not trying to hide that there's something between the two of us

"Okay...Uhm....Rose I'll go now , we could talk later " Michy said and turned to leave

"Wait ...You guys were going to have lunch together , didn't you?" He asked looking between me and her

"It's okay Mr Brown-" he cut her off

"How rude of me ! ..I don't wanna be a buzz killer..Beside you girls must have that emergency girly talking and some story telling about the propose the poor guy did yesterday " he said as the respectful person with high good morals thay he is and Michy laughed nervously while me on the other side

I was a monkey's uncle more like surprised in a good way

he is not afraid of anything and he's so open and truthful about what he feels somehow it makes me like him more

"I'll see you tomorrow then I guess" he told me softly then gave me a final wink and left ....

Holly Molly !

I turned to Michelle who's her jaw is touching the ground

"Close your mouth honey or you'll catch flies " I told her and we both laugh but that doesn't mean I'm anywhere near recovering from what happened moments ago

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"Dio , she's so adorable and cute , what's her name ? "I asked Mitch , she's showing me her cute cat's pictures while having lunch

"I know she's so cute , her name is Viki , I love her so much " she said looking dreamily at her cat

"Can't blame you she looks cute as you said " I told her nodding as I eat my French fries

"Why don't you buy yourself a one " she suggested and I immediately shake my head a no

She has to be kidding me

Sorry darling, I don't do cats

That didn't sound good

I just hate cats....A lot

"Me and a cat don't mix in one sentence let alone in one place " I half laughed

"Why ? Who doesn't love cats , they are the most adorable things alive " she said giggling and making a cute face and I laugh out loud

"I love the appearance ...Only their appearance but I'm scared shitless of them. Plus that I'm allergic ...But I love dogs ...I can live alone in an island with a dog ...Dogs are loyal and cute and they are the best cuddling buddies plus they're there for you when you're in danger " I told her shrugging and don't even ask

I love dogs I really do , they're are the most loyal friend the one can ever have .

dogs are more faithful than cats , sorry for those who love cats so much .

"Waahat ?...No that's wrong , poor you ! Cats are life " she said and we both laugh

"I wanna laugh like you guys too" a familiar voice said from behind me , I turned and it's sara , I quickly stood and gave her a hug

"You know I missed you those days " she told me as we break the hug

" I did too sara , how are you e " I asked her and noticed that her ref lipstick is whipped and there is some just bellow her lips above her chin and some above her upper lip so I gave her a look but she didn't pay attention

"I'm great , has a lot to tell you though " she said and I smiled

"Hey sara that's Michelle she works here too in the media department , michy that's - " michy completed the sentence for me

"Miss sara brooks of course" she said standing politely

"I'll give you two some privacy " michy smiled politely and left

"So ? How have you been girlfriend ? How's work ? " she asks me after we walked back to my office

"I've been great ..work too but getting harder lately but mostly fine " I told her as we both sit on the couch

"So ?what brings you here?" I asked her

"I was at Andrew's so I thought I'd pass by to see you " she explained and I smirked

"Ah ....now that explains a lot ....the messy hair , whipped lipstick " I said while pointing to her look with my finger

"Shit ! Is it that obvious ? " she asks me and I grin

"Yup mio amico " I told her nodding

"He can get a little wild " she said with a wink

"I can see that " I told her but the thought that her and andrew were doing it in the office made me blush

Aren't they afraid to get caught ?

Or are they that good ? I shake my head so that the thought go away

I think I suck in all those being sexy and seducing someone stuff , or even sex appealing things ....I suck at anything contains the letters S - E - X . yeah I probably do

"Earth calling to you ....rosabella john marry hunter " she said in my ears drawing my attention back to her

"Hey how did you know my father and middle name ? ," I asked her while laughing because actually her yelling made me almost jump five feet in the air

I don't remember telling her my full name , her face pales a little and her smile is gone then back again

"You told me " did I ?

"Maybe " I mean maybe I did. It's not that big deal anyway

"Now tell me what's going on between you and williams and don't say nothing " she asked me while folding her arms on her chest and waiting for me to speak .

Oh crap !

"No there is actually nothi-" she cuts me off

"Uh ..... uh baby girl I said do not say nothing cause andrew told me that he's driving you back to pullman and yeah thank you my FRIEND for telling me about going back to pullman for a week or two " she said

Double crap !

I have to tell her , I know I do . So I started telling her everything that happened between me and williams and by everything I mean everything from when cara came and the kiss-es and his break up with cara and what he said about us just everything .

I mean I don't have anyone close to me here in Seattle to tell except for her , emma is in fresno , yeah I tell her everything but with her not being here , telling her wouldn't do me a great help but sara can , plus she's williams best friend and my friend too

"And finally sorry about not telling you that I'm heading back to pullman.....it all came in a rush and I forgot " that was the last sentence I said ending my quiet a speech

"It's okay I was kidding earlier but....wow .... actually I'm surprised more of shocked of what you just told me , I didn't even know that they broke up " she said and I nodded

"Yeah it was quiet a surprise for me too " I agreed

"I felt it was coming anyway " she said and I nod

" that's what he said " I told her

"But to be honest here , I always felt that he has something for you , but I still had to warn you because I care for you I will again " she said

What ?

She felt that he has something for me !!

"Look at the beginning I thought that he was just having fun I mean look at you..a goddess ...i though that he just wanna play around , we all know williams , he's known for a player and rosabella I love you , I'll repeat my words just...be careful ​ " she said and I frown confused

What is she trying to say ?

"From what should I be careful sara ? " can it be because Williams is a player ?

Wait ,maybe he's toying around with me as she said !!

No , god forbids

Williams won't do that to me

Why are you that sure though ?

I don't know but I kinda have this warm feeling inside of me about him and trust me whenever I get this feeling about something or someone I'm not wrong

"Uhm...i mean he just got out of a damaged relationship​ as you said he just broke up with cara and I don't want you falling so hard for him then regret it later " she explained but somehow I'm not buying her words

"I understand you completely and I know what you mean "

does I?

But there is this thing that I know that I'm not in love with him , I just have a crush on him

Love is a huge word , you can't just say the three I-LOVE-YOU magical words to any guy .

I've always wondered how it's so easy for some girls to say them for a guy she only knew a couple of days , there are some exceptions like romeo and Juliet even though I'm not convinced at how they loved hard , sinned , got married and died all in a week

No offense to the king of literature william Shakespeare who I'd die for For a novel he wrote plus I'm a big fan of literature beside being an English major I actually I live on books and reading but my mind works too , I also believe that love comes one time in life actually not love , no ! but true love and I'm mad at people who'd ask you - how many times have you fallen in love ? - what kind of question is that ? And just imagine someone answered saying four

Holly !

I think we're not supposed to fall truly in love with more than just one person , yeah we could crush or like someone , I mean me myself I crushed on every and each hot guy I've probably seen till my day wether guys from school or neighbours or actors and models this is a natural phenomena ......

we can also go on dates and some may hook up even if I prefer doing it with someone you truly love and trust but people have different point of views which I respect a lot , what I'm trying to say is that we can do whatever we want in aim of finding our true love , you're not forced to say the words and my advice is to never let go that easy and just say them ...no wait for the right person , whoever is him the guy who's waiting out there for me deserves to be the first one I say the words to and as cliché as it sounds but I wanna keep my virginity too not till marriage no but till I find this true love and when I do and find him , I'll surrender all myself to him , my heart , my soul , my body ..every atom of me

I know I'm a sucker for romance

Can this guy ever...in a million years be williams ?

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